Down with the smoke screen,
to make everything clear.
today was so damn good :) well, maybe only the second half of my day. heh.
woke kinda late. did a little studying then finally got changed & headed to church! ben was early. haha like, much much earlier. so he waited for me. bus didn't appear till like a million years later. hurr. so yeah. was late for class.
went salt room to find ryan! heh. miss him so much. i don't know why. but yeah. we haven't exactly had the chance to hang out. i hope we do soon! haha you still owe me like twenty two swensens treat or something! haha i'll never forget! :D
catechism was a total waste of time today. haha the CPL2 teens were having sexuality talk! & i didn't know. haha the yacs weren't even needed there? the catechists were pretty much doing nothing also. so we all gathered at the back of st anne's hall & started crapping. haha. it made me realise maybe it wasn't so bad after all. like, the people there are awesome & i guess that's the thing which is making me stay so closely linked with church still. yeah :) i'm scared i might drift away one day. i don't want to. i hope i won't.
bestie came to find us! haha was laughing & talking nonsense all the way! haha. like really funny joking with all of them & all. the boyfriend was being damn idiotic! haha. funny people that i love so damn much :)
out with the besties once again! :D it's like i'm always really really happy with them? like i feel so free & easy. like, i'm able to take my mind off everything when i'm with them. it's so awesome, the way they make me feel around them :) i can't help but admit, i love them so damn much. like alot alot! :D
went burger king at compass point for dinner! haha bestie's favourite :) sat there chatting about stuff. haha. bestie was so loved by us :) got him strepsils cause he was sick :( everyone's falling ill. then left! met boyfriend, alan & edmund on the way out! haha was crapping with them! they're like seriously funny people! a whole group of crappers :D
haha anyway! ended up at some playground near church! confined ourselves to one corner. haha actually, we were occupying the whole area. the slide there. so the kids couldn't play with the equiptments there. haha. but it was like about 2000h? so not many children already. so ain't that bad.
just sat there the whole time, taking many many stupid photos! haha cutting bestie's head off from the picture cause he's so darn tall! & then talking about everything & anything under the bright halved moon :) it was such a nice feeling. just mentioned about everything. the three of us :) talking about our lives, our families, our relationships. just simply everything! it happened so naturally :) & we sat there talking continuously for hours! & we had so much fun together :)
it was funny how we were talking about ourselves & how we'd be thirty years down the road, when we start our own families. we could build this huge house so the three of our families could live together & our kids could be friends! then maybe they'd end up like us! besties! :D woohoo! haha now don't that sound so darn exciting? haha. & i really do hope thirty years down the road, we'll still be the bestest besties on earth! & i can't imagine ben going to the army cause, yes, i'll miss you so darn much. & the worst part is that we can't send him off :( it'll honestly suck. like totally. hurr.
well, the talk we had definitely got me thinking about my whole life. how everything just happened so quickly. it was like just last year when everything started to happen. & everything happened so fast, i don't think i can keep up anymore. i should get down to serious studying. i'm lagging behind & i don't seem to be doing anything about it. haha. rahhhh. God, please help me! there's something wrong with me!
i guess, the main highlight of today's entry was to mention my besties! & how much i love them. like hell alot. & i'm missing them already. you both mean so damn much to me & i don't ever wanna lose any one of you. oh gosh, this is so cheesy. but yeah, i do mean it :)
alright. gotta wake for mass early tomorrow. then i guess, the besties will spend yet another awesome day together! :D quality time well spent! i can't wait! :)) night world! :)
But it doesn't mean you're any less important to me.