On a Monday I am waiting
Tuesday I am fading
And By Wednesday I can't sleep
I am moody and messy
I get restless and it's senseless
How you never seem to careschool was fine today! just that i had loads of stuff going through my mind at many times. oh wells! it's friday the 13th!
i've come to realise how much i love teresa & chloe! haha those two funny people! but they're always bullying me! hahaha. what they not in class then can go climb in & all those nonsense! lol. went to the water cooler upteen times with them! haha umm, no intentions at all! :p anyway! history lesson was fun! haha so crap! in the middle of lessons, char just suddenly shouted 'oh, i love you so much!' everyone started laughing like crap! HAHA. like why would she say that right? then lorraine pretended to make a call to some president? haha it was just hilarious. mrs tan was being so nice to us although she knew we weren't really paying attention. haha :)
assembly was fun too! haha we had a students forum but, i think it's like useless if the teachers keep insisting that the new rules are good fer us. no matter how we oppose, it's still pointless! they will ALWAYS think they're right! selfish people. i don't see how the new uniform thingy can help us. firstly, it takes up so much time fer us to change! secondly, it's so weird! like so naked inside! & lastly, it sucks! hurr. plus the idea of the new socks. ha, they don't see it, do they? please la. go check out chij tp. they have a school socks too! but you don't see them wearing it properly, do you? we won't wear it as high as you want us to! we'll still pull it down at the very end anyway! so, what's the point? haha kell was being so brave & kind to help us speak up! :)
then the damn stupid one earstick per ear thing. it's all crap la. it won't work. i'd rather wear transparent ear sticks! & this girl, she said something which totally dumbed the teachers! yay :DD i think the most STUPID new rule is that they are changing the recess timing! okay, maybe fer personal reasons why i'm so against it BUT still? it's a lousy rule! hurrrrrr. change it back, please! :(
had cca after school. the sun was so HUGE today! was so damn hot! well everything went okay i suppose. heh yep.
i'm feeling tired. nights world :)
okay, i decided to be nice & take that post off. although i really needed to vent my anger. oh wells. hurrrrrrrrrr. i'm irritated.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incompleteyay i'm super happy! :D
went to school feeling really Really horrible. like i'm sick & all, plus there was freaking history elective exam! :/ first i gave qin her bag, which i hope she'll like! then hid jingyu's present in mei xian's class! haha. went to class & revised a little. i thought i did okay but fer all i know, i screwed it up so? haha better expect the worst! um, though i really hope i'll do well? ahwells!
after elective exam, we carried on with lessons as usual? how boring! they should seriously give us a break man! oh! i'm sitting next to my lesbian part! :)) anyway! Pe was fun! haha cos cai yue was re-re-running her 2.4km napfa & we didn't want her to fail again, so we were all cheering her on instead of playing our hand ball! haha it was kind of hilarious but i could tell that jingyu & tiong weren't exactly very happy about our behaviour. haha but my main point today was to make jingyu really irritated with me. but i was scared she really got mad at me, so i didn't really work it out in the end. yep.
ate fruits fer recess! (qin! haha i told you) was feeling really sick, like i could faint anytime! but i didn't :) i told myself i had to hold on, if not i won't be able to complete jingyu's surprise that i had planned throughout the weekend! heh jingyu, pretend you didn't read this la :) spent half of recess in class sleeping! haha lessons after recess were way BORING! don't know what's up with the teachers nowadays. freaking mood swings everyday. hurrrrr.
after school was damn hectic fer me! especially fer me! i had to get a hundred & one stuff in three hours! i could almost swear that i went the whole of singapore just to get her the presents which i thought she would want! i just realised that
singapore is not as small as it seems on the map! hurrrr. darns. anyway! thanks pauline fer accompanying me fer awhile! anyhows, i thought getting the star balloons especially fer her was the sweetest? cos i really did put in alot of effort fer that! i went to find out where i could get it, & all those information & everything! haha hectic day! then, teresa had to tell me that f&n was going to end Much earlier than usual? & jingyu messaged me to tell me that she couldn't stay longer! :/ shoots. i was like fuck it! haha so i rushed like hell! luckily i had my sister to help me carry those stuff! if not, i don't know if i could make the surprise happen! thanks a bunch sister! :D
cabbed back to school cos i didn't have any time left! then, RAN back to mei xian's class to get jingyu's presents that i left in school? went back to the canteen to arrange her presents nicely! :D then teresa & manda came along! they helped me! without them, i don't know if i could handle all those presents! heh, we were hiding like some mad cows trying to run away? haha cos i asked mei xian to distract jingyu so that we could sneak the cake into the d&t room? so i think she asked clarity to? so teresa, manda & i were hiding behind pillars each time we walked! it was HILARIOUS & retarded! haha! we were laughing & running like some mad cows! lol. anyway! it was kinda hard fer us to put on the candles cos we didn't know when the juniors were going to have their break. so we just waited in the d&t room. we didn't know what to do! haha then luckily! they had a break! so we decided to start the surprise then! heh :) well, everything went quite smoothly i guess! i mean, VERY smoothly :D i think she cried! haha did she? don't know! but i cried :/ how stupid? haha i didn't even have a reason to cry, but i did anyway! i hope she liked the surprise we gave her! although it wasn't a very HUGE party or something like that! but, the effort we put in touched her i guess! :)
gave her all the presents i got her :D sure hope she like them! helped cut the cake & then jingyu left cos she was going fer birthday dinner with her family? or something liddat la. then waited fer yuai, jess they all to finish trg. they finished the rest of the cake! yay, jingyu liked the cake! i choose the correct one! i rock, don't i? :D :D
abi's mother sent me home later on. yeap! what a tiring day! but, i think it all paid off! thanks teresa fer helping me plan some parts of it! love you! :)) anyway, thanks to all those who helped in one way or another too! heh, without your, this surprise would not have happened! yay, i'm happy! aren't you? :D
alrights! i'm off fer tuition. rahhhh. what a thing to spoil my day :/
jingyu; I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND! :D
hope you like the presents! as in, seriously! heh, i had a hard time getting all of them so you better like them! hahaha kidding! hope i helped to clear most of the stuff in your wishlist! sorry the purple balloon burst! i didn't expect it to happen? i'll get you another one sometime okay? just tell me if you want another one! i'll try to get the orange colour one! :)) um, happy belated birthday once again, yes? hope you had a great surprise just now! heh, like the best birthday ever right? :D rocks! yay, i'm so glad everything went so smoothly! ahhhhh! love you hun! :D