should i or should i not? we're like two people in the midst of a war right now. both parties know there's the urge to talk to each other, but yet both are too strong-willed & stubborn to do anything about it. talk about initiatives.
UGH. murder me someone. where's garrett when i need him to kill me. hurr :(
could you at least try to place yourself in my position? you left me when i needed you the most. when i needed someone to talk to. wrong move. but it's my fault anyway. i'm stubborn. yes i am, but it's just me. my character. maybe xun's right.
i can't help but not give in, cause it's not me anymore. something's stopping me from getting hurt. cause i never want to get hurt from you no more. i've had enough.
listen to jay chou's tui hou. hooked on this song right now.
& i'm lost once again. i just want to shut myself in my room & cry.