Within these empty walls,
I've been talking to myself again
You don't hear a word
Why bother to explain it when
You say that I should try
But I feel that I'm half alive
And the rest of me is somewhere else
I wish the world would just spin faster
Get to my happy ever after.
You're looking at me,
You're waiting to see the difference,
The difference in me.
And you keep telling me to grow up,
But why should I, it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference,
The difference in me.
I don't wanta fight
Don't care whose right or wrong anymore.
I'm sick of all this pain
Can it be the way it was before
When I always made you smile
Seems it's been a while
'Cause now you're always out of reach
I wish the world would just spin faster
Get to my happy ever after.
You're looking at me,
You're waiting to see the difference,
The difference in me.
And you keep telling me to grow up,
But why should I, it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference,
The difference in me.
(L: the difference, R: the difference in me)
You say that I should try
But I feel that I'm half alive
And the best of me is somewhere else
I wish the world would just spin faster
Get to my happy ever after.
You're looking at me,
You're waiting to see the difference,
The difference in me.
And you keep telling me to grow up,
But why should I, it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference,
The difference in me.
I changed my hair
And I doing my clothes
And you say that you see but you don't notice the difference,
The difference, the difference in me.
I am the same as I was before.
I'm not afraid to walk right out that door.
See the difference, the difference in me.
yes, i'm feeling down & under again! well, but maybe not just now! i shall not think about anything & remember all the smiles i had with jingyu just now! i love my bestfriend oh-so-very much! :) ;) :D ;D x) XD
didn't wanna go school this whole week! filled with upteen tests which i didn't prepare fer! i was so screwed & true enough, i'm quite confident that i'm just gonna fail ALL. fuck them. ah wells! shan't think or talk about them since they're already over!
yesterday was great! :) went down to support the hockey finals & guess what! they got CHAMPIONS! haha you guys did pretty well alright! haha in fact, VERY WELL :D i'm so proud of you guys! & especially my Crush, abigail tan! :) great job hun! she did a super nice shot & managed to outrun many Many MANY defenders! & she scored, of cos! WOOOTTT. exciting exciting match! haha i heart you all! yay :D
school today was shit! all the lessons were pure boring & i wonder how i survived today! oh yes! that freaking biased form teacher of mine called my dad to complain about me the other day! what a total bitch! let me get this straight - I HATE HER. she's like a witch in disguise! suddenly, she's starting to use her potions! wtf. damn it la. got scolded. are you happy now? :/ then today, she came up with this awfully STUPID system! it's not fair! i don't see the other classes going through what my class is going through! she's gonna ask the monitors to check our belts & if they're not sewn or if there's something wrong about it, she'll record it down. after three or four times making the same mistake, she'll bring our conduct grade down by one. slowly, bring down one by one. i think by the end of this year, my conduct's gonna be ultra BAD. why? let me explain. three out of four of my uniform are not sewn. HAHAHA, what can you expect from me right? i mean, DUH. whatever. i don't wanna give a damn!
chemistry was boring. first lesson of the day cos mrs soh didn't come! so they sorta exchanged lesson timings or something like that! yeah. didn't pay much attention since the test was over! haha i completed my trial examination instead! it was due like ages ago! oh wells! following that was english! it was pretty alright! considering the fact that we did our argumentative essay in the writing lab! managed to enjoy some air con know :D returned back to class fer biology! haha half an hour wasn't that hard to endure!
recess with my bestfriend! as usual! :D haha recess with her is so cool la. haha suddenly, so many funny stuff are happening! lol, we laugh alot together, don't we? :)
biology again. got back our papers. i barely scraped through a pass :/ whatever. can't believe i cried. but at least i've got great friends like chloe, siggy & teresa! thanks fer coming over to me! you guys ROCK :) :) then, it was the most horrifying part of the whole entire week! one hour fourty-five minutes of pure CHINESE. someone please save me! goodness me! it was like SHIT. i don't know how i survived through it all la!
towned with jingyu after school today! went to get cherlyn's present! it's super nice alright! you'd better love it! i swear you should! haha although you might suffer from a tooth decay after that! hahaha :P walked around & crapped alot with her! had many great laughs too! LOL. that girl is the most idiotic person in the whole wide world! know why? cos her name's non other than idiot. HAHA :D she lied to me know! she cheated my feelings! she played with me :( cos i got this belt (which she paid half of it fer me; thank you hun! :D ) & i totally forgot to take it from the cashier. so i just wanted to walk outta the shop & she said 'eh, your burger!' & she passed me this paper bag which looks like the one burger king offers! i was like 'HUH? ever since when did she buy a burger, or ever since when did i get one?!' then the cashier told me it was my belt! i was like 'WTH!' haha but it was really funny! we all laughed! including the sales lady & man! :D then the other day during recess, i got pineapple to eat! while taking it outta the plastic bag, it slipped out! so me & her were desperately trying to 'save' it! haha so we were like messing around around with the pineapple trying to catch it! it was HELL FUNNY alright! hahahahahah! omg, damn funny! i love my bestfriend more than anything, anyone & everyone else! :D :D :D
alright. i'm tired. cheryl, outtt! haha teevee time! :D oh, i realised i'm all cheered up after blogging! -smiles :)
When I look back, it's hard to tell the difference between what really happened & what I imagined.