"then just decide!" spencer screamed this at ashley. sometimes i wish i could do the same. i miss south of nowhere. i miss the times we used to both agree how absolutely hot ashley was, talking about everything under the sun. & how i used to go over at least once a week. staying till wee hours in the night just to get my project done. you're right, i'm not gone, i'm just not there anymore. if that even makes any sense? so who's A & who's B? i want pao pao cha, honey milk tea!
& once again you left me hanging onto absolutely nothing at all. won't you just fucking reply me :(
met peiyu today! i miss her so so so much. i miss talking to her, telling her everything. she's just someone i've come to treasure so much over the years. yes, good friends. but somehow, some good friends will always be there. some will just slowly disappear as time goes by. why? this is just how things work. get used to it, cheryl.
anyhow, caught up quite abit. we're just two idiots who are trying to pick up the pieces of our life & trying to put them in place. so much for trying, try harder. but hey, at least you have someone who feels the same as you do! so cheers to good old times! don't you just wish you were still in saint nicholas?
school is starting soon, damn. i haven't had enough time to play yet. besties are still deciding if we should go on a holiday. please tell me we're going away, i need a getaway, badly.
& i just keep convincing myself that you're busy with project. who am i kidding?
I don't think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself you've left before
This time you will stay gone that's for sure
And he shouted something as
she drag her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying As she got into her car
She said no, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for awhile
No destination she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial
She was laughing about the way he shouted something as
she dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said no, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finallyI know,
I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (so done)
I'm free, I'm free, (so free)
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah
She inhales a breath she never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more
Cause she says no happily never after
That just ain't for me
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall (I'm done, I'm done)
No happily never after, that just aint for me, (I'm free, I'm free) because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another tear drop fall, (I'm done, I'm done, I'm done, so done, I'm done, so done, said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done)
hooked onto this song no thanks to yan yi! she's in korea now! hurry back bitch, you owe me drinks :D