nice song :)
somehow i managed ta survive today. great.
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
Im just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
But the rest is still unwritten
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams ))
all those fake smiles, those lies. i cant take it anymore. dont act as if you care when in actual fact you dont even give a damn. i dont need all these shit from you. maybe it's time ta keep a distance between us. everything just went wrong all over again :l
i walk this lonely road
and i felt i'm going nowhere.
don't you leave me here,
on the dark side of the world.
bring back the sunshine that you took away.
okay. i found out that more & more people are actually reading my blog. kinda shocked but it's an online diary anyway. i should have expected it. haha. anyway, dont ask me about school.
a math has been a killer :/ until
xun taught me how ta solve the questions today ! haha super happy :) thanks ! finally understand ! such a relief !
have been down fer trainings the past few days. monday's training was super fun. maybe cos there werent any seniors & we could set the cases & all ? we could be more open i suppose ? somehow. haha. our cases & everything were totally ridiculous. LOL. but they did it anyway. jiayou ! :D
im emotionally sick & tired. maybe kell's right.
i cant concentrate during lesson time ! hurr. so pissed with myself. it's all my fault fer getting myself into these. i need help ! i cant think straight. my work is getting from bad ta worse. i failed the damn english compre by half a mark ? wtf. stupid sng dont wna give me a pathetic half mark ? fuck. was so pissed off. whatever. i'll do better in the next one. i hope.
life's boring & hard. it's not alwis smooth sailing. that i definately agree. sigh. why cant life be better. sometimes i wonder. but at least the stars are up whenever i need them :) four days in a row, the stars are up so clearly ! super pretty ! :D i need ta go to the beach ta unwind someday. so till then, please stay up there will you ?
i get a chill every time you're near me. you've got my heart doing flips. i wish i could change the way i feel fer you. my heart is telling me to hold on but my mind is telling me to let go. which one should i listen to ? hurr. you got me thinking all over again. please stop all these. it's torturing me. make up your mind. it's really hard fer me to understand you. sigh. why ?
okay i shall not blog too much. laters !
i finally broke down & cried :/
Feeling so alone
Just want to know
Why every day is just so hard on me
Today was the worst day of my life
Living a lie
Torn apart all inside
I can't not, find out what I need
Well today was the worst day of my life
Because I'm broken broken again
Broken broken again again, yeah
Broken broken again
Broken broken
Stuck in a dark dark place
Can't last another day
I hope this is just another dream
Well today was the worst day of my life
Because I'm broken broken again
Broken broken again again, yeah
Broken broken again
Broken broken again
Well today was the worst day of my life
Well today was the worst day of my life
Because I'm broken broken again
Broken broken again again, yeah
Broken broken again
Broken broken yeah