oh myy gosh ! i love this song ! -squeals :)))
i've gotta be honest
i think you know
we're covered in lies and that's okay
and there's somewhere beyond this, i know
but i hope i can find the words to say
never again, no ..
no, never again ..
'cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
that you would know
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
i'd let you go
but i've been unable
to put you down
i'm still learning things i ought to know by now
it's under the table, so
i need something more to show, somehow
so, never again, no ..
no, never again ..
'cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
that you would know
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
i'd let you go
i've got to be honest
i think you know
we're covered in lies and that's okay
there's somewhere beyond this, i know
but i hope i can find the words to say
never again, no ..
no, never again ..
'cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
that you would know
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
i'd let you go
you're a god
(oh, and i am not)
i just thought that you would know ..
(oh, i thought that you would know)
you're a god
(oh, and i am not)
i just thought
i'd let you go
i'd prefer to have you in darkness,
than to lose you in brightness.
havent blogged in awhile ehh ? ahwells. it was one hell of a week laa. sigh i dontknow ? it seems like alot of ppl have been feeling damn down ? so pungsai la. sigh. dontknow why but it jus is that way like .. i cant help it but feel
that way evrytime we all are tog ? but anw we had flag day today ? was okay ? i guess. my group chose ta go to ps ? wth. there very got ppl wanta donate laa ? hurr. but anws was having a terrible gastric pain while walking outta school with mersa & peiyu. like wth laa. was damn painful. alighted at amk central that bus stop & wanted ta eat macs. but ended up leaving da place without getting anything ? headed down ta amk mrt & made our way ta ps ? we did sth first then went ta burger king ta have our breakfast ? later on we started asking around. some ppl were really damn .. ?! wth. they jus ignore you liddat ? at least if they say "dont want" or sth liddat not so bad. they jus totally ignore you like youre invisible ? like HELLO ! -waves frantically ! hurr.
afta awhile got used ta it ? so started collecting more & more laa. there was ALOT of competition cos there were many others schools who were there ? it was like filled with so many sjab ppl laa ? haha. but anw when we saw a bunch of guys approaching, we'll go over ta "surround" them ? lol. then they have no choice lors. if that guy is alone even worse. haha. too bad. they hafta do some charity know ? haha. ahwells. had mood swing i dontknow fer what reason. cos sth happened ? i mean ta me laa. so was complaining & complaining like hell laa. heh. sorry you two. anw later evrything was back ta normal again ? went back burger king supposingly fer lunch ? but ended up only drinking ? went back flagging again soon afta cos we were like kinda motivated ? i dontknow.
did some more flagging & collected much more than this morning ? but anw, headed down ta city hall & met my group ppl ? yeap ! passed da tins ta them & waited fer da rest ta come back ? yeh. went fer lunch at around 1545 ? lunched at food junction at raffles city. yeap. lunch was hilarious man. haha. wanxin laughed till she cried laa ? wth. hahaha. went down ta heeren ? then left shortly afta ? yeap. alighted at bishan mrt & dad fetched me from there ? went fer dinner ? like wth laa. wasnt even feeling hungry. came home, bathed & here im ? haha. looking forward ta tmw ! but at da same time also now ? i dontknow if .. heh. nvm. il shut up :)) AHHHHH ! exciting man. jus read
sth :)) haha. i wish, i wish, i wish ! :))
breaking rules we always would
doing things we never should
we were so bad but it felt so good
do you remember
i think i remember
i wonder where you are tonight
but i know that you'll be alright
cos i see our star is shining bright
it's so beautiful, it will never fall
jus got off da phone with estee ! my
girlfriend ! HAHA :) was discussing about science ! haha. she was explaining stuff ta me & vice versa ! haha it was pretty funny ! esp da last part ! that silly girl :)
anw school was alright today ! was really exciting in fact ! haha ! well in da morning, evrything started ? told sng that da class still owes me thrity five bucks & owe bel ten. so we discussed & didnt come to a conclusion in da end. later on, afta sng left, SAMANTHA LOW started arguing with me ?
like wtF !
samantha:you should have told us first before getting the present ?
me: but mrs sng asked us ta get !
samantha: but you still should have told us !
me: but mrs sng was da one who asked us ta get ! (i was really pissed alr)
samantha: but still ?
me: mrs sng called estee & estee called me ta ask me ta buy ! so of cos i got ! you mean if sng ask you ta get you wont get huh ?
(interupts)
bel: MRS SNG ASKED US TO GET !
so that bloody bitch jus rolled her eyes as she turned away. then bel was super pissed she got off her chair & went over ta her ? & evrything happened. it was kinda exciting at first ? but it got scary later on ? samantha low should be so darn grateful ta me okay ! i practically saved her LIFE ! if i hadnt gone over ta stop bel, i dontknow where she'll be now ? fucking bitch. last time that incident not enough huh ? damnit.
but anw later was fine ? bel was back ta normal :) lessons were as per normal ? nothing really interesting laa. yeap. afta school cabbed down ta thomson plaza with bel ! haha.
my bitch ! lunched at burger king. chatting with her was really fun. headed ta starbucks & studied there ! haha. she was telling me about da beetle game that she & her brother played ? haha. well, we seriously did alot of studying i can say ? its like we finished evrything in like an hour ? most of them laa. fer da notes especially ! haha we felt smart :) actually we ARE so there's no need ta feel fer that. lol. had a lil' chat with her during that time also ? haha. kell & manda came shortly afta :) bitched a lil' & continued studying afta tht. yeap ! bel left. manda left. kell left. so i left too. haha. enjoyed myself ! ehh i absorbed real fast ! somehow ? haha. really had lotsa fun :)
home ! bathed & revised a lil' ? haha. watched da 2100 show & estee called so we chatted :) yeap ! haha. great day fer me ! hahahahhaha. estee & bel must be da happiest ppl on earth now ! hahahaha. she got ta talk ta me fer sucha long time & bel got ta study with me on that set of comfy sofa ! hahah plus they each learnt sth new ! yays ! i love my girlfriend & bitch ! :) not forgetting my bitching gang ! haha & my SOMEONE ! the most important person on earth ! :) evryone else too ! haha. think il go slp now ? since i slpt darn late ystd & im super shagged. haha nites world :)
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it. all of the memories so close just gonna fade away. all this time you were pretending, so much fer my happy ending.
just got off da phone with jingyu ! haha she was my DJ fer tday ! oh man ! almost all da songs which i wanted ta hear, she had them ! wow. had a great time man ! haha. till now i still cant rmb what i initially wanted ta tell her ! :(
anw tday was okay ? went fer mass in da morning. was kinda disappointed ? sigh. ahwells. lunched at my grandma's haus ? finally saw my cousins in like dontknow how many months laa ! haha. my cousin went
him: woah ! cheryl ! new hairstyle ah ?
me: NO ?! -confused look
i look different ? like no ? that crazy guy ! came home afta that & studied ! haha. yes ! i studied ! wanted ta go out with my sista but decided not ta in da end. haha. so .. yeh. i hope il score fer chemistry ? really studied fer it like hell man. oh yes ! was damn tired so i was lying on my sofa laa. then i turned & fell ? so i kicked my leg out & i hit da stupid wooden table ?! now there's like a SUPER HUGE BRUISE on my ankle there ? WALAU ! damn painful ! hurr. haha but come ta think of it, its actually quite funny laa. haha. jus that im suffering ? LOL. ahwells :)
saturday
had cca ? was super tiring ! did like dontknow how many hundred push ups ?! walau ! i did till i had blue black laa ? then had first aid ? wow they were damn pro laa ! like .. kaos. i forgot evrything alr ? oh man. hope il be able ta study my FA properly afta eoys ? sigh. i really hafta do some catching up ! :/ had evacuation afta that ? is that what its called ? hahahah. dontknow.
had drills later on ? marched on da field laa ? haha. was super hilarious ! ex-oic & qiu hong not abit come stand in front of me & mersa laa ? they say timing not abit loud laa ! deaf alr ah ! then dontknow how come, somehow, xun jus suddenly appeared ! hahahahha. we learnt something new ? like so lame laa ! haha. cldnt do it but in da end, i managed ta ? haha. kept on wanting ta get on into fast march ? laughing like hell man when i saw them doing it. LOL.
lunched with sixy without shuyu. like its alwis liddat. she went with sai ed & chenji instead ? what can i say ? haha. but anw, there was this stupid fat bitch who kept on wanting ta cut queue laa ! fucking bitch. at least i got back at her ! haha. asshole. jen left. peiyu left. went with mersa & wanxin ta find colour pencils ? cldnt find ? wanxin left. mersa left so i left too ! haha. came home, studied ! really studied ! did art & completed it ! omg ! its so neat & tidy now ! hahahha. i love my art piece ! :))
went fer dinner with my family & gramdparents ? yeap. came home, bathed & studied again. haha. till quite late ? then slept. yeap ! thats about it all ? :)
caught in the middle.