20031206
when you turn around,
all the tears will dry.
whatever was lost,
will be found,
in the blink of an eye.
when you're losing ground,
hold your head up high.
whatever was lost,
will be found ,
in the blink of an eye.
dont feel like blogging todayy.
il make this short.
went cycling with my sis ! (:
so funn. hahas.
at least got to exercise !
yeahh x)
thn perspire alot todayy.
hahas. so shld lose weight lahh.
hehehehehehe :p
anws, talking to shuyu on the phone !
she's one mean pigg ! |:
btw, just found out smth !
abt someone else.
she's such a bitch !
arghh ! asshole ! |:
fucking idiot !
whtevr ! -rolls eyes ! /:
anws just read wenxu's blog.
she said we rock ! -WIDEsmile ! :D
i totally agree with her ! :))
okayy. im in a happy mood now !
whee ! lalalas :))
00:02
20031204
like the stars need the sky,
and the river needs it's rain.
like an eagle needs it's wings,
and the fire needs it's flames.
like the sun needs the day,
and the night needs the moon.
like the air that i breathe,
that's how i need you.
went out with sis todayy ! (:
met benita at arnd 1230hrs ?
thn went dwn to s'pore poly.
cos we wanted to watch this movie ?
its called '
after school'.
yeahh. its quite nicee lahh.
shld go watch it. hehhs.
its like only $3 ?!
and its a MOVIE ? yeahh.
quite worth it lahh. yeaps !
but anws. we were super early ?
so went dwn to jurong.
ate long john silver ?
damn full ! |:
hahas. crapped alot mans ! :))
funny how i did it ?
but i just did it lahh. hehhs.
thn went to the arcade ?
played quite alot of stuff.
so damn funny lors ! lols :p
had fun lahh.
left at arnd 1522hrs ?
thn went back SP.
waited fer my sis's friend to come ?
went in the convection hall ?
thought the movie wld hav started ?
cos we were like almost late lahh.
but there were like advertisements ?
fer so long ! |:
was complaining like shite ! :p
hehehehe. but anyhows.
the show finally started lahh.
nicee lahh i guess ?
cried like ehh. 3 times ?
cant really rmb. hahas.
anws aft tht sat a
long ride home.
went to white sands fer a while.
decided tht i want the shirts tht i saw ?
damn nicee ! okayy. maybe to me ?
dad came to fecth us fer dinner.
ate at changi village ?
im like so darn full now ? |:
too much food fer me !
im putting on weight ! ahhh !
NO ! ):
anws told mom abt it alr.
she said its quite cheap ?
so tht means i can get it ! :))
whee ! hahahas. lalalas.
think she in gd mood todayy ?
besides its really cheap ?! yeahh.
cant wait to go m'sia now.
cos like il be shopping fer 2 whole days ?
gna be so great ! hehhs.
and besides the thgs there cheaper ?
at least my mom says so ? yeaps !
so i shall go and see lahh.
yeahh. mm. okies.
im off to slp ?
feeling so tired now ?
though its so early ! |:
ohwells. im weak mans !
haiis. -BIGsighh ! ):
22:54
20031203
love this song plentyy ! :))
its like so darn nice ?
the lyrics and everythg ?
yeahh !
:))
people always talk about
all the things their all about
write it on a piece of paper,
got a feeling i'll see you later.
there's something bout this,
lets keep it moving,
and if its good lets just get something cooking.
cos i really wanna rock with you,
im feeling some connection to the things you do.
i dont know what it is,
that makes me feel like this,
i dont know who you are,
but you must be some kind of superstar,
cos you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
baby take a look around
everybody's getting down
deal with all the problems later,
bad boys on their best behaviour.
there's something bout you,
lets keep it moving,
and if it's good lets just get something cooking,
cos i really wanna rock with you,
im feeling some connection to the things you do,
i don't know what it is,
that makes me feel like this,
i don't know who you are,
but you must be some kind of superstar,
cos you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
i like the way your movin'
i just get into the groove and then
if you just put pen to paper
got that feeling i'll see you later.
make your move, can we get a little closer,
you rock it just like you're supposed to,
hey boy i ain't got nothing more to say,
cos you just make me wanna play,
i don't know what it is,
that makes me feel like this,
i don't know,
gotta be, gotta be a superstar,
all eyes on you.
22:53
the words to say, the road to take
to find a way back to your heart
what can i do to get to you
and find a way back to your heart
went out with nicol today !
my bestie ! (: yeahh.
been such a long time since we met !
so finally we just went out. hehhs.
supp to meet her at orchard mrt at 1130.
thn she was late fer 30mins ?! |:
made me wait so long ! hahas.
but nvm la.
anws went to wisma.
walk arnd lahh.
thn went to cine&heeren.
thn go alot of places also lahh.
too lazy to blog abt them.
came home arnd 1635 liddat ?
like so darn early ?
thn rot lahh. wht else ?
saw my dad kill the crabs ?! |:
like damn sick can ?
the crab so poorthg ! hahas.
say im nuts ! i really am !
like i mean ..
cant believe im eating them ?
so disgusting ! /:
anws todayy was kinda boring.
except in the morn it was okayy.
wells think im off ! :))
dev ;
ehh ! how cld you ?!
how can you say tht ?
hmpf ! -bish.
wenxu deserved it kkayy !
anws you werent evn there.
how wld you knw ? |:
ohwells. anws your grp did well lors ?
come and say us ?
ahh whtevr la |:
seeyou on the 13dec !
FA practical ! ahhhhh ! |:
diedieDIE ! /:
val ;
ehh. you very the can lors !
hahas. fine lahh. dont miss us la.
hmpf /: dont like you alr.
so mean one ! lols.
anws, im still so happy !
cant believe i act cried ?!
see lahh. all your fault. lols.
no lahh. anws tkcaree !
and dont need you to miss me ! |:
hehe :p
wenxu ;
heyys ! congrats ! :))
best leader ! yeahh.
anws getwell soon ! (:
hahas. so surprised we got best FA ?
well, we were too lahh.
hehhs. but anws thnks !
fer all tht youve taught ! (:
really will miss the times we had trng ?
just wanta say tht ..
NC7 is the best ! (:
hahas. you too ! yeahh.
tkcaree ! :))
pauline ;
heyys womann ! (:
cant wait fer the 15dec.
hehhs. finally get to talk.
but i cant call you tonight.
cos im darn tired !
so im gna slp early todayy !
hehe :p say im lazy.
whtevr lahh. anws,
must update me on
tht day !
hahahahas. im gna laugh mans ! :p
well, seeyou womann ! (:
make me laugh kkayy ? lols.
jenn ;
heyy jenn ! (:
im happy happy happy !
hahahs. havent been liddat fer ages !
anws really so happy lors !
hahas. guess you knw why lahh huh ?
hehhs. ohwells.
tkcaree ! (: seeyou soon !
20031202
whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain.
had mini comp 2nd day todayy !
mm. not too bad la.
but its really tiring though.
ohwells. at least i think i lost weight !
hahas :p
anws wenxu didnt come todayy ! ):
so sad lors ! wish she wld have came !
thn she wld have gone up personally,
to get the
best leader prize !
wenxu got the best leader award ! :))
i was like SO happy till i cried ?!
i was like thinking
'she deserved it ! (:'
really so happy fer her lors !
we also got the best in FA award ?!
like totally .. unexpected ?
cos we really
did screw FA ?!
i did the CPR thg wrongly ?
thn OIC was like saying
'best in FA .. '
i was like thinking
'dont need to listen one lahh'
thn OIC went to say
'NC7 !'
i was totally shocked ?!
like WOAH ?
hahahahahahahas ! :))
we also got the 2nd best overall !
so so so so so happy ! :))
aft all the hard work tht ive put in !
didnt go to waste ! yeahh x)
really very happy lors !
cried like duno how many times ?
i think evn the seniors got a lil' shocked ?
hahas. sorry lahh. cldnt control xp
but really. so happy ! :))
congrats to everyone else who got prize !
okayy. we had circuit training first.
it was kinda tough lahh.
was damn tired ! /:
was cursing
someone agn !
hehhs. but now i dontthink she's tht bad ?
aiyahh dontknw la. but ..
i still cant forget wht she said ! arghh ! |:
had bball aft tht ! (:
was so fun ! hehe :p
wyn and wenxun were in our grp ?
thn my grp consisted of these ppl
val.mich.philana.kelly.
shuyu.wanxin.
shuyu didnt play.
cos she wasnt feeling okayy.
and we won ! :))
hahas. like duhh right ?!
lols. kidding la. hahahs. :p
anws thn had footdrills.
SUPER tiring ! |:
can die lors ! but i only did half ?
cos had stomachache ? yeaps !
sqdmates did so many pumpings !?
till had bruises on their knees ?
i sit there and watch also xin1tong4 arh !
poorthg ! hope your are okayy now ! (:
thn we had outdoor cooking activity ?
wyn.wenxun.ruowei.
were cooking wit us ?
as in wit our grp la.
thn wyn's cooking very the gd la.
hahas. ate alot of raw food la !
came home and xie4du4zi3 la !?
hahas. but nvm la.
at least she helped us ? yeahh ! (:
and she was like super funny ?
hahahahahahahahas xp
anws aft tht had activation.
so proud of ourselves !
i thought we did it qt fast !
hahas. like WOAH !
so fast finish ! mm.
now i think i knw how to reassure alr !
at least more confidence ?
duno la. ohwells.
had a tough,tiring&painful day todayy !
but still, it was kinda fun lahh. hehhs :))
if wenxu was here it wld be beta !
haiis. bigg sighh ! ):
sat bus wit AIC.
hahas. had fun la.
talking to her abt ppl in sj.
lols. hahas. damn funny.
well, im her SP ?!
but i duno wht to write lehh !
nvm. il go crapp smth ltr on.
hehhs :))
thn there was this grp of malay guys ?
came on the bus ?
they were like SUPER IRRITATING ?!
like arghh ! /:
really so irritated lors !
arghh ! thn was dwn there controlling ?
feel like slapping them lors ! darns.
but anws. now im home alone ?
family went out to eat dinner.
yeaps !
so proud of my grp !
cant believe i was so emotional ?
evn val cried ? like so .. happy ?
really ! tears of happiness !
havent been so happy fer a LONG time !
wenxu shld have came !
but she's sick ! so
getwell soon !
yeahh ! okayy.
im boredd. off to find smth to do.
hehhs. tatas ! :))
feeling chao happy todayy ! :))
whee ! lalalas. xp
19:29
20031201
in my heart the fire's burning.
choose my color, find a star.
precious people always tell me,
that's a step, a step too far.
todayy ! mini comp 1st day !
woah ! can die mans ! |:
more coming up tmrw !
but think its gna be funn ?
just hope so !
anws, had this uniform inspection thg la.
thn i was having a terrible stomachache !
so was like dying there ?
thn ltr we got to go back to MPR.
thn while walking up i cldnt breathe ?
like wth la. i almst DIED kkayy ?!
this is like the
first time im liddat ?
haiis. dontknw whts wit me mans !
was feeling chao cold throughout ! /:
looked
horrible in my full uniform too !
thn ltr we cld only talk within our grp ?
so me and shuyu were like crapping.
thn wenxu said we very ba puo [??] ?!
hahahahas xp
was cursing
someone all along mans !
hehe :p feel kinda bad but ..
aiyahh. nvm. hehhs.
first had footdrill comp.
well, i screwed it ! |:
wenxun and liqing i think ?
were the judges la. thn i did wrongly ?
sorry grp members !
but i didnt think it was tht obv ?
ohwells. lets just wait and see la.
we might still be able to get FD prize ! :))
i was so damn nervous thn ! /:
we went back MRP aft tht.
thn talked and ate la.
waited so damn long until we had FA.
as usual. i screwed it agn ! ):
i did the whole damn CPR wrongly ?
so paisehh lors ! was like so nervous ?
aiyahh. but i think we failed it anws ?
thn sat in MPR fer like 3 whole hrs ?!
waiting fer our turn fer nursing.
nursing wasnt tht bad la.
but vann said tht i kept on smiling ?!
hahas. but wht can i do ?
im a happy happy girl ! :)) rightt.
all the notes tht i studied fer ?
i didnt get to say it out in the end ?
cos we didnt have time left ?
sighh. haiis. but it was still okayy.
yeaps ! :D
anws was dismissed aft tht.
was qt okayy la overall.
hope hangĀ² comes back to sn !
thn i can be her senior ! hehe :p
tht is if she joins sj la. hehhs.
alrights. im off ! (:
19:20