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dont feel like blogging so im posting lyrics :))
There was a girl I knew
Who always wanted to
Be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she
Was going to live her dreams
That what went down was going to come around
For all the doubters
Nonbelievers
The cynical that once were dreamers:
One of these days you'll
Open up your eyes
And you'll realize
That girl was a onetime
Teenage drama queen
A hot, tough
Everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild-child dreamer
But she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me
Armed with an attitude
That she knows how to use
She's going to get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is going to stop her
Nothing's ever going to hold her back
For all the doubters
Nonbelievers
The cynical that once were dreamers:
One of these days you'll know
That you were wrong
Who would've known?
That girl was a onetime
Teenage drama queen
A hot, tough
Everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild-child dreamer
But she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me
Life is a work of art
You got to paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ
To succeed in what you do
You've just got to have no doubt
Just believe in yourself
Doubters
Nonbelievers
Once were her dreamers
One of these days you'll
Open up your eyes
And you'll realize
That girl was a onetime
Teenage drama queen
A hot, tough
Everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild-child dreamer
But she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me
That girl was a onetime
Teenage drama queen
A hot, tough
Everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild-child dreamer
But she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me
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hahas. this lyrics is specially dedicated to MY hearttalker, peiyu, pauline, jinghui, shuyu, jingyu, danfong, qin, & vreone who have helped me in one way or anr. haha. except
her im for sure :)
You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken
Like, remember when
You took my heart and put it
Back together again
I've been wasting time with clueless guys
But now it's over
Let me tell you why I'm through
I've met someone new
He's just like you
You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that
You're not the guy
'cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate
You
You're the kind of guy
Whose hands in mine
Send shivers up and down my spine
I want to do to you
What you do to me
You're the kind of guy
That blows my mind
And now it's my turn
You've been right in front of me
Everything I need
Why didn't I see?
You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that
You're not the guy
'cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate
You
You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that
You're not the guy
You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that
You're not the guy
'cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate
You
You're it
You're the ultimate YOU !
since young huh ? wow. since young. how nice can it get. alwis saying others but not taking a look at your ownself. criticising ppl very fun huh ? mmhmmmm. i see. i learnt sth new. well, just ta let you knw, its not exactly fun being the 'main' you knw ? haiis. wht can i say. i can do nth except to listen & accept it. you hafta learn ta accept others ard you. not tht your so perfect or sth. rahhs. thinking back, it really makes my blood boil man. arghh ! :/
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poots :/ ive nth ta blog abt. tday is a rather boring day laa. haha. went out with my parents. & my darling sister got me tht black skirt which i wanted ! :))) haha. thought they said they didnt have it. nvm. anw, i got it now ! in black rather than white which my sister has. ohwells :D
went ta this place ta eat lunch. was quite yucky laa. as in da food there. it used ta be so damn nice. mmhmmm. came back & did my tuition hw. went tampines mall afta tht with my mom. she got me this cross & nth else. bought macs fer dinner. dad fetched us & came home. had tuition & poof ! :) here i am. hahaah. not funny.
there's elit extra lsns tmrw. how boring. but afta tht i hope it'll be exciting cos we're gna watch harry potter ! x) yehh babehh ! haha. so looking forward ta it man. haha. harry potter rocks ! :) harry potty too ! -WIDE grin. hehhs. ahhwells (;
im off ! off ta watch tv ! :)
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i just came ta realise tht you can trust no one else except yourself. how sad is tht ? :/
met you on a springtime day.
you were minding your life,
and i was minding mine too.
but when you looked my way,
i had a strange sensation.
and that was when i knew ;
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mmhmmmm. last week was fun ! haha. went out mostly with my hearttalker & ho ! :D they are like super funny laa ! lol. friday went out with da whole clique plus prawn, his two other idiotic friends & harry potty ! :D oh man. haha. like FINALLY man. wells, waited there fer mre thn 1 hour ? like wth man. ohwells. afta tht heath came first laa. so we walked ard.
watched confessions of a teenage drama queen. BORING ! hha. its way boring man. cld fall aslp. was hoping i wld see my other eyecandy BUT .. haiis. just not fated la. havent seen him in like 2 weeks ? :/
anw, on saturday went out with hearttalker, ho & jen ! :) yeap ! woah in da morning not funny only laa. da atmosphere was like ? quiet ? not funny only laa. but afta tht .. haha. we went INSANE ! :p still wondering if they used low fat milk fer da stupid pure vanilla drink ! :/ HAHA. not funny.
ltr on jen left. so only da three of us were left. went bugis ta walk ard. was desperately looking fer a pair of slippers but cldnt find any :/ went ta da foodcourt & ate dinner there. walau. not embarassing only laa. haha. we were like arguing with each other there can ? as in play play one laa. haha. they both can really fight man. haha. kept on uhhuh-ing here & there. LOL. i was there laughing like duno wht shit man. haha. so funny ! im da witness ! -shakes head at mersa. how cld you ! :| HAHA. anw, went home afta tht laa. yeap !
went fer retreat on monday. was quite fun laa. haha. tht stupid bel :/ went home on monday night leaving me all alone. hmpf. stupid bel ! :| anw, luckily still got shar, cheryl, teresa they all. haha. had loads of fun entertaining ourselves. lol. we made ALOT of friends ! ALOT ! haha. -looks at shar & teresa ! lol.
cldnt slp at all during da night. ms lim lectured us whn we were abt ta slp ? rahhs. duno wht's her prob ! :/ anw, second day was okay laa. haha. thought da reflection part was damn scary ! mmhmmm. its sure one quite memorable camp laa. cos we entertained ourselves ! OH ! da food sucks ! TOTALLY MAN ! eeeeeee ! :/ haha.
okies. im bored. VERY bored ! finally got da pair of shorts & skirt tht i wanted. haha :) yehh babehh ! now ive got da same skirt, wallet, Big Red Ant & many mre stuff as my HEARTTALKER ! :D haha. yay ! love going shopping with my mom. cos she just rockk ! :)) okayy im off ta find sth ta do. haha. tatas ! (;
cant wait fer this friday ! :) its so gna rock ! haha. MY harry potter ! -winks
loving you is like a picture with a thousand words.
all my life ive been waiting
for you to bring a fairy tale my way
been living in a fantasy without meaning
it’s not okay i don’t feel safe
i don't feel safe ..
ohhh ..
left broken empty in despair
wanna breath can’t find air
thought you were sent from up above
but you and me never had love
so much more i have to say
help me find a way
and i wonder if you know
how it really feels
to be left outside alone
when it’s cold out here
well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
i tell ya ..
all my life ive been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
been living in a fantasy without meaning
it’s not okay i don’t feel safe
i need to pray
why do you play me like a game?
always someone else to blame
careless, helpless little man
someday you might understand
there’s not much more to say
but i hope you find a way
still i wonder if you know
how it really feels
to be left outside alone
when it’s cold out here
well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
i tell ya ..
all my life ive been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
been living in a fantasy without meaning
it’s not okay i don’t feel safe
i need to pray
ohhh. pray ..
ohh .. heavenly father ..
save me .. ohhhh ..
whoaooooaoooooo
and i wonder if you know
how it really feels
to be left outside alone
when it’s cold out here
well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
all my life ive been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
been living in a fantasy without meaning
it’s not okay i don’t feel safe
i need to pray ..