sometimes, knowing too much brings no good. but it's only human nature to want to know. you will never be contented with whatever you have. that's why the market is doing so well nowadays, that's why there's something called economics, scarcity. okay, too much econs studying is getting into me. heh okay, completing my previous sentence, what i wanted to say is, when you find out, you tell yourself "damn, i shouldn't have known." so there, i have completed my sentence. why are we made curious? why did god invent curiousity? that's why eve got greedy, to eat the apple when tempted by the devil. okay sorry, i shall shut up & move on.
so there, i'm not angry. neither am i sad. but i don't know why i'm feeling the way i'm feeling. i can't even explain it. & my itunes ain't working with me here. thanks for playing all the emo songs luh :(
it's been awhile since i last cried my heart out, i just feel like crying. there's so much in me that i want to tell someone about. but everyone's busy. i miss cherlyn not working. sigh. & sometimes, things are better left unsaid.
but one thing's for sure, cherlyn will always be my bestest best friend. she's always there for me & i'm really thankful for her. she's the most special person god has ever created, apart from me, of course. haha. alright, not in the mood for being ego right now, but well, i love my family too. no doubt about that :)
my thumb fucking hurts. you know why.
okay, i seriously hate blogging. exams are over but i ain't happy. boo this shit. cheryl, out!
three papers down, one more to go! i'm proud to announce that i have been coping quite alright with the last three papers & i pray the last one will be alright too, cause i really need to do well for econs :(
sexbomb and i declared today our rest day, so i don't care. nothing's going to stop me from doing anything right now. once i close my eyes and dawn arrives, it's back to reality. hardcore mugging. i don't like :( actually, to be totally honest, i haven't been doing hardcore mugging. haha i have only been studying & it has been productive. i still make sure i catch my sleep. i'm such a pig! haha :D but exams are so tiring! i can't wait till thursday, it'll be over.
listen up everyone! the next major event is MY BIRTHDAY! i can't wait. i'll be legal! that's sex :)
so let me do a summary of my past week!
monday, met amerie for lunch. studied at burger king, compass. i was declared an indian alien by her :( but it was hilarious. at least it got me less stressed. haha. fish & co for dinner with peixuan, davin, chee kai, chub, sheng ming, kelvinson and fida. kungfu dunk after that! i rock, few days before the exams & there i was sitting my ass in a cinema catching a 2145 movie. oh golly.
tuesday & wednesday i was home the entire day. studying was productive :) spent time with my family & i'm starting to feel like, we're becoming closer once again. i like this feeling :)
thursday, valentines' day! the highlight of my post is coming up! :)
met amerie for breakfast! she's my breakfast valentine! then met sexbomb to study! startbucks was infested with ngee ann polytechnic students, the max yo! ben came to look for me cause we happen to be in the same area. he waited for me for like so many freaking hours, sorry love! thanks for the long wait, i really appreciate your understanding! so i did productive studying & went out with my valentine in the evening!
my valentines' day was extra special because i was with ben :)
this summarizes everything, thanks love :)
ripped this off his blog!
vday was extra special because i was with
cheryl.thanks forthe
laughs
noodles
softshellcrab
xiaolongpao
benandjerry's
tickles
waiting
cameradying
achinglegs
longbusride
peoplewatching
peoplebastard-ing
cheezypickuplines
sweatypalms
almostgettinglost(in your smile too) awwwwww.
haas.playing"doyourmb?"
because i feel warm and nice inside when im with you.=]
benjaMEAN
i'm so touched :) i swear he's the love of my life, haha :D
reached home late, but i studied till about before three in the morning. crashed.
friday, poa paper. good :) cabbed home & slept. studied, mugged, slept, stressed, cried, prayed, surrender to god. he listened to my prayers. i want to thank him, he really does miracles :)
saturday, business law paper, relatively good i guess. forgot some cases but fuck it. haha. came home, slept like crazy. the entire day away. woke up at night, studied half of eight chapters. crashed.
sunday, massed, had our favourite with the besties :) cherlyn went to work & i came home to study, sleep, study, sleep, study, sleep. literally. crashed really early. hee!
today, business management paper was alright. better than organisational behaviour last sememster, at least :) bused to bishan, then to ikea, then to shyan's pet shop :) met amerie, she accompanined me to dhoby ghaut to do some stuff. CHEER UP! i'm behind you, always! then met ben! had dinner at hans. no idea why, but yes we did. thanks for the black forest cake treat, it was yummy :D
accompanied him to take lots of photos he needed for his assignment. his sense of direction, is lets say, he's a typical guy. haha! if you catch my drift. anyhow, i realised that i take more notice of my surroundings right now than i used to! all thanks to him. haha, we did stupid things, laughed, played with his camera, walked hell alot, explored marina square, the best thing is, we had fun :) he said this sentence like maybe five times today "i'm done for the day" then he keeps his camera back into the pouch. when we walk along he decides that maybe this ain't the last after all. he's so retarded! haha uber fun there :D
bused home again, i totally fell asleep. was so tired! legs were aching like mad. haha, he waited for my bus to arrive before he walked home. hope today was productive for him & that his teacher will like his pictures! :)
i seriously don't want today to end. i had an awesome time with all! more to come, after thursday, i promise! cheryl is returning! so wait up for more action! hahaha, okay i'm turning cranky. i should go now, off to read cleo! :D