there's a girl in my mirror
i wonder who she is
sometimes i think i know her
sometimes i really wish i didi still hate school alright! so annoying! what annoying teachers we have! RAHHHH!
today is just a horrible day in school! HORRIBLE! two hours of math, one hour forty five minutes of chinese & one and a half hours of english! tell me what kinda fucked up timetable is this?! -whines!
i swear i almost died! plus with zhuang picking on me, it was much worse! she indirectly said i was BLIND okay! what the fuck? oh wells! she'll get her retribution soon! & i know that! God has eyes! haha. okay, i'm mean! :/
cca after school! was alright! haha kinda fun! i was high! like crazy! haha we had this stupid crime prevention test thing? & it was like so sudden? haha but we realised we didn't even hafta study fer it. all common sense one lorr! haha oh wells! i think they think we're some kinda stupid fools or something? HAHAHAH! well, too bad! we're one hell of a smarrt bunch! :D
played volleyball! :D :D super fun okay! haha the impact of the ball gave both my hands bruiseS :( so ugly okay! oh wells! i still love volleyball :) had plenty of fun with my squadmates! :D :D
left at 1800! met dearestttt! then had dinner & left fer home! yeah! that's all. i'm tired! i'm offffffff! nights world! :D
this could have been just another day, but you made everything perfect :)
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 'cause i'd already know.wow, amazing how fast time flies! haha & i thought it was crawling like nobody's business just now during biology! :l
school again! what can i say? nothing much. just that i was ultimately trying my best not to sleep during lessons! since the eoys are coming soon, i should listen in class, right? haha i guess so! mm.
mrs soh is going damn quickly! i think we're like the fastest class or something? doubt the other classes have even started on matrices! hurr. & she's always releasing us late fer recess! annoying okay! :/
been kinda unlucky these few days. i wonder why! before chemistry, i went to the cooler with jingyu! then we met low li eng & agnes seet! we just continue walking cos they were talking & we thought they wouldn't stop us or anything. to our utmost dimay, agnes seet stopped me & asked why my belt was so low?! like HELLO, it ain't low at all okay! fuck! she confiscated my name tag & she's gonna pass it ta chng nah mui. like hell, that totally sucks alright! she's so gonna pick on me even more than usual! to hell with her la. i just want my name tag back! :( i just collected it today & it's GONE. fuckkkkkk! :X
out with jingyu after school! rushed down to lido to catch the 1500 timeslot! haha caught
herbie, fully loaded! nice movie! haha kinda touching too! i cried many many times! haha oh wells!
went far east after that! got my shawl fer confirmation already! :) it's so pretty! :D :D took a bus home & yeah. nothing much. i just miss my dearesttt & my bestie like super much! :(
i guess it's time fer me to go! off i go! love! <3
the way she feels inside, those thoughts i can't deny. & now i tried to but it's eating me apart. trace this nightmare :l
& all i wanted was someone to hear what i'm going through.the holidays are over & school started :/ how awfully boring!
i hate school. i guess i'll just have to live through it huh, somehow.
fridayout with my darlings :D yes, shopping! haha what you expect? but i didn't get anything though. i'm saving. cos of
someone. haha. feel guilty, please! heh.
took a cab down to compass point cos i thought i was late. but i ended up the earliest. wthhhhh. haha waited fer them fer quite awhile! trained down to orchard! :) grabbed a bite & walked around looking fer our confirmation dresses. apparently we couldn't find any. so i guess we'll just hafta continue searching!
dearest joined us soon after! :D while we were making our clique rings :) haha i love the bimbos! ;) well, at least we've got
them to thank, fer once. haha. then headed down to far east! this lady approached me & asked fer my age! i was like shocked & asked why. then she said some nonsense & dearest went 'it's okay!' & i think she scared her off. LOL. bestie told me that dearest's face changed colour when i was being approached. i was laughing like MAD. lol.
yeap yeap. far east! not much there! just walked around & laughed alot. haha. stupid people have stupid friends! & they sure do STUPID things like scaring the living hell outta averil. hahah! funny.
walked down to heeren & we did loads of crazy stuff. haha met kell & rebecca! & rebecca couldn't recognise me? wth. i don't look different, do i? if so, i hope it's a good thing man. heh. took neos! the machine totally SUCKS. oh my goodness! it made us look so pale & WHITE! so ghostly! eeyer! & it made us look like we wear make up! our eyes were outlined blue, somehow! :l okay, i officially hate taking neos. haha maybe just that machine laaa. yeah!
long john silver after that! had dinner! haha we were crapping all the way la. retarded people. love going out with them! they just totally make my day :) later on, averil left. she wasn't feeling too well i guess. that girl, crazy over some jack ass. haha bestie & i shall continue trying to knock some sense into her!
left town fer tampines mall! haha & we did the usual, movie hop! but this time, with my bestie around! haha dearest & i kept laughing at her cos it's her first time & she looked so scared! haha :)
caught
the longest yard! pretty nice movie! funny! haha highly recomended to watch it alright! :) then sneaked into another theatre & it was screening
the maid. so just stayed to watch. left halfway though. cos we had to leave & all. haha yeah!
took a bus back with dearest! i felt so stupid! the bus stop i alighted at didn't have my bus & i was just stupidly waiting fer it to come, wondering why it took sucha long time! :/ how dumb can i get? -shrug
when i reached home, bestie called me saying that she got locked outta her haus! cos everyone was sleeping already & there was no one to open the door fer her! haha so she came over to my house & she had a sleepover :D
it was FUN FUN FUN! :D haha we just bitched, along with my dearest on the line. haha it was kinda funny la! heh then, she raped me in bed! that woman! haha oh my goodness. i swear i never wanna sleep on the same bed as her ever again! lol, kidding! i fell asleep at about 0450!
saturdaygot woken up by my grandparents! :/ they were talking so loudly we couldn't sleep anymore! :l irritating! but we stayed in bed till about 1200! haha we were too lazy to move! haha when we finally got up, we had lunch! heh, that was mainly the reason why we dragged ourselves outta bed! haha what greedy pigs! :X
watched teevee! haha cartoon! till 1300! then we did our studying :) what darlings right? haha like totally! i completed my e math paper! :D haha then changed & headed to church! fer the ministry attachment meeting! waited, waited & waited. that guy didn't turn up! so i called up my boyfriend to check! haha. we even complained to fr richards! :/ but anyway, the meeting was cancelled & we all went our own ways!
bestie & i headed to compass point to study! charles joined us though! yeah. studied the whole time till we got chased out of burger king. what bloody asses they are! firstly, they give us shit service, then they chase us out. what nonsense!
went over to macs! haha studied there! yeap. then we left at around 2130? yeah. i miss my bestie! :(
sundayspent the whole of yesterday with my
bestie :D woke at 0800 & went fer 0900 mass! but apparently, i was late, as usual. it was alright, except church was pretty empty & it felt weird. somehow, it just wasn't right.
went fer the ministry attachment meeting, like finally! that guy finally appeared. haha then left fer the airport with my bestie! :D we studied this time! more than usual! heh. finally got to eat subway! i was craving fer it like mad okay! ever since forever! :/
as i was eating halfway, i was thinking that my dearest wouldn't make the effort to come down since she was so far away. & i was kinda irritated. like how could she not reply me?! then suddenly, when i was taking a bite from my yummylicious bread, someone came over & covered my eyes so tightly! haha. i didn't know who it was at first, till my bestie gave my dearest away! haha i mean, bestie doesn't know my school friends! haha. yeah i was surprised & i enjoyed it! :D haha thanks fer coming down dearest! it made my day, like totally :D
talked, crapped, bitched, quarrelled & the usual stuff. hahahahah. nonsensical us! then we decided to take the skytrain fer a ride to terminal two! haha & we did! heh, sent dearest off to the bus bay! then headed back to study again. yeah. studied till prolly 1830! then we left!
took 27! i knew that it went to my haus! but, it didn't! but i know there's a 27 at my haus! weird, huh? so alighted at a stop & took 88 back home! i was home alone! parents went fer some family gathering that i didn't wanna go. then sister was out. yeap. it was pretty alright. i was kinda scared at first! oh wells! guess it's alright la!
sigh, i'm missing yesterday like hell! :( bring me yesterday now, please! -sulks.
todaywas OKAY, i suppose :/ what more can you expect from school right? just study, study, study & study all over again. fuck it.
met vict after i got down the car & we strolled to class! was desperately copying homework once i got there! haha ONLY a math paper okay. so, yes. i'm NOT lazy, just too tired to do it. hahahaha. well, finally saw chng nah mui after one week of break! ha, i noticed her hair actually GREW. & i thought it don't. lol. okay i'm mean, i don't care. i like it. haha :X
CME was alright. i mean, i think our class is like practically the ONLY class which does cme la? who actually does it in the first place?! except WEIRDO TEACHERS, like my form teacher as a perfect example! :l
math was alright! but i still hate matrices! it's like so confusing & all! oh wells :) i should start loving math! heh, rightttt. i wish! haha. biology was alright. pretty boring, as usual.
recess was fine. ate the weirdest combination of food today! ah wells! not my fault. blame it on my appetite. RAH :i assembled at the specs stand! made our way back to class & had english from 1145 all the way to 1400! what the fuck right? i was desperately trying not to doze off! my body was there but my mind was far far away in my own world. haha! shit :/ cheryl, start concentrating in class please! stop dreaming! -slaps myself! xl
had this stupid surprise oral reading SHIT :/ screwed it up laaaaaaaaa :i she did the joy luck club! boringgggggg! went home straight after school & here i am, sitting on my GREEN chair! :/
i thought i found somebody who understands me, someone who would help me to get through & fill an emptiness i had inside me. but you kept inside & i just denied. some things that we should have both said, i knew it was too good to be true. cause i finally realised, i'm the only one who understands me.
if you're wondering if i miss you, i do! :( so much that i don't think i can take it any longer :(