20040313
im happy thgs are finally back ta norm agn.
at least i think & hope so.
sry fer vrethg.
many thgs were going in & outta my mind tday.
cldnt really concentrate on ath tht i was doing.
cca wasnt exactly great. but it was fine :)
had assesment agn.
& i just realised tht zone com's 8 days away !
helpp ! -screams !
so freaky ! :/
luckily i dont really hafta do ath.
hahas. -wipes sweat.
sector trg afta cca.
boring as usual.
was da casualty agn.
almost fell aslp while acting. lol.
feeling so damn tired ! -yawns.
it ended at arnd 1815 ?
met my sis at novena.
was late & my dad got pissed off.
so he left w/o us :|
ate BK. damn bloated now !
walked arnd novena square & thn tp.
sat bus home.
fell aslp on da bus.
hahas. almst missed my stop.
ohwells. tday's special.
at least fer me.
finally, im free.
22:39
how the hell did we wind up like this
why weren't we able
to see the signs that we missed
and try to turn the tables
i wish you'd unclench your fists
and unpack your suitcase
lately there's been too much of this
dont think its too late
nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday i will
someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when
(you're the only one who knows that)
someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when
well i hoped that since we're here anyway
we could end up saying
things we've always needed to say
so we could end up staying
now the story's played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets rewrite an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday i will
someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when
(you're the only one who knows that)
someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when
(you're the only one who knows that)
[solo]
how the hell did we wind up like this
why weren't we able
to see the signs that we missed
and try to turn the tables
now the story's played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets rewrite an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday i will
someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when
(you're the only one who knows that)
someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when
(you're the only one who knows that)
i know you're wondering when
(you're the only one who knows that)
i know you're wondering when
20040312
got back
ppr tday.
was damn disappointed in myself.
cld have done beta.
mrs sng kept on comparing me with my sis.
like
whtevr !
i knw my sis is VERY smart.
well mrs sng, READ THIS : im
NOT !
bahhh. pls just stop it !
my results are not gd i knw.
dont hafta rub in :|
many happenings during recess lah.
dont wanta say it out here.
out with womann, shuyu & robx afta sch.
took neos with them thn shu & robx left.
walked arnd orchard with womann ! x)
talked abt alot of shite. lol.
laughed alot with her !
took neos with her AGN afta tht.
DAMN NICE !
just a lil' plain only lah. hahas.
i saw
randall tan frm lightyears !
OMG ! -screams ! ^^
he's so cute ! ahhhhs ! x)))
reached home at arnd 1840.
was super late fer tuition.
so i didnt attend it in da end.
just had mre hmwrk :/
ohwells. so much hol hmwrk !
can die man.
one week is not a LONG hol kkayy.
we cant manage so much work load :|
went fer cath class.
had stations of the cross.
oh ! the stars are damn nice tonight !
whee ! got ta see it with my gdfriends ! :)
really darn nice !
go take a look ! ;)
went fer supper thn here im !
anws wanta thnk esp
peiyu & merisa
& da
six of us who have encouraged me.
esp during this past 2 days.
really helped ! :)
thnks ! yeahh.
im sry i kinda dragged your in ?
sry. yeap !
we'll go thru this tgt !
loveyaaa ! x)
& to others who have tried ta cheer me up.
a BIG thank you !
really ! thnks.
iloveyou all ! :)
esp those in da canteen with me tday.
thnks alot ALOT !
well, nth much alr.
dontthink i have ath ta say alr.
it doesnt evn matter right ?
i dont evn have any rights fer explanations.
so BYE.
fuck what i said ; it dont mean shit now
22:44
20040311
this's a
SUPER nice story !
got it frm my sis.
hahas. go read it !
its damn touching !
He and She was in the same secondary school. He was older then her by 3 years, so they did not know each other at first... Walking pass each other, crashing into the same guy in the bus a few several times... She did not notice him, and he did not notice her...
But at that year, things started to change, and led to a story, which none will forget...
At that year, online chatting has just been introduced, and it was hot among students, and especially teenagers. He was curious about what online chatting was all about, so he connected the MIRC, and went to his school's IRC channel. He met her...
He went into the channel.. looking through all the nicks, he saw a nick "ReMeMbeR"... he find it special, so he clicked on the nick, and he and she started chatting for the first time...
Days passed, they met in school too... She was really pretty, and he was really cute looking... When he saw her, he would smile and walk pass quickly... She too... she only gave a smile everytime she see him... They have never talked much face to face... But when both of them where online, chatting, they would have loads and loads to talk about... Soon... both of them fell in love... He was the first person that she loved, and she was the first person that he loved.. But they never did tell each other about their feelings towards each other... Then... she changed school, and moved house... They lost contact...
Years passed, He could still remember her... They have been seperated for about 6 years, and both of them had already reached working stage... He became a fasion designer, she became a fasion designer too, though they were in the same line, Fate was never onto them, he never saw her and she never did see him at all...
Until that day, He was to represent his company to sign a contract with the other suporting company. He met her... He saw her... Memories came back... Everything.. the times they had.. the Path that they had once taken... all flashed and re-capped in his mind... He and she had a long talk.. they begin to contact each other by exchanging phone numbers....
One day, He login into his MSN messenger.... and someone had added him.. the nick was "ReMeMber"... He knew it was her.. they started chatting, soon, he told her that he like her before, and still do... there was no reply for a moment.. then, the girl replied that she was felt the same at first too.. she like liked him alot alot.. but thinking that he didn't like her, she did not dare to express her feelings... She apologized, a regretful sorry, and told him, she had already gotten married a year ago and is living well with her husband and baby boy... She told him to forget about her, then she quited... And never came online... They lost contact forever... He was sad... dissapointed, and full of regrets..Should he have told her that he liked her, today, they might still be togther.... regrets... regrets...
In order to remember the Love that they once shared, and in order to remember her.. He contacted MSN and paid an amount of money, to personalise, and reserve the nick "Remember" just for her...Only she can use the nick "Remember" and he did this all... Just, to remember the girl, tht he had always loved.. but were never bound to be together...
nice rightt ?
haiis :/
22:47
no one told me i was going to find you
unexpected, what you did to my heart
when i lost hope, you were there to remind me
this is the start
and life is a road that i wanna keep going
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
il be there when the world stops turning
il be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you
just changed da layout of my blog.
designed by my sista ! x)
thnks babe !
okayy i just feel like posting lyrics tday.
guess they show how im feeling ?
okayy.
muzicalton tday !
was superrr fun !
excpet fer one part lahh.
afta saying out
vrethg in da toilet ta peiyu & jenn.
felt so much beta.
thn crapped with jinghui, ber they all.
lol. laughed like shite.
hahas :)
i pity those chinese high guys man.
jinghui's
document.
LOL x)
peter's da worse one !
hahas. poorthg.
a bit the suffering in silence lahh :p
went out afta sch.
with
womann & shu tday.
took neos ! :D
finally !
with 2 of my closest friends ! :)
had so much fun posing man.
laughed like shite :)
anws, just walked arnd aimlessly lahh.
lost my water bottle.
AGN. fuck.
this sucks.
i hafta go get a new one now.
im just gna get the same design & colour.
second time alr. damn it :/
getting back PPR tmrw.
mmhmmmm.
am i gna do well ?
x|
oh thnks vreone !
esp to ;
peiyu, merisa, jenn,
wanxin, jingyu, ed,
tab, womann, shuyu
& vreone else who tried ta cheer me up ! x)
really appreaciate it !
really ! thnks
ALOT !
loveyaaa all loads !
act i
DO have great friends ! :)
excpet
some ppl.
ohwells :|
okayy. BYE.
peiyu /
heyya ! (:
cant sign your gb.
so .. yeahh.
anws thnks fer listening ta me tday.
in da toilet.
lol.
but anws thnks ! :)
really felt so much beta.
act i really dontknw lah.
i did nth.
seriously.
i dontknw why i deserve such treatment.
aiyahh nvm.
i knw il get ovr it.
thou youre are not involved but ..
thnks ! :D
fer da encouragement & all.
loveyaaa ! x)
its not easy being me -
i
hate my life.
cant believe i act can trust da wrong ppl.
ppl who seem so nice.
theyre definately not.
go ahead & cont calling me whtevr your like.
i didnt do a damn thg.
or rather i dontknw wht i did.
forget it.
all my explanations are of no use anws.
go think wht your wanta.
i cant control your minds anws.
so be it thn. fine :|
BYE.