20031108
it only took a minute,
to let you in my life ;
it only took a minute,
for me to realize ;
it only took a minute,
and i knew just what to do ;
it only took a minute,
to fall in love with you.
went fer kayaking todayy.
was qt fun la ! (:
well, enjoyed this tiring day ?
yeaps ! just tht i wanta scold tht shuyu !
she anyhow go and talk lors !
duno say wht shit to merisa and peiyu ?!
she's talking crapp everyone !
dont listen to wht she says kkae ?
at least abt wht she said abt me la !
yeaps ! cos its totally NOT TRUE !
hahas. tht
stupidd girl ! :/
lost my bottle ? ):
haiis. really very VERY sad ?
cos like tht bottle means
alot to me ?
and its like it has alot of .. memories ?
haiis. at least its the only thg tht we have left ?
as in she still uses it now ?
other thn tht, there's nthg else ?
i dontknw if she thinks the same ..
but well, i feel tht way ? sighh.
im really sad ovr it ?
thinking abt it makes me wna cry ?
haiis. i just dont understand ?
you once told me tht,
nthg cld take us apart ?
but now ? haiis. dontknw la.
guess its ovr ? but still,
i wanta say tht i treasure it alot !
if i were given another chance,
i wldnt have brought it ? haiis.
im sorry. hope thgs wld change.
fer the better. yupps.
talked to stef online justnow.
told him qt alot ? :/
hahas. well, at least now he knws ?
but anws its ovr !
and yes ! i told him abt tht stupid thg !
the instructor tht shuyu was teasing me abt ?
yeaps ! i told him.
hahas. its only fer some ppl to knw.
cos i was bored and he said hi to me ?
so i decided to tell him. hahas.
how's tht ? lamee right ? ohwells.
but he's really the one and only silly kor !
hahahs. stay crazy ! x)
dont feel like blogging alr ?
eyes and hands damn tired ! |x
duno la. maybe il go slp ?
hahas. but its still early !
sighh. ohwells. nites everyone !
sweet dreams ! (:
22:31
20031107
smile and the world smiles with you ;
frown and you'll frown alone.
todayy is one
great day !
really feel so happy now ?
spending time wit tht womann is sure fun !
at least i didnt think tht much today ?
yeaps ! how's tht ? alright.
il start blogging abt my day ! (:
dad dropped me at novena mrt.
waited fer like 30 mins fer pau ?
whn i got her msg the train alr left ?
cos i told her,
whn the train was abt to reach sms me.
thn whn i got it the train had alr left ?
so i just waited fer the nxt one la.
thn
finally i met her !
aft so long ! so many days !
she looked
so chio ! ;)
hahas. thn we headed dwn to heeren.
went to pure milk.
spent qt a long time there ?
got a black shirt.
pau got one black one too !
both also very nice la ! yeaps !
but i thought i only wld just get one ?
so i got a diff pattern la. yea.
thn we went walk arnd heeren.
went 37d. pau saw a shorts there ?
i was like tempting her to get it ?
thn she didnt wanta cos it was very ex ?
thn whn we left she was like
'its very nice lehh ! i really like it ! '
hahas. tht womann !
as silly as ever ! -grins ! hehe.
thn we went cine to eat ?
ate kfc. woah damn full !
talked
alot there !
hahas. was complaining like shit ?
bleahs :/ ohwells.
thn went to the impact shop ?
saw 3 sn girls there.
was looking through the stuff there.
not bad la. just tht a lil' ex evn aft discount ?
so obv we left tht shop empty handed la !
hahas. thn we were talking and talking !
hahas. walked ovr to fareast ?
we used the underpass la.
thn the escalator [ ?? ] was spoilt la.
thn we climbed the opp direction one ?
as in we wanted to go up ?
but thn we climbed the one supp to go dwn ?
get it ? hahas. nvm if you dont.
its kinda hard to say here la. yeaps !
anws got to fareast.
went to 37d cos pau wanted to ?
thn tried on a shirt while pau tried the berms.
didnt like the shirt. pau bought the shorts !
in the end she did ! hahas :p
alright (:
thn went to take neos ?
it was qt empty ?
so we had LOTS of time to deco !
hehe. and we had lots of time to snap too !
posed so many diff poses ! x)
hahahahahahahahahs !
we evn chose the 'rolls eyes' one ! :D
hahas. damn funny !
thn we had 400 ovr secs to decorate ?
damn shuang ! so decorated la !
love tht set of neos !
damn nice ! SO NICE ! hahas.
thn went dwnstairs agn.
i sudd had this urge of taking neos agn.
so asked pau to take wit me the card one la.
so aft changing money we were waiting.
fer the stupid machine to be done ?
thn pau sudd shouted out
'samantha low ! '
i was like so shocked ?
she was wit victoria ?
hahas. damn funny !
was laughing like crap !
didnt expect to see her there !
ohwells. thn we took the neo card ?
its quite okayy la.
like the fury font though !
damn cutee ! x) hehe.
thn ltr we went up agn !
cos i wanted to see denim skirts ?
yeaps ! so went to the shop la.
me and pau bought the same skirt !
love it like alot alot ?
its very nice ! at least to us la.
but i duno if it looks nice on me lehh !
pau and the lady said it fits me very nice ?
but i dontthink so lehh !
but nvm la. cos i think its nice ?
as in the pattern and everythg la.
but its pretty normal la.
hahas. okayy. i duno wht im talking.
hehs. paisehh. ohwells.
anws we got it la.
paid fer pau also.
cos she didnt have money ?
thn went pure milk
agn.
hahas. as usual,
came out empty handed la.
cos we saw alr ? yeaps !
went to popular aft tht ?
cos pau was like saying,
her mom wants her to get some assesments ?
thn i was like 'ohkayy ! '
so went to the one at orchard mrt.
sighh. bad memories ?
but nvm. i told myself i hafta get ovr it soon !
anws, we anyhow chose a bk and we left.
took mrt dwn to city link.
37d agn ? cos there is like super bigg ?
yeaps ! thn !
this guy approached me ?
he was selling duno wht shit ?
thn ltr pau walked off ?
and i tried to dodge also but cldnt ?
thn i was like trying to walk away ?
thn he didnt allow me to ?!
like wth la !
wanted to shout at him but i didnt ?
so irritating lors ! and tht pau !
just stood there and laugh ?
waliew ehhs ! hahas.
but it was qt funny la.
but so irritated wit tht idiotic guy !
SO IRRITATING ! GRR !
anws, walked arnd there la.
found out tht i wanted alot of stuff ?
but i knw i cant evr get them ?
haiis. nvm la.
thn went to happy hse ?
and alot of other shops there la.
i
really want tht colourful big heart ?
its like so damn nice to hug ?
sighh. if only i cld have it ? haiis.
thn went to de creeps [ ?? ].
sat there cos we were tired la.
thn we had to order somethg ?
or not like so .. liddat ?
so we ordered a float la.
damn nice ! and tht pau !
drank so much ! hahas.
she's damn funny ! hehs.
love her plentyy mann !
alwis there to make me laugh ?
hahahahahas :D
thn we just sat there and talked ?
hahas. thn we left.
thn sudd someone called us frm behind ?
i was thinking to myself
'not another salesman !!? '
thn we turned back la !
it was the lady frm tht de creeps shop ?
she asked us of we've paid !
and we realised tht we DIDNT !
hahas. we were like so busy talking ?
we didnt evn pay before leaving the shop !
hahas. how careless !
so paisehh lors ! hehs. ohwells.
thn we left frm there la.
though it seems as though we didnt do much ?
but act we did ? yea.
spending time wit her is really ..
nice ? i duno. just feel happy whn im wit her ?
dontknw why also !
hahas. maybe thts why she's my urm ..
gdfriend and shopping womann !
hehe. cos we just seem to .. ?!
duno wht word to use la !
hehs. but i knw we had fun la !
loads of it in fact ! yeaps !
happy day today ! x)
came home. watched holland v.
thn tried on the new clothes agn ?
bathed thn watched the 2100 hrs show ?
yeaps ! thn waited fer dad to come home.
just finised my dinner awhile ago ?
im bloated ! |:
nvm. tmr there's kayaking ?
gna be one tiring day ! ):
and muscles are going to form agn !
bleahs ! :/ so ugly lehh !
haiis. ohwells. shuyu gna paddle wit me ?
thts if we have a double kayak ?
if not .. im so dead ! |:
ohh shits ! i just rem !
i havent packed my bag yet !
oh mann ! okayy. im off !
tkcaree everyone !
hope youre enjoying your hols !
yeaps ! love you all plentyy ! x)
pauline ;
heyy womann !
enjoyed myself so much today !
thnks ! :D hahas.
must go out agn kkae ?
hehe. i rem all i wanted to say !
so shit lors !
meet you forget everythg.
thn whn im on the mrt ?
everythg starts flowing back ?!
wth. haiis. nvm.
call you sometime soon i guess ?
yeaps ! miss those days ! ):
kkae. hope you enjoyed today !
and tht you like the thgs you got !
hehe. yeaps ! tkcaree alright ?
loveyou silly womann ! ;)
and dontthink too much alr la !
and get yourself confusedd ?
silly girl ! stay happy and cheerful !
ohh ! i just simply LOVE the neos !
damn nicee ! ahhhhh ! okayy.
im going crazy ! hahas.
anws talk to you sometime.
-hug tightly ! x)
23:45
silly boy + silly girl = perfect match ! x)
hahas. thts my nick ?
how cute ehhs ? :p
okayy .. so crap !
anws i cant wait to get outta hse !
tht
stupidd pau is still slping ?!
arghh ! dont evn knw where to meet her !
hurry wake up ! |:
alrights. think id better go change now ?
hahas. really excited !
so much to crap abt to tht womann ?!
hehe. alrights. enjoy everyone ! :D
ltrs ! x) -wide grin !
jessie ;
heyy dearr !
thnks fer tht email !
its really inspiring ?
hahas. yeaps !
just wanted to say tht
youre very sweet too ! x)
tkcaree during your trip kkae ?
yeaps ! dont worry !
il stay strong hopefully ? :/
okok. just dont worry kkae !
iloveyou plentyy too ! :D
-bigg fat hug ! (:
20031106
heyy princess ! ;)
may all your wishes come true !
stay strong kkae darling ?!
loveyou loads !
cheerup ! x)
-hug !
19:49
you want to know the truth ;
ihateyou !
today's BORING ! |:
rotting at home now !
just watched
a walk to remember.
really nice show !
cried so many times ?
really touching !
haiis. how i wish mann.
nvm. its ovr ! ;)
shall stay happy.
act somethg is bothering me right now ?
i really wanta stay away frm the com ?
but i just cant seem to ?
cos vretime im near the com,
smethg bad happens ?
sighh. dontknw la ! ):
forget it. haiis.
and stef is so lame !
hahas. he's so silly too !
sms-ing him now.
top one joke ?
hahas. alright.
think im off to find smethg to do !
cant wait fer tmr ! (:
so much to say to tht womann !
hahas :D okayy.
tkcaree vreone ! -hug ! x)
20031105
loveyou always kor !
may all your wishes come true !
gdluck fer the rest of your papers ! ;)
20:13
dont expect the one you love to love you ;
cos if she / he does then its a miracle.
dont ask why ;
it always happens this way.
went fer sj training today agn ! (:
well, now im really begining to love sj !
hahas. its qt fun act !
aft so long ive been in this cca,
now thn i realised how much fun it can be !
interacted wit the sec 2's.
really enjoyed myself ?
theyre really really nice ! :D
hahas. damn funny talking to them !
esp while doing CPR ?
hahas. found out alot la.
yeaps ! thts abt all i guess ?
thn rushed off to meet pau.
went out wit
pau.auggie.stefan.
met them at cine.
was late as usual,
cos left late frm sch ?
yea. met hugger ! (:
hahas. got my hug of course !
got to cine. rushed into the theatre.
the show started alr.
sorry ! paiseh.
and tht idiot ! arghh !
pau told me smethg la.
and im equally irritated ! :/
its NOT my fault wht right ?
wth. damn you la !
anws, watched
uptown girls.
yeaps ! qt nice la !
teared in tht show ? hahas.
aft the show thn walked here,
and there. thn went long john silver.
ate a lil' la. thts my dinner !
hahas. ohwells.
now im home.
did alot of thinking on the bus ?
now im sure ive sorted out my thoughts ?
you ;
ive really given up.
and i think im happy abt it ?
cos ive alr threw tht thg away ?
yeaps ! you really made me think.
fer so long ! ):
haiis. ohwells. guess it ovr between us !
im happy abt it ! (:
if loving you with all my heart's a crime ; then im guilty.
danfong ;
heyy ! urms.
ill tell you abt it whn i seeyou online ?
kkae ? yeaps ! (:
so hurry come online !
haiis. ive gta let it all out soon ?
i just cant take it.
sighh |:
pauline ;
heyy womann !
cant wait to tell you vrethg !
friday seems to be coming so slowly !
cant wait !
had fun today la right ?
hehe. well, kinda funny though.
but ohwells ;)
seeyou soon dear !
cant wait ! so excited !
so much to say too. haiis.
sighh ):
jenn ;
heyy ! cldnt sign your gb.
so im here ! (:
hahas. well, just wanted to say ..
cheerup kkae ?
you alwis look so sad ?
haiis. smile kkae ?
loveyou. seeyou soon.
il alwis be here kkae ?
rem kkae ? yeaps ! :D
shuyu ;
ehh ! tht stupid bian tai !
he damn bian tai lors !
come and say this type of thgs ?
ohwells. anws seeyou soon too !
saturday got kayaking ?
love it but .. so tiring !
aiyahh. nvm la. hahas.
tkcaree twinn ! (:
reen ;
heyy ! it wasnt tht painful right ?
hahas. you worried too much !
hehe. well, hope you like it !
where did you pierce it anws ?
tell me kkae ?
must go out one day. hahas.
miss the old times ?
yeaps ! tkcaree and seeyou ! (:
20031104
am i that important to you at all ;
or am i just assuming things.
went fer training in the morning.
was early. msg
someone in the bus.
duno if wht she said is true but ..
i dontknw la. sighh.
i guess its all ovr now ?
and i hafta look into the future,
instead of the past ?
i dontknw la. but now,
somehow im still living in the past ?
there nvr seem to be a present fer me ?
i duno why,
but it just seem tht way to me ?
haiis. sad thg ! dont feel like blogging :/
ohh ! one mre thg ..
im really looking forward to friday !
finally can get to go out wit
pau ! (:
got so much to tell her ?
now i really knw who's the best !
who's alwis there fer me !
at the darkest moments !
whn i needed someone to talk to !
im sorry pau ! fer sorta drifting away ?
and i promise tht ill be there fer you ! :D
just wanta let you knw tht ..
its great having you as my friend ! (:
loveyou alwis ! ;)
anyhows to
you,
i dontthink im angry anymre ?
as in sad or whtevr. but im still hurt ?
as in i really cant believe it la.
but i guess we're fine now right ?
though we're a lil' drifted apart ?
well, im sorry kkae ?
i guess im to blame fer this shit ?
cos i just dont dare to go up to you.
ive no guts to do so anymre.
aft all tht we've been through,
there seem to be an awkwardness ?
dontknw la. but i really wanta be,
gdfriends like we used to.
its
really how i feel now.
just give me some time to adjust kkae ?
im sure we can do it.
at least i hope so. yupps.
in the meanwhile,
im sorry.
tkcaree and loveyou alwis ! (:
18:58
nthg is gna be the same.
i just knw it ! ):
friday
last day of sch ! ):
sighh. really sad day fer onewisdom !
spent like 90 mins crying our hearts out ?
aft assembly started crying alr ?
cos like we were really really sad ?
yingfen and nicole's leaving ..
our class's gna get split i guess ?
cos if there's gna be a sports class ..
sighh. thts really bad ! ):
but anyhows, ill miss each and vreone of you !
onewisdom03 rocks !
left sch arnd 3 ?
went out wit
amanda.teresa.tab.
yupps. had fun la.
though it was damn obv tht we cried earlier on ?
did the glitter thg ? hahas.
qt nicee la. i guess ?
thn went to fareast.
took neos ? really nice ! x)
love them. finally did the nick name shit.
hahas. really funny.
thn aft tht teresa and amanda left.
left me and tab behind.
so we went to heeren.
walked arnd and bought thgs la.
dont wanta say. but yarrs.
bought qt alot and now ..
tab owes me a huge sum of money !
hehe. well, not really la.
ohwells x)
waited fer bel to finish her damn freaking show.
damn long lors !
while doing so, me and tab walked arnd cine.
duno how many rounds we made kkae ! x|
so tiring ! thn
finally bel was done.
went back to heeren. took neos.
bel is one
pretty girl !
hahas. went home.
reached home arnd 9 plus.
got a major scolding ?
but ohwells. who cares.
its not tht late anws.
saturday
one fun but horrible day !
went fer kayaking in the morn.
reached sch qt early though.
0730 and i was alr at the forum ?
hahas. i was second !
fer the first time in my entire life !
i was EARLY ! damn freaking early !
hahas x) so proud of myself ! hehe.
waited fer the rest.
thn we headed off la.
reached there. learnt the first few strokes ?
thn went into the sea !
hahas. damn cool ! hehe.
well, it was fun la.
at first whn i first got into the kayak,
i was like 'oh no !'
hahas. it was like wobbling ? hahas.
but aft tht got used to it ?
had fun la. we were in life jackets.
so we were told to hold hands.
thn we had to float on our backs,
and put our legs afloat on the water ?
tht was before we cld have lunch ?
like wth la ! hahas. aft tht ..
i smelt like marinated (?!) chicken !
thn had nasi lemak fer lunch ?
was starving ! ate so much !
getting fat ! x| oh no ! bleahs !
thn went into the water agn.
this time we were told to swim !
across the stinko sea ?
thn half way my sandals dropped out !?
like wth la. was in the middle of no where !?
thn strapped it back ?
aft tht while swimming back it dropped off agn !?
like waliew ehhs ! damn sway !
but ohwells. overall, qt fun la ! yea.
enjoyed it.
though i hurt myself so many times ?
on my WRIST ?
i managed to survive ?
yea. so .. ressured tht ill not die so soon !
aft tht went to bathe !
aft vrethg was ovr la !
finally ! clean agn ! x)
thn mrs tan sent us to the bus stop.
took bus 16.
halfway through i was thinking
'how come we're getting further and further away frm city hall ?'
so i went to ask the bus driver.
tell you .. HE SUCK !
ask him a question he come and scold me ?
our conversation was smethg liddat la :
me : sorry. are we heading to city hall now ?
uncle : WHY just now you dont ASK ME ?
me (a lil pissed ) : cos i DIDNT KNW !?
uncle : WHY YOU didnt ASK ?
me : JUST TELL ME IF WE'RE OR NOT !!
thn finally he told me tht we werent !
wth. somemre i was rushing ?
fer mass ? thn we got off the bus.
thn the uncle told us tht he'll go to city hall ?
we were like 'huh ?!"
got on the bus agn !
spent like another 30 mins rotting on the bus ?
fell aslp ? hehe.
jenn woke me up whn we were at suntec ?
walked a LONG way to the mrt station.
whn we finally got there,
mass was halfway ovr |:
went on the mrt wit huiwen.
stopped at sengkang.
dad picked me frm there cos ..
mass ended whn i reached there ?
was super hungry !
went to eat. hehe.
ate alot ! hahas.
found out tht i had muscles ?
like eeeeeeeeeee ! x|
now my hands are like .. |:
gross ! nick said it was nice ?!
nice ?! pls ! eeeeee ! hahas.
ohwells. ppl have diff taste ?
yupps. thn went home.
showered agn. sun burnt ! ):
well, thts abt it all la.
had fun ! hahas. really !
looking forward to nxt week i guess ?
yea ! ;)
sunday
nthg much happend la.
wanted to go fer confession.
was queueing thn the priest came out ?
thn we wait fer awhile ?
found out tht he had to say the Gospel ?
like wth la. made me so nervous !
cos like i only go fer confession once a year ?
hehe. well, at least i confessed !
ill feel much beta aft confessing my sins ?
well, dontknw la !
nthg much ! (:
monday
went fer sj training this morn !
had loads of fun !
hahas. well, now come to think of it,
sj is kinda fun ! hahas.
esp my seniors who are taking
me.valerie.shuyu.
hahas. they are DAMN nice&funny ! x)
hahas. love them all !
alwis making us laugh like crap !
and i love my training grp !
wit valerie, shuyu&me. hahas !
we crap like siaos ! hehe.
ok. nthg really happened today la.
just tht im feeling really fuckedd up now ?
dontknw why but i just am !
talked to valerie on the phone justnow.
she's damn cutee !
hahas. though im not close to her ..
but she's damn funny&cutee !
hahas. love tht silly woman.
though we dontknw each other well ?
but well, we're sqdmates aft all ? yea.
wasnt feeling tht well. haiis.
dontknw la. am i changing ?
wld someone tell me pls ?
am i ?! some say no.
in fact most say no.
but i think ive changed ?
into some wht beta and worse ?
dontknw la. dont wanta knw either.
so confused now ! my mind is in a whirl !
sighh ): really dontknw la.
not going to think anymre.
criedd. sighh. |:
maybe thgs will nvr be the same ?
i really dontknw.
i wanta say to so many ppl !
abt how i feel abt them !
but i just dont have the courage to ?
sighh. why ? i dontknw.
esp
you. i dontknw wht i shld do.
forget it. im gna give my mind rest tonight.
im tired. sick&tired of all these shit !
talking to cris now.
tht silly womann ! hahas.
well, we're bitching abt someone right now.
having fun ! hehe. i feel mean !
ohwells. not in the mood alr. tatas vreone !
to all sec 4's
study hard ! it'll be ovr soon !
gdluck fer the rest of your papers !
esp to my sis and nick !
i knw you can do it !
put in your best effort&do the best you can !
yea. have faith ! its all you need ! (:
tkcaree and loveyou all plentyy !
-hug ! :D