20030628
sometimes we look for answers that can be found right in front of us
mms. woke up early today for sj. sian. anw was walking to the bus stop when the bus drove off right in front of me! waliew. then had to wait like 15 minutes more for another bus?! kaos. was almost late for cca. hehe signed in at the counter at 8.03. hehe. kkaes. luckily they did not pump me cos all of them were at the upper concorse (??). yah. then sat wit jenn and wanxin. was having stomachache then. damn pain can? hurr. guess its cos i did not eat dinner and breakfast yesterday? yepps. not hungry mah. then this morning was rushing off could not eat. haii. im always in a rush for things. nvm.
anw then at like 8.15 liddat then we headed off the the specs stand. damn slack loh now the cca. hehe. damn cool. anw did not bring thermometer so i went to buy one! waliew. in the end i also did not use it! kaos. total waste of money! eeks :/ my money lehs! hurr. then think cos the sec 4's going to pass out then they announced who they new AIC and OIC. damn cool lehs! both of them very nicee (: well dunno lah but today they were nicee. yepps. was damn slack today. hehe. kkaes. was having stomachache still. haii. so poor thing lehs! then ran only one round cos the sec 4's not ard mah. hehe. damn cool. then played basketball. i did not play though. jenn and wx helped me tell the ma'ams that i was having stomachache. hehe then did not need to play. then i just sat there and watch them play. then this idiot. hurr. comment and comment. waliew. cos they dont feel like playing what. whatever lah. then wx kept on avoiding the ball. hehe damn funny! haha was laughing there. then had break. after the break had footdrills. and cos i was sill having stomachache did not need to do footdrills! whee! damn slack lehs today. haha then i watched jenn and wx and shuyu and peiyu and everyone suffer while i was in the shade! ahhas. im so mean but .. i was suffering too although i was not in the sun! whatever.
anw woah they learned new drills lehs! so shit loh. i dont know what the commands are! die die die. nvm lah. heck. hehe but at least can slack. then went back to specs stand. had some lessons. then AIC and OIC taught us some err dunno. how to open stretcher thingy? haha damn funny. was laughing esp when shuyu and wx was doing it. swing and swing then never flip. haha. kkaes. anw then we learnt how to err carry the person up. haha poor peiyu! sorry. hehe. but who ask her so skinny lah. too bad for her! hehe. but we failed anw. then had evacutation. damn funny! haha cos we havent learnt alot yet then we were supposed to be "saving" the casualty out from the "burning building". haha. then instead of saving them, we were laughing at them. cos they act so fake! haha. then that ruowei was playing along wit us then she pretend to poke the casualty's "wound" haha me and jenn and jeannie were laughing like siao! eeks :/ but damn funny! hehehehe. still can remember that scene. haha anw, cca dismissed right on the dot. oh yah did not have test in the end loh! waliew. made me sutdy it on the bus for nothing! hurr.
anw, then me, jenn and chloe went out after that. jenn and i ate in school first. yepps. then went j8. waliew. we squeezed into the train! hehe. wonder why so packed lehs! then when we got out of the train, me and jenn saw denise. the sec 4 one. jenn said last time she was in her tuition class? haha kkaes. then saw this other prefect too. mms. j8 filled wit sngs girls lehs! hehe kkaes. then
finally i get to watch charlies angels! haha so happy. we had abt 1 hr more before the movie started so we walked ard lah. then went to this shop and bought jenn her present! share wit chloe. haha jenn really loves it! haha. damn cutee. haii wish i could have it! hurr. jenn you lucky pigg! see got such nicee freinds! haha whatever. so bhb. haha. anw, then bought sweets from minitoons. hehe finally got to eat the "mushrooms" after such a long time! hehe kkaes. then went to take neos! oh yah still in my bag have to remember to cut it (: yepps. damn ugly lah. i mean i look damn awful in it .. as usual. haii. nvm. not photoginic (??) mah. hehs. then sat outside the cinema there. waited for them to allow us to go in. then in there there was advertisements for 20 over minutes lehs! kaos. was sitting there and complaining and complaining. haha. then was damn cold too! wanted someone to hugg me to keep me warm. but ohwells. cant happen. well, the show was okay lah. except quite gross. then the stupid guy behind us so irritating! waliew! hurr. then chloe was hugging the thing we bought for jenn the whole movie and jenn and chloe were fighting to hold it. and i was sitting in the middle! hehe kkaes. i mean not exactly fighting lah. but chloe held the thing for like 7/8 of the movie? haha but jenn you have it all to yourself now! hehe.
anw then the show ended ard 4.30 liddat. mms. then walked dwn the steps and sway sway this lady had to approach us and ask us to buy stuff. she just walked over and said "hi. can you pls spare me a minute?" then we were like ".." then she asked chloe to hold this box. then she said "can you pls open it? careful! it may be a bomb!" waliew. scared the hell outta us loh! kaos. in the end it was a stupid belt! waliew. wtf. i mean .. so nvm. forget it. anw saw this bag which i liked! ahhh. lovee it! haii but cant get it lah. must save money! eeks :/ nvm. anw then i left lah after chloe bought her KFC. yepps.
the bus trip home was so damn boring. fell asleep on the highway and almost missed me stop but luckily i just woke up and noticed. haha kkaes. was so tired. mms. slept at like 2am last night? cld not sleep lah. dunno why. maybe cos cos .. err forget it. anw me so tired. haii stomacheache is back! |: hurr.
18:28
20030627
everynow and then i am hoping to see you but i refuse to admit it
now talking to my cousin. eeks :/ so irritating! hurr. whatever lah. anw went out almost the whole day today. hehe like usual. woke up in the morning then went to pick my cousin and my grandmother cos my grandmother treating us to lunch. yepps. anw went to this restuarant at takashimaya. think its nicee (: had a fiilling lunch! buffet. chao nicee. kkaes. ate loads. mostly abalone. hehe love it mans! havent had such scrumptious meal that i enjoyed before. hehe. kkaes. then ate coconut ice cream. quite nicee lehs. then my cousin damn disgusting! still cant get that scene off my mind. the pple who uses that ice cream scoop after him damn poor thing. haha kkaes. should get the picture huh? hehe.
then went to wisma to check my sister's ear. yepps. cos she just pierced. yeah. then we were walking towards isebella then i found out that my brother and my cousin were missing! and the thing is that my cousin just lost his hp! got stolen. and then could not contact them. then after my sister checked her ears liao we went in search for them but could not find them. then called my dad. he went to look for them. in the end, they found us. haha okay so crap loh. anw then me, my sister, cousin and brother headed off to heeren. haha went there just to take neos. cools huh. haha kkaes. then waited so long then finally our turn liao. i look damn awful there! eeks. dunno why my sister say it looks nicee. eeyer! bad taste. haha kidding. anw then went back to taka to look for my parents. dad and grandmother was at kinokuniya at the
coffee club xpress. went there. then dad asked of we wanted any drink. bought this drink. quite nicee. was on offer lah. me so poor must buy things on offer lah. hehe whatever lah. i am so full of crap! hehe kkaes. anw its nicee (: think its called mango freeze or something liddat. kkaes.
then sent my cousin and grandmother home. stayed there for a while. then left to go bowling! hehe. went back first to get my bowling ball lah. then changed out of my clothes to not so formal. hehe. then my mother told me that at the restaurant this 2 ladies were saying that my skirt was nicee. haha kkaes. should have gone to tell them where i got it from. haha okay whatever. then i was bending down to take something then my mother said "ee! so skinny until backbone so obvious!" haha whatever! skinny my foot loh. anw then went to safra tampanis. yepps. bowled quite lan today but still beat my dad in one game or more. haha so happy! the next time i beat him im gonna get my colour phone! hehehehehe. cant wait! anw then came home. did not eat dinner. haha cos must jian fei! hehe. no lah actually cos we not hungry lah. good way of jian-ing fei lehs! hehe. anw tmr have sj. sian mans! hurr. so irritating. doubt i can hugg anyone except jenn and wx lah. haii. nvm but at least can get hugg mah. hehe kkaes. anw now going to bathe liao. byee (:
20:39
20030626
you left me just when i needed you most
went to jenn's hse today. in the morning woke up early cos had to do tuition h/w lah. cos not going to be at home then must complete my h/w right? yah see i so guai xi sheng my sleeping time to do h/w. haha kkaes. so lame. anw then waited for my mum for such a freaking long time! she was taking so long! waliew. supposed to meet jenn and chloe at 1 then left hse only at 1.15. waliew! argh! so irritating. everytime when she going out must be early then when i have to meet my freinds not important can be late. wtf. what kind of logic is this?! kaos. irritating mans! hurr.
anw then reached jenn's hse like at 1.45 liddat. cos had to send my brother to his friend's hse first. so irritating. always my brother first and not me. irritating!
stupid brother! cant stand him. always have to give in to him. wtf. whatever! anw, then at jenn's hse we slacked
again. haha for a while lah. then we started on the music project. mms. was quite okay lah except my singing was horrible! :| haha kkaes. not tht good lah. chose the song
walking on the water by attomic kittens. yepps. damn nicee song! kkaes. then we practised lah. we were deciding who sing forst then i passed the lyrics book to chloe then she threw it around and we throw and throw then chloe went to throw it into the bed the hole there loh! and jenn said that the bed is stuck to the wall so i can never get my lyrics book back! waliew. chloe! haha but in the end the ned was not and we got it out lah. yepps. hehe. lucky or not chloe is so dead! hehe kkaes. then in the end i just started singing lah. we recorded our voice on jenn's hp. haha sounds so horrible! hehe. well i know my vioce sux! hehe kkaes. then we practised like for abt 1 hr liddat then so tired liao. so we decided to go watch
charles angels yepps.
walked out and waited for the bus. went j8. then they had tickets. then jenn called her brother cos we did not like watching movie at j8. the seats so stink one. haha kkaes. then her brother said at orchard surely have tickets one. so we believed him lah and went to orchard since we could make it in time. and when we got there, guess what. the tickets were sold out! kaos. all andrew's fault! hurr. now i know .. never trust what a guy says! then i was so pissed! could have watched the show today loh! kaos. then we went to eat. hehe. then that stupid lady make me buy the dunno what stupid set, waste my money lehs! waliew. $7.70 lehs! hurr. then jenn's one only cost $3?! waliew! anw hated the meal. it sucked! then after eating was so bloated. mms. then went shopping. haha chloe's walking speed is so slow lehs! she complain that we walk damn fast?! its like my normal speed?! haha kkaes. then shopped lah. then went wisma.
was looking at all the wallets at flash and splash. damn nicee loh. but in the end ,after a very very long time, i decided not to buy the wallet i wanted to. haha kkaes. but i did not like it in the end what so of course dont buy it right? yeah. kkaes. then chloe bought one wallet. quite okay lah. then now its wit me cos cos aiyah dont say it here lah. hehe kkaes. then we left. did not know that my dad called when my hp was in my bag then had 1 missed call and 2 messages. waliew. i was so scared loh! then my dad sounded pissed. so scary! eeks :/ then left wisma at ard 6.47? so late right? hehe kkaes. met my mother at j8, at felin. then the pple there kept saying that i look like my mother. waliew! i have heard enough of that okay! everyone says that. so irritating! then i was so irritated. then i did not want a drink they force me to drink! waliew! hurr. then keep on saying and saying. then finally my dad called and we could leave that place! haha was so happy! kkaes. haha tcher cancelled tuition today (: cools.
anw, then went for dinner. yumms. but then not supposed to eat lehs. jian fei! hehe whatever! nvm lah. anw now watching the 9 o'clock show. mms. they just broke up. haii. haii .. |: nvm. nothing. anw blogger changed the layout of its blogging thing liao. haha kkaes. not bad lah. damn cool (: posted a song below .. damn nicee. haii.
22:01
just when i needed you most
you packed in the morning i stared out the window
and i struggled for something to say
you left in the rain without closing the door
i didn't stand in your way.
but i miss you more than i missed you before
and now where i'll find comfort, god knows
'cause you left me just when i needed you most
left me just when i needed you most.
now most every morning i stare out the window
and i think about where you might be
i've written you letters that i'd like to send
if you would just send one to me.
'cause i need you more than i needed before
and now where i'll find comfort, god knows
'cause you left me just when i needed you most
left me just when i needed you most.
you packed in the morning i stared out the window
and i struggled for something to say
you left in the rain without closing the door
i didn't stand in your way.
now i love you more than i loved you before
and now where I'll find comfort, god knows
'cause you left me just when i needed you most
oh yeah you left me just when i needed you most
you left me just when i needed you most
20030625
no one like you
just typed a freaking long entry and it dont wna appear?! waliew! okay shall not type so long this time. argh!
anw went out the whole day. woke up in the morning so freaking early and sat this whole long bus trip to bishan. kkaes. then waited for jenn and wx which they took ages! finally they came! then sat bus to jenn's hse. yepps. haha kkaes. then cos we were waiting for merisa and peiyu then we slack lah. then wx and jenn feasted on porridge. haha yepps. then jenn asked her maid to cook some chicken. yumms. it took a freaking long time too. haha kkaes.
then andrew (jenn's brother) asked us of we wanted pizza. then we okay lah. then he ordered pizza hut. then thy say they cant deliver cos raining! waliew. then i suggested to them to order us pizza. yepps. then he ordered for us lah. it took a freaking long time to come too. haha. like 90mins? made me have gastric! waliew. then andrew kept on saying "steady arh! steady!" then me and wx found it so funny and we started laughing and laughing! hehe. then pizza finally came. andrew ate half of the pizza and we took one and a half of the pizza. so much huh? but we managed to finish it anw. then merisa and peiyu came. then we slacked again cos andrew went to do dunno what to the computer! eeks. then after he fixed it back we finally started our work. haha yepps. then we slacked again. then peiyu was playing wit this knife thingy. then she suddenly put her fingers in front of me an i saw blood coming out of it. waliew. i was so shocked. then we all hurry rushed to the toilet. her blood dropped on the floor on the way to the toilet! eeks :/ kkaes then the blood took a chao long time to stop! waliew. and the blood seeped through 2 plasters! and i had to take off the plaster for her. and i am like quite scared of seeing blood one loh. but i did it anw. then andrew was like "aiyoh 4 pple tending to one injured girl" then i was like "no 5! you also what" then he was like "yah lah fine lah 5 lah" haha damn funny. anw i was so disgusted. :| but hope peiyu's fine anw cos the cut quite deep. (: get well soon gal.
then played wit jenn's swing thing. haha damn funny! cos 4 of us sat lah except jenn. then we were swinging and swinging then suddenly got this jerk thing. then we all screamed and got off the swing! haha damn funny. then i was laughing all the way to jenn's room. haha so scary but then we went again soon after. then we kept on screaming and screaming till this man he looked out of the windows. eeks :/ then peiyu and merisa siao one loh. went to wave at that guy?! haha. kkaes.
then we slacked lah and talked then after merisa and peiyu left andrew came into the room. then soon after jenn said that she wanted to change her shirt. so she left the room lah. then me and wx were discussing abt something. then we asked andrew something. then i think he damn .. what loh. i mean. oh forget it shall not say it here. anw now i think that having an older brother like andrew is so super cool (: i mean he is so caring loh and fun. haha kkaes. whatever. anw had fun at jenn's hse. yepps. haha damn funny! hehe kkaes. anw now off to sign pple's guestbook. cos yesterday cld not sign. byee (:
22:13
20030624
dont feel like blogging now. not in the mood. sorry :|
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argh! stupid signmyguestbook.com! cant seem to sign! i sign like a million times then take so long to sign! then after can sign liao the entry dont appear! argh! whatever. anw those pple after jenn's name sorry i cant sign your guestbooks cos yah there's a big huge problem wit signmyguestbook.com so if you read this really sorry kkaes? yepps. (: sign yours tmr if i can kkaes? really sorry. esp to pauline (: sorry. hehe kkaes. happy talking wit .. hehe. kkaes. love you. anw at least i tried to sign your guestbooks right? so sign mine kkaes? (: thanks!
22:44
i am not sure of what im thinking right now
finally got to blog. kkaes went to wanxin's hse just now to do our sj project. yepps. hehe. kkaes. went for lunch before that and was late. hehe paiseh hor. yepps. anw then looked for infomation on the web. found some but then realised that they were all wrong infomation. haii then tmr going to jenn's hse to do it again. haii sian can?! eeks :/ kkaes nvm.
anw in the afternoon walked out wit jenn and wanxin to get the scrap book. yepps. woah walked so damn far can?! walk lehs! was damn hot. then told jenn what i did last night. hehe. kkaes shall say it here. cos my mother always complain that i use the internet until so late thats why i sleep so late. i wanted to prove her wrong so i did not use the computer at night. instead, i went offline at like 9 liddat. then i was watching tv. yepps. then ard 11 liddat then i went into my room. chatted wit my sister for like 45 minutes liddat then my sister went to sleep. then i had nothing to do. hehe then opened my cupboard. stared at
something that someone gave me. then started to tear?! eeks. then did not want to hu si luan xiang anymore then so bored then went to pack my cupboard. haha i know so stupid but then could not get to sleep so .. yah lah. then after that did sit-ups. yah cos when i stressed out that time will become siao and do alot of sit-ups. then lay on my bed and fell asleep. thats all. haii dunno lah. maybe i should not even think of these kind of things. haii dunno lah.
anw JEFFREY WONG! YOU STUPID SOTONG! WALIEW! YOU ARE THE SOTONG LOH! WALIEW! YOU .. ARH! ARGH! YOU STUPID SOTONG! STUPID JEFFREY WONG! ARGH!
kkaes. hehe finally feel much better! STUPID JEFFREY WONG! ARGH! haha kkaes. anw had fun at wanxin's hse. haha so funny me and jenn. hehe. cos wanxin took jenn's hp and peiyu's hp to msg edmund cos she pissed off wit him mah. then ltr he msg back and said "who are you?" then she replied "a chio bu from your school" then dunno what she say to him then he replied to jenn's hp "okay then i meet you at bishan mrt station...but i tell you i very ugly one" something liddat then jenn got so pissed off. haha then we wanted to msg this horrible msg using wanxin's hp to johnathan (??) then she screamed into our ears! waliew. damn sharp can?! eeks. haha. but we too kind hearted lah so did not lah. then very very funny. shant eleborate. hehe. anw off to search for information for our project. yepps. oh shits. haii tuition time! eeks! :/ shall blog ltr. ltr// (:
20030623
the one you love
I know you need a friend
someone you can talk to
who will understand
what you're going through
when it comes to love
there's no easy answer
only you can say
what you're gonna do
i heard you on the phone
you took his number
said you were alone
but you will call him soon
isn't he the guy
the guy who left you crying
isn't he the one
who made you blue...oooh
when you remember those lights in his arms
you know you got to make up your mind
Chorus:
are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
or are you going back to the one you love
someone's gonna cry when they know they lost you
someone's gonna thank the stars above
what you gonna say
when he comes over
there's no easy way to see this through
all the broken dreams
all the disappointment
oh girl...whatcha gonna do?
your heart keeps sayin it's just not fair
but still you gotta make up your mind
19:46
the one you love
hmms. went out almost the whole day. yepps. shall not blog a long one cos hands very painful got blisters. cos i went bowling today. havent been bowling for ages. hehe. happy wit all my scores lehs! hehe. (: kkaes but then have blisters. but then me not happy wit my last game score. hurr. cos my dad said "the winner takes all" then i was like .. "fine lah if i beat you then you have to help me buy a colour phone! ehh no .. must buy anything i want." haha so mean. then my dad was like "okay lah then if you lose me then you have to study for this whole week" haha. and guess what .. i lost. eeks :/ haha but me not going to study like siao. hehe i am so .. err. dunno lah. but going to study though. yepps (:
anw then went to eat at amk. yepps. ate my satay. yummy! hehe kkaes. anw nothing much happen today lah. except i kept hu si luan xiang-ing. yepps. haii dunno lah :|
20030622
give me your love and i will give you my heart
okay today id quite a fun day. hehe was kind of crazy! eeks :/ haha kkaes. woke up in the morning then went to changi village to eat. woah that place getting packer and packer by each day. eeks. so hard to get parking space lehs! but then lucky lah we got one. no one wanted to park so yah we got it. anw then i finally got to eat my nasi lemak. was dying to eat it! missed it like siao. haha kkaes.
then dad dropped me and my mum at white sands cos wanted to go shopping cos my mother got her bdae vouchers. yepps. went on a shopping spree! whee. haha. got so much clothes. hehe. got this shirt, skirt, jeans, and another shirt. haha nicee. love it. have been going shopping lately lehs and my mother like dont mind helping me buy all those clothes liddat. hehe. so cool. (: so happy. okay then came home at around 4 plus cos i had to attend this mass thing and today is err dunno what occasion then have this very long anf boring mass! eeks. so damn boring loh. somemore i had to go my old church cos i attend cathetism there. haii so hot!
anw reached there early. hardly anyone was there yet. waited and waited. then camilla did not reply my sms-es! hurr. so mean. then waited and waited and none of my friends came. wow. great then finally i saw joanna! haha then she was the only one who came loh among the four of us lah then sat wit her during mass cos did not have to sit in classes. hehe. then so funny. cos the mass damn boring then we were yawning continuously loh. damn funny. yawned like 15 over times?! hehe. then i found it so amusing i started laughing and laughing then the alter boys who were sitting in front of us turned and stared at me. i was so paiseh loh! haha. but then so funny what! hehe maybe to the two of us only lah. haha kkaes. then we had to go for this procession thing. walao took like 10 minutes just to walked outside there! walao eh the priest took such a long time to walk out loh. then we had to kneel down on the floor! hello the floor is so rocky loh. then i was wearing a skirt! so painful okay my knee! walao. then after like 2 whole long hours mass finally ended! woah i was so happy! anw miss camilla so long time never see her liao cos i always skip cathetism. hehe. so pai but so damn boring what. what to do?!
then went for dinner. drank pure fruit juice. hehe. then after we left in the car we were talking abt our names. then my mother wanted to continue the "tradition" of naming all of us "j's" but then my dad did not want to. cos my dad's whole family (like dad and uncle and cousin) all their name starts wit "j" one so yah. then we were thinking of a name for my brother then i said ehh can ask him to choose his confirmation name as "jeryle". hehe. but i think that name's nicee. haha. kkaes. then i can be named err err dunno leh. see how lah. haha kkaes. then bought ice cream! haha. going to grow so fat! eeks. nvm. hehe.
then was eating ice cream then me and my sister were going nuts! haha we were laughing and laughing. haha then remembered of the thing my dad said. haha but he did not do it in the restaurant. haha damn funny nvm. its our joke. haha. i am going crazy again eeks. :/ haha nvm. anw off to sign guestbook liao. bye (:
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so irritated wit my mother. forever complaining abt me using the internet. forever comparing me to her stupid friends' sons and everything. so irritated! fine. from good mood turn bad mood liao. kaos. all her fault. everyday also complain. dont get tired of it i do okay! irritating. sometimes she's so nicee but sometimes she so horrible! hurr. hate it. anw have to go and sleep now cos she's complaining like siao. irritating! ahhh. fine. not going to sleep going into my room and hu si luan xiang! hurr! if thats they way she want it.
22:20
i'm feeling so so so so so so super bad now. chao bad. i feel that i have let you down. you did a great job cheering me up. really! well, maybe you dont think so but you did a
great job kkaes. thanks loads. well feeling kinda weird today. dunno why also. :| maybe its just me. yepps. and sorry again kkaes. you really did a great job! just dont think too much. im cheering up liao (: hehe thinking of great times. yepps. dunno how come suddenly took the picture of that time we went to escape. haha in one whole big damn grp. haha kkaes. suddenly remembered me, pauline, chloe, wanxin err who else? oh yah nat and noelle. thats all i guess were shouting on the viking ship. then we were sort of "competing" wit the guys there. hehe pauline .. you remember?! yah so funny. okay well guess youre right. i should not be thinking of the sad stuff huh. what's making me confused and stuff i still really dunno. well maybe im making myself confused so i shant think any more (: shall
try being a happy girl from now on. (: hehe. kkaes. to those who are sad or confused or anything .. cheer up kkaes. we shall be happy together. hehe okay im kind of going nuts now :/ hehe well .. thats me. hehe. sorry once again. love you loads (: smile kkaes? if youre not happy then we wld be happy together kkaes? sorry for making you feel that way. sorry. well, you said that i can always turn to you whenever i have problems right? haha. dont worry i wld. (: you too kkaes? yepps. although i may not be as good as others. i can be a listening ear and cheng shou half of your problems. yepps. sorry again. :| nites.