20031115
heyy merisa !
may all your wishes come true !
yeaps ! loveyou plentyy ! (:
16:00
ripped this off df's blog (:
im BOREDD ! |:
LAST PERSON WHO...
[Slept in your bed] myself ?
[Saw you cry] i cried to myself ?
[Made you cry] mm. mom.
[Spent the night at your house] family la.
[You went to the mall with] my dad.
[Yelled at you] parents ! |:
[Sent you an email] jessie ! x)
[Said they were going to kill you] no one wants to kill me ! im an angel (: heheheh :p
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Said "I love you" and meant it? ] yahh.
[Been to New York?] nopes.
[Been to Florida?] no.
[California?] nope.
[Hawaii?] no.
[Mexico?] no.
[China?] no.
[Canada?] no.
[Danced naked?] urm. while bathing ? paisehh.
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it
happens the next day?] yahh ! so freaky ! -grins.
[Stalked someone?] not really called stalk la. hehs.
[Had a mud bath?] no !
[Wished you were the opposite sex?] nvr !
[Had an imaginary friend?] yea. wit my stupidd bro !
[Math or English?] both also okayy la.
[What are you going to do after you finish this
survey?] rot ? slp ? duno.
[What was the last food you ate?] noodles !
[Are you bored?] YES ! |:
[How many buddies are on?] huh ?!
[Last noise you heard?] the tv.
THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
[Last time you went out of the state] cant rem.
[Lucky number?] dont have. i think ?
[Things you like in a girl/guy?] guys - small eyes ! (: girls - alwis there fer me ! x)
[Do you have a crush on someone] mm. i duno. -winks.
[Do they know?] no ! duhh !
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] no.
[What do you think of Ouija boards?] huh ?!
[What book are you reading now?] nthg ! i dont read ! |:
[What's on your mouse pad?] dont have one.
[Favorite board game?] dont have la.
[Favorite magazine?] mm. seventeen !
[Favorite sound?] duno.
[Worst feeling in the world?] being confused ! :/
[What is the first thing you think when you wake
in the morning?] whts the time ? duno. depends.
[Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?] urms ? both ?
[How many rings before you answer?] depends la.
[Future daughter's name?] ehh. i duno !
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] nopes.
[If you could have any job you wanted, what
would it be] somethg tht i wld enjoy ?
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?] duno.
[Do you type with your fingers on the right
keys?] huh ?!
[What's under your bed?] another bed ? floor ?
[Favorite sport to watch] depends on my mood la.
[Did you have fun doing this] okayy la.
if you go, dont take away my love
turn your back, dont take away my heart
throw away memories, leave something behind
if you need someone, you can just look around
let me love you from a distance
let me look at you from afar
let me grow old loving you
let me die still in love with you
forever i will love you
forever i will stay beside you
forever you'll be in my heart
forever you'll be in my mind
forever, forever
the only promise i can give you
forever, forever
that's what i feel for you
i can run,
but i cant hide,
from all these dreams
that i keep inside.
now, it's going to take awhile,
but ive go to learn to smile again.
havent blogged in awhile ?
anws just came home frm sch ?
haiis. got back my report bk.
my results improved ! (:
so happy. but ..
haiis. just got a scolding ?
frm my parents ?
saying tht it was HORRIBLE ?
wth. i
improved !
arghh. nvm them.
im not going to bother abt them !
and i dontknw wht class im in ?
i thought i wld knw lors !
must wait till spring cleaning day !
wth. such a stupidd system !
anws, got my bks too !
my sis asked me not to get the pearl ?
cos she said tht she has it ?
but thn its like ..
wont i look so weird ?
the only one wit a diff bk ?
arghh ! they wont understand !?
since they alwis get the new ones ?
and im left wit the old one ?
haiis. forget it.
it alwis stays this way anws :/
talked to pau on the phone lastnight.
woah. so funny !
laughed SO MUCH !
hehehehehehehehehehehehe ! :p
i think she has left alr ?
fer perth i think ? duno la.
but anws il miss her !
wanta talk to her. hehs.
damn funny ! (:
aft collecting results,
im sure nxt year im gna work hard !
doubly hard ! (:
yes, i can do it ! x)
cos im so determined to beat .. hehe.
shhh ! shall not say here.
pau.qinn.jingyu.jenn.chloe.
you shld knw la.
hehs. shhhh ! (:
alrights. im bored !
sis designed this
really nice pic !
im gna use it fer my new blog layout !
hehe. its SO NICE !
ahhh ! (:
my sis is a genius !
anws, im really getting fat ! ):
20031113
the biggest mistake tht id made,
was falling in love with you ;
okayy. havent blogged in awhile.
dont feel like it ?
anws. not much la.
hahas. except tht im bored !
thts why did so much of those ?
-points dwn.
hahas. tmr hafta go back sch.
fer training ! (:
gna be so fun ! -winks.
on tues night i think ?
was talking to my sis at night !
hahas. damn funny !
was so fun too !
listening and commenting !
hehehehehehe :p
yesterday
went fer official cca. whtevr.
it was kinda fun.
till the ending.
got scolded by the sec 3's ?
wth. so irritating. bleahs.
thn left fer macs.
met germs there ! (:
talked fer awhile.
thn left fer home supposingly ?
met germs agn at amk mrt ! x)
decided to go out wit them ?
went heeren.
looked fer ed, sai and gillian.
waited fer shar to choose her present.
thn took neos !
finally one wit shu and robx ! (:
left tht place. wasnt in gd mood ?
haiis. duno la. so confusedd ! ):
left fer home.
came home watched tv the whole night !
hahas. well, thts all ?
15:36
Name : cheryl tan.
Birthday: 030390
Hair : darkbrown ?
Brothers/Sisters: 1 elder sis, 1 younger bro.
Who lives with you: family.
When is your bedtime?: no specific timing ?
*Ever been so drunk you blacked out : nopes.
* Missed school : yes ! now !
* Been hurt emotionally: yeaps.
* Kept a secret from everyone: of course.
* Had an imaginary friend: yupps. wit my bro, sis and cousin ! lamee ! all my bro's fault ! x|
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: ?!
* Cried during a Movie?: duh !
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no.
* Been on stage: yahh !
* Cut your hair?: obviously right ?!
----------------FAVOURITES----------------
*Colour: black ! many mre la.
*Lace or satin: ??
*Cartoon Character: ehh ? i duno.
*Advertisment: the caltex one ! (:
*Movie(s): too many !
*Numbers: duno ?
*Ice Cream: cookies and cream !
*Subject: none. all sucks !
*Fave Drink: sprite, coke ?
--------RIGHT NOW---------
*Wearing: shirt and shorts.
*Hair style: tied up.
*Drinking: nthg.
*Thinking about: alot.
*Listening to: jay - jian3dan1ai4
*Met someone new?: sorta la. hehs.
*Cleaned your room: yeaps !
*Do laundry: not yet.
*Do you drive?: no ! wish i cld !
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
*yourself: depends.
*Santa Claus: nopes.
*Tooth Fairy: no !
*Destiny/Fate: yes.
*Angels: yeaps !
*Ghosts: i duno ?
*UFO: no !
----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
*Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no.
*Like anyone?: -grins.
*Who's the shyest: i duno ?
*Who's the weirdest: jenn !
*Who is the most dirty minded friend(s): shuyu ! valerie too !
* Who do you cry to?: myself most of the times.
*When you cried the most: may, oct ?
*Worst Feeling: confused ! |:
*Who will respond to this email the fastest: no one.
*Who did you send this to who won't respond?: not sending !
*Who sent this to you: ripped this off jingyu's blog.
*Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: nopes.
*Time now: 1527
*Last Word: i miss you !
I AM: cheryl.
I WANT: almst everythg la.
I HAVE: nthg ?
I WISH: upon a starr ?
I HATE: liars. betrayers !
I MISS: everyone ! :/
I FEAR: cockroaches !
I HEAR: jay - an1jing4
I SEARCH: fer the right you.
I WONDER: whn i wld die.
I REGRET: slacking.
I LOVE: everyone ! (:
I ACHE: stomach.
I ALWAYS: confused and thinking.
I AM NOT: who i am.
I DANCE: whn i feel like it ?
I SING: anytime i wna.
I CRY: whn im feeling horrible !
I AM NOT ALWAYS: duno ?
I WRITE: whtevr tht comes to my mind.
I LOSE: everythg.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I NEED: to get mre clothes !
I SHOULD: die.
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Yes Or No...
x. You keep a diary: nopes !
x. You like to cook: okayy la.
x. You have a secret you have not shared with
anyone: duh !
x. You believe in love: yeaps !
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The weirdest person you know: jenn.
The Loudest Person you Know: sui (:
The Sexiest Person you Know: shar !
The Cutest Person you Know: valerie ! x)
Your closest friend(s): pauline ! (:
The People that Knows the Most about you: pauline, danfong !
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Do You...?
Have a(any) crush(es): -grins.
Want to get married: duno. depends ?
Get motion Sickness: sometimes la.
Think you're a health freak: no way ! hahas.
Get along with your parents: at times ONLY.
Like thunderstorms: no. i wont get to be online.
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NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown ?
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown la.
BIRTHPLACE: singapore (:
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(FAVORITES )
NUMBER(s): no preference.
COLOR(s): black !
DAY(s): whn i spend time wit friends and my sis !
MONTH(s): march.
SONG(s): too many ! hehe.
FOOD: almst everythg la ! hehs.
SEASON: winter.
SPORT: running i suppose ?
DRINK: sprite. coke ?
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( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: duno ?
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: hot choc.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: white choc !
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla ! (:
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( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yeaps.
HELPED SOMEONE? of course !
BOUGHT SOMETHING? duh !
GOTTEN SICK? yes !
GONE TO THE MOVIES? if i cld !
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nopes. lunch. hehs.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nopes.
TALKED TO AN EX? ahems.
MISSED AN EX? duno.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? nopes.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not in the mood.
MISSED SOMEONE? duh !
HUGGED SOMEONE? no !
hugger ! ):
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? not YET. hehs.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no.
FOUGHT WITH UR CAT? eeee ! il nvr have one !
ripped this off woxy's blog.
hehs. im BOREDD ! |:
heyy 'benedict' ! (:
hahas. nice name we gave you huh ? :p
anws happy bdae !
may all your wishes come true !
tkcaree ! x)
gdluck fer the rest of your papers !
20031111
heyy dear ! (:
may all your wishes come true !
and i hope i was the first !
to wish you happy bdae this morn.
hehe x)
tkcaree ! loveyou !
hope to seeyou soon ! (:
23:25
20031109
the closer i get to you,
the more you make me see ;
by giving me all youve got,
your love has captured me.
over and over again,
i try to tell myself that ..
we cld nvr be more than friends.
and all the while inside,
i knew it was real,
the way you make me feel.
todayy's a BORING day ! |:
stayed at home almst the whole day ?
went to st vincents de paul today.
cos st anne's was SO crowded !
they were having confirmation i think ?
cos i heard this guy talking abt it ?
yeaps ! and so we cldnt get a seat.
and my mom wanted to leave.
so we left la.
wanted to go nativity but ..
the weather was way TOO HOT !
so my dad say go to svdp.
yupps. so we were there.
and my dad had to choose the front seats ?
like so straining fer the eyes can ?
waliew. eyes was damn painful ! /:
ohwells. thn left fer home la.
sis had to rush back fer tuition.
came online aft lunch.
helped jingyu wit her blog ?
hope she likes it la.
its done alr. can go take a look.
changed the whole template fer her ?
hahahas :D
took qt a long time ! ):
ohwells. anythg la.
but its done the way she wants it ?
yeaps ! (:
thn aft tht i was like rotting at home ?!
doing nthg at all ! NTHG ! |:
dad came home.
scolded the
girls fer making such a mess.
whn act it was ALL done by my bro ?!
he asked us to clear the mess.
i cldnt be bothered.
just lay on my bed and daydream.
thn ltr my sis came into the room.
she looked rather pissed off.
asked my mom wht happened.
my dad said tht i didnt clear the place ?
and said tht we cldnt evn help.
i argued wit him saying this
'why everytime is THE GIRLS ?
its nvr THE BOY ?!
and besides,
he's the one who caused all these !
why cant he freaking help out ?!
since HE did it ! '
while my dad was giving me 'reasons'
i just walked off !
i was damn irritated lors !
I HATE MY BROTHER !
he's SUPER IRRITATING !
everytime also my dad listens to him.
wth lors ! he
always gets his way ?
so irritated wit him !
arghh ! -frowns ! |:
anws, ltr there's gna be brainest tchers !
im gna watch mr wong and ms jaya ?
theyre on ! hahahas.
heard tht ms jaya got kicked out ?
in the first round ?
and mr wong did qt well i think ?
duno la. we shall see ! hehe :p
okayy. im off to find somethg to eat !
i knw. im a pigg. nvm la.
hahas. ltrs ! x)
ohh ! one mre thg !
love the song posted below.
havent heard it fer a LONG TIME !
haiis. nice song !
so meaningful ?
ohwells. imissyou !
19:28
even if the sun refused to shine
even if we lived in different times
even if the ocean left the sea
there would still be you and me
ever since the start of time
youve had my love
even before i knew your name
i knew your heart
in the dark of the darkest night
i could see your face
i always knew from the very start
i would find a way
even if the sun refused to shine
even if we lived in different times
even if the ocean left the sea
there would still be you and me
even if the world would disappear
even if the clouds would shed no tears
even if tonight was just a dream
there would still be you and me
youve always been and
you always will be
the only one
until forever
the only girl
until forever
il ever love
in the cold of a winter's chill
il be there to warm your heart
giving you all of me for all time
no matter what
even if the sun refused to shine
even if we lived in different times
even if the ocean left the sea
there would still be you and me
even if the world would disappear
even if the clouds would shed no tears
even if tonight was just a dream
there would still be you and me
two hearts that belong together
from the very start
one love
now and forever
nothing can tear us apart
even if the sun refused to shine
even if we lived in different times
even if the ocean left the sea
there would still be you and me
even if the world would disappear
even if the clouds would shed no tears
even if tonight was just a dream
there would still be you and me