& the shadow of the day,
will embrace the world in grey,
& the sun will set for you .i realise if you keep yourself occupied, it can bring much wonders! firstly, it keeps you away from the temptations of the many snacks around you & secondly, it doesn't make your mind drift away! & because of that, i'm a happy girl today! or rather yesterday. haha :D
spent almost the whole day with my mummy dearest! haha woke up to fetch my brother from bowling at orchid country club. then we went to eat near seletar camp site where i met chloe! haven't seen her in awhile & she still looks the same :)
sent my brother home after that cause we wanted to do some girls stuff! haha like shopping! next stop, tampines mall to collect some of my mom's stuff from veron! i got ba kwa to eat! i swear it's the best thing god created to eat. it was heavenly!
headed to raffles city after which we met aunty doreen! went to collect my ring which she got me! it's so damn nice & i started to feel guilty for the amount of money i spend. yikes. they were having some photo taking for the don't know what of the year. this promoter. so the photographer asked if she could take a few photos with us in it. so if you see my back view or a photo of me on the newspaper or the magazines, yes it's me! teehee :D
finally went to get my perfume! haha though i think the smell ain't that fantastic after all, i'm contented! heh. then went to burger king to wait for my daddy to come! it was there when i realise, adults also don't really have much to say to each other after all. it's like us teens going out & just spending time together. haha i wonder how i'll be like when i grow up :/
went to eat beef hor fun at novena! it's still the best ever, i swear! haha plus the fried chicken! it was sure a meal which left me contented smiling like a little girl. haha the picture was completed with time spent with my dearest parents! haha :)
oh yes! my mom asked about alex once again! haha this is so freaky! alex dropped me a message this morning & suddenly my mom asked about her? weird? totally.
dad alighted me at novena mrt where i met pei xuan & we headed to town together! haha. met edmund, chee kai & glenn there! we went for dinner at this hong kong cafe in cine! i didn't taste the food but it was damn fun sitting there, talking & just laughing like nobody's business! haha. wen xiong joined us shortly after!
i got my pink sandals :D
walked all the way to the cathay to chill at starbucks where everyone started learning how to fold double hearts & paper roses! haha it was nice & once they were completed, everyone started taking photos of the art! chee kai's really good at pictures! :D
left only around 1130pm. called sheng wei to prank him! but he knew it was us cause he had chee kai's number! busted! haha so much for trying to cheat him that we were selling muthu curry! HAHA!
happy birthday boy! :D caught the last train home together with glenn!
yes, i'm safe & sound at home now. i feel my immune system collapsing right in front of me. i'm going to fall sick pretty soon! bonding camp starts friday & i'm studying with bestie tomorrow at the airport! which is definitely gonna bring back much memories. sigh, i miss you i guess. in a way. (this sentence totally reminds me of my best friend, lee jingyu!) oh well! get over it girl!
sometimes solutions aren't so simple, sometimes goodbye's the only way.
sometimes, a simple sorry is just not enough.
the scars still remain.
I, I don't know why I miss you so much.
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch.
You, you left me feeling high and dry.
With nothing, nothing but the question why.love this song. i can absolutely relate to the whole lyrics. it's like spelling out my life now. sigh :(
stayed home the whole day yesterday & i'm going to do the same today too! :) haven't been a good girl lately so i shall be an angel & light up my halo now. teehee :D
going out with my parents is really cool! i get to eat damn good food! haha & the best thing is i don't have to spend a single cent :) that's good saving method man! didn't really have lunch. spent the whole day watching teevee! haha caught the reading room on hallmark! like finally. haha it's really good, i cried so yeah. but then again, i cry so very easily. haha.
& we went to fetch daddy later on in town! went toa payoh to eat western food! haha the steak was good but i ain't used to eating half cooked beef you see, so i gave half my portion to my little brother :)
came home & i felt like a baker so i baked the same cake which we did for bestie! :D haha i think it's not sweet enough cause i didn't put enough chocolates but still, sinful enough baby! haha.
today's mummy's birthday but she's sick. sigh. i wonder why. really worried for her though. wish there was something that i can do. oh well! get well soon! hope this helps :) i shall continue watching my teevee like i do everyday. haha daily routine you see :)
Tell me why it's so easy to love but so difficult to hate?
you're doing everything to stab my back, hurt me. & now you're telling me you could do the same. fine, if that's what you want, it's what you get.
& it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.Happy Fathers' Day! :)
to all the daddys in the world, especially mine, you're the greatest thing which god created! :) okay, the people which are coming to my mind now are my dad, uncle sly & my grandpapa! haha.
this is so random. well yes, it's fathers' day but i spent it in hq! going through afa course once again. haha today's lectures weren't as bad as yesterday's! haha it was more fun doing practical like bandaging! & after not practising for uber long, my bandaging skills dropped like frigging alot! haha i was struggling with an elevation sling! i'm such a bad example, damn it! but it's okay, i just upgraded myself! teehee :D so we're good now!
after the course we did a little shopping. haha i wanted to get another pair of num sandals but they didn't have my size, sadly. oh well! then we went to get my phone plastic cover cause the original one was irritating me like hell. haha. pooled at marina too! :D
came home & dad brought us out for dinner. haha! yummy food! i've been eating alot especially since there's the stupid new cafe in hq which is totally ripping our money! haha & i don't seem to care. i don't know what's wrong with me! i just told myself that life's too short, i got to enjoy all the food in the world. haha just like bestie's logic :)
it's okay! i shall go on a diet from tomorrow onwards! :D i promise! haha like real teehee :D
cigarettes are so fucking not cool.
you can jolly well smoke your life away. getting yourself killed. fuck those promises. i don't know why i'm feeling this way but i just am. god tell me what has this got to do with me? why the hell am i feeling this way! UGH :(
i've said enough.