awwww why's my FTS so sad!
-hugs you tight-
:D

faster come back online!!
haha.
sorry i din reply your msg earlier on for like..
i duno.
45 mins or sth i think.
you alr know why.
rahhh.
sorry.
:/

i replied as soon as i cld!

din get to see you today.
and that REALLY sucks.
:(((

rahhhhhhhh!

anw.
silly, stupid & crabby all say hi!
hahahahha.
esp silly & stupid.
they want you to come by mre often.
so that they have sth to bite.
:p

ahhaha.
OK OK.
i want you more.
:D

others are childish but my baby aint!

cos she'll always be that special girl who stands out from the crowd.
:)

jus like how i cant take my eyes off her.

and i, hereby solemnly swear that all i jus said is true.
-raises my right hand-

ahaha.

i bet that made you laugh!
ok maybe not.
you prob rolled your eyes or sth.
hahaha.

ROLL LA ROLL LA.
roll until it drops out!
then got worm also.
ahhahahhahahaahhaha.

so cool!

rahhhhhhhhh!!

love you sweetheart!
i cant be there now in person.
but you know im always here to listen.

i always have.

:)

I'll see you on the street some other time
& all our words would just fall out of line.

i feel lousy, very lousy.

didn't want to stay in school to study cause suddenly, i hate the feeling of being in school. hate facing everything. all the harsh realities of life. sometimes, all these things make me wonder why there are some people out there who are bent on hurting others. does it feel that good? that you have to do it to others. are you happy doing it? i guess. to them. & you can even happily laugh along with them sometimes. it really makes me wonder. like hell alot. but i guess, everything will be over soon. i can't wait. retribution awaits. i know i'm mean, i'm sorry. but it's killing me. i swear. but however mean i get, i won't beat you all. simply outrageous. ha ha ha.

anyway, i hate coming home too. it's like, there's no peace here at all. the whole day, there's strangers entering in & out. fuck it. there's simply no where to go. i can't wait till exams are all over. i'll get my proper life back.

i feel like shutting down my blog. cause there's certain people reading it though i don't wish them to. i know it's an online internet thing for the whole world to see. so i might as well just shut it down. it'll do good. if not, everyone will just know about my whole life. maybe my dad's right.

qin posed me this question today: "How's life?" & now i ask myself that very same question & i think i know the answer. it's obvious ain't it? how good can it get? sigh.

okay i'm not supposed to be online. i don't know where's she. she's not replying me :( sigh. prolly busy or something. i won't be seeing her today :/ sigh. ah wells! shan't bother her. i shall get down to studying again. hectic life.

when the going gets tough.

baby!
:D

hahaha.

anw.
the main point of this entry.
is to introduce crabby!

so here goes:



awww aint he cute.
he's a stoner thou.
he stays in one position and place for HOURS.
ahhahaha.

ok baby!
i love you :)