the sky has no limits, i beg to differ. how can anyone, or even anything have no limit? everyone definitely has his/her own limits. it's true no matter how patient you are, how you choose to overlook things, keep quiet about certain stuff when really, deep down in your heart, you know it HAPPENED & you're just lying to yourself about it.
i think i'm living in a world of denial. because i'm just so tired. so tired of everything. so tired of explaining & making things right. i'll just run away. but i don't like to. ah crap.
i think i'm sufferring from depression. so don't talk to me because, i snap. not exactly in the best of moods today, i'm sorry.
i think, today is one of the worst days of my life. i can't help feeling lousy about myself, even until now. but everyone's too caught up with their dirty little secret to bother about me, or at least i don't want to keep bothering anyone. it's not nice, besides, they have other commitments & their lives don't just revolve around me. & i have this tendency to affect other people's mood when i'm moody. so, okay shut up. i'm letting out too much information.
i'm crumbling inside. i'm becoming too reliant on my best friend lee jingyu. i really miss her so much.
& truth is, i'm still afraid that would happen. it'll suck, hardcore. i don't know why, it's like we're close but not close. somehow, there's this distance between us. at least that's what i feel. but i think this time, i'm being over sensitive. i hope i'm right about the sensitive part.
god please, i've been praying before every meal, everyday. why won't you help me?
i'm going to lose ten pounds in three months. here we go!