people,
i thought,
at least,
once were,
before,
forgot,
disappointed.
made me realise a whole lot more about everything.
the picture is much clearer & more complete.
when things happen, you start to see who are the ones who really gives a shit about you.
& who just pretends to.
i don't even know where to begin.
maybe i'm wrong, but something tells me i'm right.
thank you God for being my ultimate source of strength.
fun, love, excitement.
nevertheless, i had an awesome birthday! i have the bestest boyfriend in the world & i wouldn't trade him for anything in the world. like never, ever, ever, ever :) :) :) baby, i love you. i loved the trip, i loved the company, i loved the surprise, i loved the present, i love being lazy with you, i love taking walks with you, i love how you comfort me, i love how you hold me, i love how you kiss me, i love every little thing about you :) but tonight, you won't be by my side no more :( i miss you already. thank you very much baby :) for always being there for me. i really don't know what i'd do without you. -hugs you so tight-
i loved the surprise! thank you peiyu for taking the effort to take a 7 hour bus ride just to spend my big two with me. i love you so so so so so much too! the company was awesome! not forgetting sak! happy birthday to us! :D thanks for the little fruit pie, was awesome! all the heart talks, complains, stories, gambling hardcore, everything. it just made it so complete :) thank you both for the lovely surprise even though i have a lousy liar as my boyfriend. hahahah. i miss being retarded with you! hahahah i will never ever forget the glove incident at snow city. i promise to upload photos asap! we looked SO happy!
& not forgetting the people who tried to come but couldn't. thank you for even making the effort to consider coming! i appreciate it so much :)
& to ed-millia ong, thank you for trying to call :) thank you for remembering the promise you made! haha you're still very special to me :) please call me soon! we need to talk!!!
this trip was so special & i wouldn't have it any other way :)
i'm really upset but (quotes peiyu) 'you should care about the people who really do care about you' & everything else will fall into place.