damnit. i badly need to rant. i need to cry too. i cant take this any longer. nothing is going right in my life anymore. i should have jus died that day when my brother pushed me onto the road. almost got knocked down by a fucking car. maybe i should have been. then i'll not be suffering all these fuck.
i dont understand why am i the one suffering all these. why must i alwis be the 'lucky' one ? even you dont trust me anymore. you keep asking me questions. fine. dont believe me then forget it. i dont see why i should clarify things with you at all. since you dont even trust me. fuck everything.
God, jus take me away. i cant stand this any longer. in case you didnt know, im not the strong girl that i may seem. sigh. mixed up feelings & there's no one to turn to. great. DAMN.