Got to say a few things that have been on my mind
& you know where my mind has been.i'm a happy girl today! :) i realise i miss alot of people! we were all so busy living our own lives, we didn't have much time to spend with each other. especially to alex, hurry get your ass back from camp! i miss you laaaaa :( RAH!
actually i'm also refering to this one person. cause she took the initiative to drop me a message! & yes, it's you, bestie! the last time we really had fun was during my birthday! & now it seems like a long long ago! you were so busy with dance, we hardly went mass together! it just didn't feel right! i miss you darling! can't wait till this sunday! :D
can't sleep just yet cause i promised alex the lion that i'd wait for her! haha if not she'll bite my head off! haha so there, i still want my head. shit, i'm getting high.
kind of watching desperate housewives now. the five episodes marathon. haha. interesting. i'm bored. should i go read through some chinese? i don't want! chinese is getting into me. can't wait till monday is over! no more chinese written paper! it's one down & seven more to go. oh god, take me through this please! i can't wait to get down to real partying!
all i want in this life of sin, is me & my girlfriend!
okay, i'm gonna stop here. it's getting crappy. RAH. whatever. night world! & i love you people out there :)
If I really mattered, you wouldn't care how others see me.
Knew the signs wasn't right.
I was stupid for a while.
Swept away by you,
& now I feel like a fool,
so confused.
My heart's bruised,
was I ever loved by you?lost faith.
lost hope.
lost love.
everything just feels empty.
empty promises,
empty words.
don't kill me with this silence,
just shoot.
i can't hold it any longer.
nothing much about a normal girl's secondary four life. have been pretty stressed out. now that sports day is over, i have to start getting down to serious work, serious studying.
got back my ppr today. how did i fair? terrible. haven't shown it to my dad. he'll prolly freak when he sees it. i guess once again, i have disappointed them. ain't i such a disappointment? i'm sorry dad & mom. i'll try harder.
three days till my chinese o's. it's getting nearer & yet, each day seems to be getting worse & worse.
you promised to be there for me always. next term's gonna be horrible. a killer. tests every single darn day of school. as long as it spells school equals horror. this is so stressful. can't wait till it's over.
For all the years that I’ve known you baby, I can’t figure out the reason why lately you’ve been acting so cold. (didn’t you say) if there’s a problem we should work it out, so why you giving me the cold shoulder now like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me).
That’s when you turned and said to me,
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong,
I just don’t love you no more.tell me, what's there to live for now?