20031018
i changed my hp no ! (:
heyy ! hahas.
yest was one damn
fun day !
hahas. really had so much fun ! :D
yesterday
woke up qt early.
arnd 9 plus ? yea.
thn left hse at arnd 1130 hrs ?
yupps. went to novena.
aft tht went j8.
dad got my sis a 7250i.
cos i persuaded him to ?
haiis. though its my dream fone but ..
nvm la. my sis said she wld share ?
hahas. yupps.
thn i was going to change no.
so my mom asked me to choose one tht i like ?
thn which evr no i chose she wld comment ?
'you wanta go dwn ssit' ?'
'you wanta die ssit' ?'
waliew. thn liddat she choose herself la !
its MY no lors ! wth.
in the end also chose the no tht she liked wht !
bleahs :|
anws. thn i went off to meet jingyu.siggy.
was 30 mins late ! x|
sorry ! :D hahas.
thn we went to get the fone for qinn.
got the fone. waliew.
damn ex lehh !
but nvm la. hahas.
qinn's so sweet anw :D
thn went to macs at amk central there.
ate fish dippers.
thn this huy walked ovr to me.
he asked me to do this survey thg ?
hahas. hate doing surveys ! :|
but ohwells. did it anw.
so many questions ! :/
hahas. siggy was helping me wit it.
in their 'appreciation' they gave me smethg ?
this card or smethg ?
got free fries ! :D
hahas. so now i can go claim ! whee !
hahas. thn was waiting for sam low.
waliew ehhs !
she bathe damn long lors ! wth !
thn she say duno wht shite.
hafta changed and vrethg ?
thn ltr on we were like
'tht means she was talking naked ?'
cos she said tht she still had to change ?
hahas. thn since she just bathe thn ..
hahas ! so damn funny !
was laughing like crap ! x)
thn ltr qinn called.
she said she was at home.
so we decided to go to her hse.
yupps. cos wanted to pass her the fone.
thn siggy walked us to the bus-stop.
whn our bus came she walked to sam's hse.
thn me and jingyu left la.
saw ada and mrs ang on the bus.
they kept on laughing and laughing.
waliew. me and jingyu was laughing too.
hahas. thn ltr we got off the bus.
waited for qinn to come meet us.
hahas. went to her hse. mms.
damn bigg cann ! x)
thn gave her the fone.
she got me this dolphin thg ?
so cutee ! she's so sweet ! :D
went to na's hse aft tht.
woah her hse evn bigger !
damn nicee lors ! x)
cant imagine myself staying there.
woah. chao cool ! oh mann.
thn we sat there waiting for na.
her family all learn music stuff one ?
so cool ! so nicee lehh ! mms.
aft tht whn na was done,
went up to her room.
so lucky tht pok has her own room !
crapped alot la. hahas.
thn bel came. mms.
went out of the room.
na showed us her class web tht she's making.
talked alot abt
someone.
hahas. feel so mean but ..
haiis. she's the one. ohwells.
thn ltr na.jingyu.me. went to fetch sui.
walked out. woah damn tiring.
now i knw why na has such nicee legs.
hahas. thn nicol was wit sui ?
so walked them bek la.
tht silly bestie of mine. hahas.
while walking bek so damn funny !
hahas. shall not say it here la.
thn ltr aft a while we left for SICC ?
yea. there damn cool lors ! waliew.
damn grand ? as in looks la.
waited for some pple to bowl finish ?
waliew they take so many lanes lors ! :|
selfish ! hmpfs. hahas.
thn while waiting ..
hehe. we ate, ate and ATE !
going to grow so damn fatt ! bleahs :/
ohwells. thn finally got to bowl.
hahas. i beat bel ! :D
hehe. so proud of myself ! hahas. k.
thn bel left early cos she had mass ?
thn we watched tv.
didnt wanta bowl anymre ?
watched hollan v there.
episode 90 plus alr.
not bad ehhs ? hahas.
thn before we left,
found out tht our chicken was still there !
on the table tht we were !
hahas. thn we had to finish it ? hahas.
so cold. but i didnt help. sorry ! x|
by tht time i was freezing !
tht place was so cold !
thn na's dad sent me and jingyu to mrt.
qinn.nicol went to na's hse.
went bek just in time for baby boom !
hahas. watched it. cried.
yea. so touching lehh ! :'(
last episode ? haiis. ohwells.
transferred all my no to my new sim card.
woah damn tiring lehh !
took like 1 hr plus ? hehe.
thn bathed at arnd 2300hrs ?
thn called pauline.
talked to her for so long ! x)
hahas. frm 2300hrs to almst 0200hrs ?
she told me qt alot la.
hahas. just hope she feels beta now :D
yupps. hahas.
told her loads of stuff too ?
feeling
much beta now !
as in a load off my back ? yea.
lovee tht silly woman ! (:
just knw tht the day was damn fun la !
crapped alot ! esp tht
stupid bel ! :|
hahas. ok she's not stupid la.
hehe. ohwells.
didnt type out vrethg tht happened ?
but yea. hahas. it'll be my memories ! :p
today
just knw tht i hafta ROT at home ?
so boring lehh ! haiis.
got pract nthg to do ?
damn bored ! ahhh !
why qinn not going escape ?
sighh. i may be able to get outa of hse ?
hehe. ohwells.
shall go look for smethg to do.
damn bored ! eeps :|
12:30
20031016
happy2daysbelatedbirthdayqinn !
23:19
i had enough !
i cant take the pressure !
im just gna kill myself !
today was qt a ok day la.
went out wit ..
yingfen.natnat.stefanie.yanfen.
though i dont really knw the last two but ..
hahas. just make friends la. yupps.
met yingfen at 1050 hrs.
tht silly partner walked to my hse.
she took such a short time lors !
like i didnt evn expect her to be there ?
like so soon ? duno her la.
anw thn we waited for 359.
met natnat at tampines mrt.
went heeren. we were early !
for the first time. hahas.
thn we didnt wanta wait ..
so we went upstairs first la.
shopped la.
thn aft tht we found out tht we were late ?
went dwnstairs to meet them.
still ended up late ? hahas.
ate at marche (?) ?
yupps. nice place la.
ate qt lil` though. hahas.
thn went shopping agn.
took neos. hahas.
i look AWFUL ?
as usual la.
thn walked arnd. talked.
was qt bored though.
thn we went cine.
went to the nokia care shop there.
downloaded ring tones ?
hahas. so proud of them ! :D
yea. and thn aft a while we split ?
thn walked yingfen to the mrt.
me and natnat went shopping aft tht.
since so early ? yupps.
walked bek to cine ?
me and natnat bought so many same thgs.
berms and slippers ?
hahas. both so nicee ?
thn while trying on slippers,
heard someone shouting my name ?
in a deep voice ?
it was andrew ?
jenn's bro ? hahas.
like i dontevn knw him as in ..
dont evn knw his email or whtevr ?
just went to jenn's hse a few times.
thn he shout my name ?
hahas. so weird ! so scary also.
but ohwells. hahas.
gd to make friends ?
duno la. anythg.
hehe. thn walked to wisma.
nthg there la.
went to taka toilet ?
hahas. spastic !
anw thn urms. we left la.
still qt early so we decided to go city link ?
thn we walked there la.
went to hello singtel to activate my GPRS.
hahas. tht woman duno do wht to my phone ?
duno la. but anw its activated now !
whee ! so happy.
came home just in time for holland v.
yea. watched it.
qt funny la the episode today ?
thn talked to jingyu on the phone.
said thgs which i was not supp to say ?
sighh. really regretted ?
really think today's not my day.
locked myself in the toilet just now ?
to cry my heart out ?
but it just didnt work ?
im still so .. stressed ?
maybe it was really my fault ?
im sorry i made you feel worse.
sighh. just sorry la ok ?
i really am.
im so stressed up by vrethg !
really going to kill myself.
maybe i shall write it dwn here.
haiis. dontknw la.
to pple who tried to cheer me up,
aft reading my nick.
thnks k ? yupps.
ill be fine ?
duno la. hope so.
you : scolding me for no reason.
dont wanta believe tht i didnt say it.
words tht just came peircing right through.
imagine how i wld feel ?
fine. you rather believe others ?
so be it. just leave me here to die !
you : forevr so sad.
can do nthg to help.
i feel useless you knw !
evn said the wrong thgs to you ?
duno la. just cheerup la.
i really didnt mean it.
im sorry.
you : alwis looking so dazed.
at least recently ?
alwis like so angry wit me ?
i didnt do anythg ok !
alwis ask you wht happened say 'nthg'
wht is this ?
pract ignored me ?
fine. go ahead. ive enough !
you : bitching behind my back.
you think its so nice ssit ?
ill do it bek to you !
anw vreone thinks like i do so ..
makes no diff.
feel so back-stabbed ?
yes ! i really do !
you : forevr blaming thgs on me ?
vrethg is my fault ?
fine la. blame me k ?
VRETHG is my fault.
still got many mre.
but me not in the mood to blog ?
haiis. dontknw la.
just really wanta die now ?
just feeling so stressed up by vrethg.
absolutely vrethg ?
ill just die one day !
its no use crying for me ?
though
sometimes it helps ?
but right now it doesnt ?
wont someone .. anyone !
just come stab me or knock me dwn ?
i dontcare abt a shite anymre.
just wanta die.
and seriously ill just go kill myself.
if i had the courage ?
im tired of vrethg thts happening to me !
id rather die ! :|
20031015
how could i have been so blind ?
been such a long time since i blogged.
at least i think so ? hahas.
ohwells. mms.
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER !
hahas. so happy.
finally can enjoy life ehhs ?
hahas. (:
but im qt worried though ?
for my results ? haiis.
surely do very badly one ?
haiis. damnit.
nvm. shall not make this change my mood.
hahas. yupps.
mms. yest went out.
went wit jenn.chloe.sui.
hahas. laughed
alot.
sui is one funny girl. hahas.
she made us laugh laugh and laugh.
watched
infernal affairs II.
yupps. qt a nice show la.
got
edison chen acting !
OMG ! so cutee !
hahas. but at one point of time,
he looked really ugly ?
hahas. thn whn tht woman died,
sui laughed so loud lors !
waliew. hahas. she was so happy ?
cos edison kissed her ? hahas.
so funny. laughed alot la.
thn also went to take neos.
hahas. took twice.
first time tht machine i look AWFUL !
so i decided to take it out of my wallet.
the second time one ok la.
hahas. i stuck one of the neos on my ez link.
hahas. sui and i sticked out our tongue.
thn jenn and chloe just norm la.
hahas. so nicee !
at least i think so.
but i still look so AWFUL la.
anw i look awful wht. hahas.
today im STUCK at home.
since ill be going out tmr.
and the day aft tmr.
hahas. mms.
supp to go out wit stef and the rest tmr.
but duno how come it was cancelled.
so im going out wit yingfen they all instead.
hahas. but havent told her yet !
opps :| hahas.
will call her ltr la.
tht stupid girl !
dont wanta go for farewell party ?!
its for her lors ! stupid la !
i hope i can persuade her to go ?
yea. hahas. we'll miss her ! :(
okok. im bored !
duno wht to do ! eeps :/
ohh. surprisingly ..
yest i didnt spend much ?
hahas. only bought ru her present.
hahas. hope she likes it.
other thn tht i didnt get anythg.
first time lors ! hahas.
felt so empty aft tht.
ohwells. think im going to surf online.
so bored !
hope my parents allow me to go escape ltr !
i wanta go cos im so bored at home ! :/
haiis. ohwells. tkcare vreone !
enjoy the aft exams hols ! hehe. ((:
ohh ! wanta thnk nick !
for being such a
meanie !
hahas. no la.
he was so sweet ?
was trying to cheer me up.
he said alot of thgs which made sense ?
yupps. but ohwells.
complained to him alot. hahas.
sorry ! :/ if youre reading this ?
talked to him for hrs ?
i think abt 2 plus ?
hahas. ohwells. thnks ! ((:
rem your mr meanie ! :D
hahas. okok. so lamee !
ohwells. tatas vreone !
13:45