i'll be your dream,
i'll be your wish i'll be your fantasy.
i'll be your hope,
i'll be your love be everything that you need.
i love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
i will be strong i will be faithful
'cause i'm counting on
a new beginning.
a reason for living.
a deeper meaning.
i want to stand with you on a mountain.
i want to bathe with you in the sea.
i want to lay like this forever.
till the sky falls down on me ..
and when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
i'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry ..
the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty.
that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of ..
the highest powers.
in lonely hours. the tears devour you ..
i want to stand with you on a mountain,
i want to bathe with you in the sea.
i want to lay like this forever,
until the sky falls down on me ..
oh can't you see it baby ?
you don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right here before you.
all that you need will surely come ..
i'll be your dream
i'll be your wish i'll be your fantasy.
i'll be your hope
i'll be your love be everything that you need.
i'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do ..
i want to stand with you on a mountain,
i want to bathe with you in the sea.
i want to lay like this forever,
until the sky falls down on me ..
i dont wanna know
BORING day ! was home da whole day watching tv. hahas. wasnt evn in da mood ta study. was too busy worrying abt sth. hahas. ohwells. anw, watched so many shows. my mom recomended one. hahas. all was very nice :)) but anw, dontknw if im going tmrw with jing & da rest. dont evn knw if there really IS an outing ? ohwells. ltrs ! :)
; peiyu & mersa
hey ! hahaas. so sorry abt just now. but anws, sorry fer all da rantings ! hehhhhs. thanks fer listening ! :)) loveyaaaaaa !! x)
everytime i try to fly i'll fall without my wings, i feel so small i guess i need you baby
nth much laa. ystd went ta sch ta practise fer pop stuff ? yarrs. tried ta make up dance steps but like abit the successful only laa. haha. but managed ta do some laa. duno if its nice or not. but heck it. anw, afta tht went with mersa & peiyu ta macs ta study. copied my chi work onto the stupid gao zhi ? yeap. thn peiyu left. walked mersa home thn came home. yeap :))
talked ta
mersa on da phone. cldnt take it anymre. i felt like i was ? duno howta say. cant express my feelings ? haiis. really dontknw why thgs turned out this way. cldnt control myself any longer. sorry mersa ! :( thanks fer all tht youve said. yeap. it really helped ! but i duno laa. havent made da move yet. maybe ltr. sighh.
tday went out with mersa. met her at city hall & went ta esplanade ta study ! :) walked & talked. hahas. reached da library & found a seat. this 'couple' beside us not abit talking in a duno wht language laa. very can unstd. haha. but anw, completed all my work except art ! :))) hahas.
left fer orchard afta tht. mmhmmmm. shopped fer
sth which was supp ta be da main thing ? lol. spent like 2 hrs in this stupid shop choosing ear sticks, hair tie & stuff like tht ? LOL. not dumb laa. but anw, got outta da shop & went ta look fer tht sth laa. hahas. not fast only laa. got into da nxt shop & got sth frm there ! hahas. mmhmmmm. went on nxt ta get anr thg so tht it cld match ? or sth liddat. hahas. duno laa. but anw, yarrs. mersa knws wht it is :))
walked ard agn. mersa got a skirt. so did i :) so damn cheap ! hahas. walked into duno how many hundred shops trying on stuff laa. haha. in da end didnt buy. lol. ahhwells. urmm. headed dwn ta taka. got the main stuff & got wanxin her bag thn we left. yeap. thts all. oh yah. was trying ta stuff tht stupid ear stick into my ear laa. not painful only laa ! so damn bloody thick can ? :/ hahas. think my ear's bleeding. hehhs.
its like im living in a world of lies. nth seems real anymre. its just the way you make me feel which just is uncomfortable ? like i cant talk anymre ? its alwis you & not anyone else. maybe its just me. nvm. the prob alwis lies in me anw.
fuck it.
okies im finally blogging. hahas :)) first thing's first.
happy birthday huiwen, cris & karina ! :):)
wednesday
went fer da DNA thing at science centre. jing's dad sent us there. we were there super early ! haha. ate macs with her dad fer breakfast. her dad gave us a treat. thanks ! :) mmhmmmm. thn ltr on jess & sam low came. oh clarabelle also. thn bel, chew, weiloo & nicole. yeap. bel sat with us & i started telling her abt da retreat camp thg agn. haha. super funny.
crapped with her da whole day laa. was damn funny ! did some experiments. was quite boring laa. we werent listening. thn during the 3 hrs break went ta walk da whole of science centre can ? haha. damn funny. crapping ard with them.
ltr on went ta jurong mrt & met ming xia there. was crapping with jing & bel on da train. was helping jing so
sth but thn i failed laa. sorry ! ohwells. went yishun & watched
the best bet. yeap. tht jing not mean laa. make me sit beside ming xia. walau. haha. thn he sit damn funny. laugh till so loud also. haha. ohwells. afta tht went ta search fer da stupid batteries & cabbed home. yeap :)
reached home, packed my camp bag & slpt at ard 2 plus ? yehh.
thrusday - saturday
training camp ! :) wenta find yi ling once i wenta sch. cldnt find her but she passed my skirt ta dior so we got changed. was late & had extras. mmhmmm. had some intro thingy. thn ltr i got my rank !! :))))) wahahahahahahahaahas. so happy. put our bags into da classrooms which were our bunks. i had bunk 4 :D
did FA ? thn had lunch. didnt like it. haha. pineapple rice ? yarrs. afta tht had singing session thn had nursing. followed by drills then snsj brainest ! HAHA. was quite fun laa. haha. went ta bathe ltr on. was so stinky ! hahas. had dinner & had this stupid talk. walau. was so damn long & boring ! :/ had supper afta tht. hahas. we also ate so many doughnuts ! as in me & peiyu ! :)) i ate 5, she ate 6 ! haha. the small ones laa. hehhs. thn we were seeing stars ! haha. i saw stars with my hearttalker AGN ! :)) she's my star gazing partner toos man ! hahahahha :)) was damn nice ! spotted so many stars ! we evn wanted ta slp on da grass ta look laa ? lol. OH ! hahas. peiyu kena grp IC & i laughed at her. lol. ahhahahahahahahhahahahahahas.
did extras afta tht. SUPER FUN ! wahahahas. damn fun ! lol. ohwells. went ta slp but cldnt slp. was damn fcuking cold at night laa ! woke up ta get my pull over but it was like useless ? mmhmmmm. we got waken up in da middle of da night fer some uniform shit ? yarrs. had ta run up 3 times i think ? yeap. luckily only had ta change into uniform once ! phew ! went back ta slp afta tht. but still cldnt slp thou we were like super tired ? woke up in da morning & was totally shagged ! was damn tired ! but we still had ta continue with da activities anw.
had PT first thing afta we woke up. breakfast was okay laa. but the bread was super hard ! :| cant complain. hahas. had FA again thn ltr on npcc taught us how ta do da knots & lashings ? i passed ! I PASSED ! wahahahahas. did outdoor cooking afta tht. sixies one was SUPER successful ! hehhs. cos this time we had solid fuel ? yehh. was super nice da food we cooked ! damn damn nice ! hahas. packed up & we had wet games. was quite boring laa. yeap. ohwells. except fer da apple one. hehhs.
got ta bathe agn. well, i bathed ! :) had bbq & dinner. was damn nice man da mi fen. hahas. super nice ! :)) enjoyed tht meal da most. bbq was good toos ! :) had da stupid mr henry thing agn. walau. was crapping most of da time with zoeraine. haha. she abit not funny laa. mmhmmmm. i so sway kena grp IC laa ? :/ thn peiyu laughed at me. kaos :/ hahas. supper agn. hahas. was good. helped ta finish some of da left over food. went fer clean up cos it was my grp's turn. wenta clear da dustbin in da ava room. while walking back i fell dwn da stupid stairs can ? like walau !! my ass was hurting like HELL !! my back toos laa ! kaos. but anw, waited fer our extra ta start & went fer it. did da same things. haha. except mersa was with us this time. was trying ta catch up with yi ling in da one round. she run damn fast laa. lol. saw da stars agn with mersa & peyu ! :)))))))) was super happy laas ! :) yeap. so damn nice ! :D
went back ta slp afta tht. was so damn tired once i lay on my ground sheet, i fell aslp ! :/ slpt so damn well till we had bunk inspection ? wth. was super tired cans ?! arghh ! thn they kept on throwing my things. i was so fed up laa ! there's like nth wrong with it cans ? its totally da same as peiyu's one ? wth. finally went back ta slp at like 3.40am ? kaos. fell aslp immediately !zoeraine woke me up ? at 4 am cos i had sentry ? bleahhs :|||| did it with wan er & devina. we were at da specs stands there whn sudd there was this noise which cldnt stop ? we were so freaked out we went ta da sec one level bench ta sit instead. was so tired but i didnt slp laa. cos dev & wan er were like half slping so i had ta be awake ? ltr any snrs come & see us liddat thn we die. so did 3 rnds i think ? or 4 ? yarrs. reported back ta OIC & went back ta our bunks.
woke peiyu up & went back ta slp. woke up agn afta tht. wash up & did PT agn. went ta rest half way cos i was having a terrible stomachache. packed our bags nicely agn & had evaluation. yeap. thn had parade ? whtevr its called. took photos & we cld finally go home !! :)) dad & mom came ta fetch me. was my mom's bdae. had lunch & went home. once i went home i slpt. thn my sista ca,,led & i answered da phone. da next 10 or 20 times she called i didnt ans. so she was locked outside haus fer like wht ? 2 hrs ? till my mom came home. she rang da bell so many times i also didnt hear. yes ! im THT tired ! :))
mom woke me up, bathe & went fer dinner at this place. food was damn yummy. afta tht came home & watched tv. slpt afta tht agn. was tired ! :||| was so damn happy i cld finally get back frm camp !! :))
sunday
boring day laa. didnt evn see my eyecandy ! :/ ohwells. just stayed at home da whole day. yeap. hahas.
monday
met jen & wanxin ta get huiwen's present. yeap. shopped ard & got her presents. damn ex man ! haha. but glad she likes it laa. mmhmmmm. went fer sqd outing ! not pathetic only laa. 10 ppl ? wow. went east coast park. started da fire da first thing we got ta da bbq pit. pit 26. not far only. but anw, started da fire ! i started it ! haha. mich lim also laa. yehh. aiyahhs. vreone helped ! :) started bbq-ing. hahas. cooked alot of food. ltr on me, jen, wanxin & sai wenta cycle. ltr on we exchanged bike with wanxin & sai which were cycling da double bike. me & jen tried ta cycle faster than wanxin thn sudd duno why wanxin cut into our lane thn i hit her bike & we both fell. jen on top of me. HAHA. we didnt cry laa ? we lay there laughing ? lol.
went ta da nearby toilet ta rest & wash our wounds. jen's one is mre serious than mine. mine's only cuts here & there. esp ard my knee area ! :/ thn jen's one is one big one on her knee. i cycled all da way back frm duno where till pit 26. not far laa. evn further than pit 1 cans ? :/ thn asked fer some tissue & went back. ltr me & jen cycled on da double bike back agn. haha. not scary laa. ohwells. help ta eat a lil' then went ta da beach ta play. lol. i was just standing there like some idiot. then these few malay boys. walau. damn irritating !! kept on 'surfing' in front of us ? like wth. splash water on us laa ? thn i was damn pissed so i just shouted "fuck !" wth. i mean like so irritating cans ? we didnt wanta get wet lors ! :|| made small piles of sandcastles ? haha. thn ltr stepped on it :)) wrote
sth on da sand before we left.
went back ta help clear up abit. haha. but hardly help laa. thn ltr left there at ard 1920hrs. reached bishan mrt & went home. yeap. thts all.
today
went ta plaza singapura cos my parents had some lunch appointment. so ate at pastamania with my irritating brother. left him at best denki ta play his stupid xbox & i left fer starhub service centre. waited there fer like abt half an hr thn finally my turn. thn tht guy duno knw howta do my phone or not. took so bloody long. thn ltr he took my phone to smwhere & did it fer me. finally he did it ! i mean .. i waited so long thn finally my GPRS is activated laa ? wth. was so pissed. sat there like till my mom's lunch appointment was ovr laa ? wth. anw, went fila. bought a bag (meant fer camps) & a shoe bag. think da shoe bag's damn ugly but ohwells. hahas.
came home watched tv & here im ! :) wahahas. im bored ! nvm. tmrw got sqd meeting in sch ? sian :| but afta tht gna study with sixies ! :)))) thts gna be fun ? haha. yehh ! :)) im off ta bathe. ltr got tuition :// bahhs.
bring my baby back to me /