20050625
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me & you
Mistakes I know I’ve made a few
I took some shots that fail from time to time baby
You were there to pull me through
Been around that block a time or two
I’m gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how I’ve come this far
The answer’s written in my eyes
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don’t want to sleep tonight
Dreaming’s just a waste of time
When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you
I’ve lived I’ve loved I’ve lost I’ve paid some dues
And baby we’ve been to hell and back again
Through it all you’re always my best friend
For all the words I didn’t say
and all the things I didn’t do
tonight I’m gonna find a way
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don’t want to sleep tonight
Dreaming’s just a waste of time
When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you
you can take this world away and everything I am
Leave the lines upon my face
I´m all about loving you
I’m all about
I’m all about
I’m all about loving you
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don’t want to sleep tonight
Dreaming’s just a waste of time
When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you
I’m all about loving you
00:13
20050624
Like another night when the world was in my hand
but when morning breaks its only another end.hello! i'm back to blog again! haha i'm supposed to be sleeping right now but, i think i'll do a short post! heh. went back to school fer cheer practise again! :) REDDIES! I MISS OUR DAILY CHEER PRACTISES! :( oh wells! was having such a bad start to the day! anyway! i was about an hour late cos my dad didn't allow me to leave till i ate lunch :/
met
merisa at the bridge again! i have to admit, i love that girl! :D went fer practise together! haha we were being slackers i believe! i just lay there doing nothing! i was like lying on
mersa's lap telling her about all the stuff! girls talk once again with my dearest hearttalker! :D :D oh man, i really love her! haha
peiyu, i'm sorry but she's still all yours! don't get jealous la huh? LOL. alright! did some formations? i think i'm staying as red! :) i think our baby pee is completed! oh yeah man! :D we're so efficient! just found out milk run performance is in ONE WEEK'S TIME! we're not that ready yet though! :/ shit. at least we accomplished quite alot, i think! okay it's outside zouk on the 3rd july! how totally cool! it's gonna be damn cool! mr foo told us something! this is so exciting man! :D :D :D come down if you want to! heh i think it's opened fer everyone?
danced a few times then we all left! haha actually, kinda got chased out by mr foo. lol. got macs fer dinner! met
clovie & loooo! haha. went kbcc to teach clovie the dance steps! hope she remembers! slowly, everyone left! leaving me & mersa behind ONLY. how mean! oh did i mention? finally met qin! :D okay, went up & danced once more before i walked her to the traffic light near her house! i'm sucha nice girl! sometimes, i can't stand myself fer being so nice. LOL. okay i'm just being bhb, like what alex would tell me :/
dad fetched me from macs! like once in a million years! :) came home, watched teevee! haha did trail examinations! :D so prouda myself! then watched lost, followed by the o.c, then one tree hill! haha yeah! :) i'm a slacker. shit. okay, guess i'm tired. off to bed now! night night world :)
I think I'm falling in love.
01:10
20050622
i'm really really bored! i'm so worn out! so sick & tired of everything! :(
1.Your name
# cheryl :)
2. Where were your parents born
# singapore
3. What is the last thing you downloaded
# err? a song i think!
4. What is your favourite restaurant?
# harhar! too many to name! currently subway & crystal jade! :D
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
# haha, can't remember!
6. Have you ever been in a school play
# yeah.
7. How many kids do you want
# depends :)
8. Type of music you DISLIKE most
# noisy & annoying ones!
9. Are you registered to vote?
# doubt so.
10. Do you have a car
# i wish, i wish,
11. Do you like rollercoasters
# oh like DUH! :D
12. Ever prank call anyone before?
# HAHAHHAAH YES! guess who we pranked? LOL.
13. Chattin with
# alex, dhab.
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving
# mm, not sure. considering i'm afraid of heights! :/
15. Are you shy
# yeah. i think.
16. Do you think you're popular
# LOL. yes. okay i'm just being ego larrrr. haha.
17. What's the size of your bed
# QUEEN size :)
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
# who wouldn't?
19. Bath or Shower
# got difference meh?
20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4 month
# mm, haven't been watching great movies! :/
21. What's the next movie you want to see
# mr & mrs smith & alot like love :)
22. Chips or popcorn
# none!
23. Have you ever broke a person's heart ?
# ehhhh. i guess so. -shrug.
24. Status
# huh?
25. Are you a good cook
# LOL, yes :P
26. Orange or apple juice
# apple! :))
27. Who you last went out to lunch with and where
# jing & bernice! toa payoh central!
28. Fave drink
# soya bean?
29. Best thing in the world
# hah, i don't know.
30. Have you ever broken a bone
# don't think so.
32. What is your favorite board game
# mmm, i don't know leh.
33. Someone u hate?
# ha, so many! the ultimate one is joanna koh.
34. Do you have sisters
# sister, yes. sisterS, no.
35. Do you drink?
# ummm, heh yes i do.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
# schooling!
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy
# magazine!
38. Who are you going to marry
# mr right! :)
39. Who would you like to meet
# mmm. -looks at jing!
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
# i doubt there's such thing.
41. Whats your favourite song right now?
# too many songs to name!
42. Where would you go for a romantic evening?
# the beach on a very pretty night! :D
43. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
# hahahaha. i don't know!
44. Last song stuck in your head?
# i'll be there for you! :)
45. Any pets
# nope!
46. Best tv show rite now
# mmmm? none i guess.
47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do?
# oh my gosh! guitar & drums! :D
48. What do you do when you are bored
# hahahaha, rot & complain to alex. LOL.
49. How would you want someone to appreciate you?
# show it.
50. What is the one thing that you are grateful for ?
# the many many people i love! :))
okay! phone time! :)
23:24
I guess this time you're really leaving,
I heard your suitcase say goodbye.
And as my broken heart lies bleeding,
they say true love is suicide.as usual, out again the whole day today! yeah. woke up early in the morning, switching off my alarm & going back to sleep all over again! haha exactly like a PIG :/ anyway! had a terrible stomachache! :( it's been going on fer days lorr. i could almost swear. what's wrong! help :(
stepped into class about half an hour late fer math extra lessons :i gosh, i hate math now! since we're doing functions & speed & all those shit! luckily i'm studying with my darling awesome hugger! she shall be my darling teacher! :D saw her today! WOOOTT! miss her like God knows how much! :) okay back to what i was saying! haha. umm, had lessons till 1200 i think! it was damn long & BORING :l alright. went down to look fer the hockey darlings but, they left already! :/ wasted a trip there! oh wells! went back up & met
jing! :D
accompanied her to cut hair! :) headed to toa payoh mrt where we met
bernice there! haven't seen her in quite awhile! her hair's DAMN cool! i like! :D watched the woman cut jing's hair! it was kinda amusing! the way she cut is scary! :/ her washing of hair is horrible i must admit, but i shan't be mean! headed to the 'night market' after that! got mango juice & some pancake thingy! which i gave it to jing soon after cos i didn't like it. haha! left after that!
was supposed to go meet
ben! he invited me over to his friend's place fer mahjong again! haha :) was so scared i was going to get lost somewhere! haha it was kinda scary! then at the bus stop while waiting fer bus number 25, i met
shan! :) oh i miss that girl being in my class! :( she's a very sweet girl! haha well, she was gonna alight at the same bus stop as me so we alighted together! :] sat at the bus stop waiting fer quite awhile! i was getting so sleepy! then suddenly, this person squeezed in between me & the person sitting near me! & guess what, it was non other than ben! haha that
idiot! walked to
daniel's house! played two games i think, before
howard came along! we were waiting fer him all along! haha.
spend the rest of the time playing mahjong! but i must say daniel & howard are so secretive okay! don't know what they're talking or saying! :/ can get quite confused sometimes! but oh wells! left after that! haha almost took the wrong bus at the wrong side! luckily
george was there to help me! i mean, he was messaging me! he's gonna be outta town tmw! :( he's going genting! how very unfair! i wanna go toooo! -pouts. rahhhh. ahwells!
rushed back fer tuition! in the end, that teacher of mine was more than an hour late! :X felt like killing her! haha had a very SHORT tuition luckily! :) took my shower & came online! haha yeap!
today, someone broke my heart again :( HAHA.
I wanted to be your Valentine,
i wish it were as simple as it seems.happy birthday huiwen! :)
i'm back! :) haha left house at around 1430 to meet
teresa! :D well, the damn train BROKE DOWN & we were chased out of it to take another one. hurrrr. i was kinda scared. like something would happen to me. oh wells!
when i was reaching, called that woman! she is so
FULL
OF
SHIT! she thought she would be early, so she took a train down to marina bay & sat back to orchard! how silly & funny can this girl get? haha! love my lesbian partner to bits! she's damn cute! haha okay, teresa, please control yourself. i know you're very excited. LOL.
i decided to go change money first. so i walked towards wisma. this lady approached me & suddenly asked me how old i was! i was like ERRRR? so i asked why. then she just asked me to say cos she needed it. i was like thinking
what the fuck are you trying to do? but obviously i just told her i was FIFTEEN. she was like "OH. okay never mind then!" i was like WTF! haha then i walked another THREE STEPS, this guy came up to me! i was like HUHHHH? he asked me fer my name & number! some stupid modelling shit! he asked me if i wanted to be a model. i said NO. but he didn't let me walk off! so i had to give my name & number in the end. how stupid of me right! hurrrrrr. oh wells!
met teresa after that! i was complaining to her! she kept laughing & laughing at me! :/ wanted so much to slap her face! but being the nice me, i didn't. haha :) okay, went shopping, shopping & more shopping! haha
chloe joined us soon after! haha. we shopped like shit at zara! went in & outta the fitting room like at LEAST five times! lol. complained to them ALOT. about some shit people. haha i was kinda irritated. i mean, yah.
left fer subway after that! :D i love eating there! haha i got a feeling i'll be frequently going there fer food, which totally sucks! which means, i'm gonna get FAT :/ milk run performance is coming! maybe i should start my diet all over again! RAH. but it never works! AH WELLS :i left fer downtown east to meet ben! walked SUPER FAR into pasir ris park! finally reached the bungalow! haha. played majong then left! yeah. ben walked me to the bus stop! i mean, he SHOULD! haha.
stupid la he. kept poking me! what a big bully! just like
ALEX! :( i realised i keep getting bullied! :/
school tomorrow! God, save me! :(
alex;don't bully me okay! forever doing that! how MEAN of you! :( haha of cos it's nice knowing us! like DUH right? lol. okay la. take care! see you soon! :)
20050621
okay i'm bored! while waiting fer teresa, that fos girl, i shall do this! :)
WHAT IF?Your crush suddenly asks you out?
; of cos i'll go la!
You walk into an elevator and see a couple making out?
; haha i'll say "excuse me!" lol :p
Your parents had another baby?
; gosh, don't kill me!
You're trapped in a building about to explode?
; wait fer God to take me away!
You were granted one wish?
; mm, i don't know! i want too much! :/
Aliens invaded earth?
; yah right, stupid question.
A guy (girl if you're a guy) suddenly kissed you?
; slap him.
You won a date with your celeb crush?
; can't be bothered. i'm not those kinda crazy person!
You were given a blue car?
; i'll spray it red! :D
Your boyfriend/girlfriend breaks up with you??
; jerk.
You win a million dollars?
; shopping! haha.
Someone gives you flowers?
; haha accept it la!
You receive a love letter in your locker?
; oh that's stupid.
You fail your exam?
; numbed by that already!
You get first in class?
; haha i always do. LOL kidding :p
Your computer crashes?
; fuck it. haha.
You got fired?
; i think the other way round!
Your best friend betrays you?
; i'll hate her fer the rest of my life!
You had to choose between your boyfriend/girlfriend and your best friends?
; mm. i don't know! all are equally important! :)
You miss your ex?
; can't do anything about that what!
you want to call him/her?
; i won't wanna call.
what can you say to those who are reading this right now?
; HARHAR. i'm super bored.
okay, another one! time's not up yet! heh.
A is for AGE:
; EIGHTEEN! :D -winks!
B is for BOYFRIEND's name:
; i like the name nicholas! haha but, it's not really that important at all! :)
C is for CAREER:
; haha i wanna sleep all day & earn money! :p
D is for DAD's name:
; jacob!
E is for ESSENTIAL item to bring on an airplane:
; huh, myself? haha.
F is for FAVORITE song at the moment:
; mm, i like alot of songs!
G is for GIRLFRIENDS:
; haha too many to name LARRR ;)
H is for HOMETOWN:
; singapore la!
I is for INSTRUMENTS you play:
; shit this question! haha. none.
J is for JAM or JELLY you like:
; both!
K is for KIDS:
; erin! my cute lil' cousin in australia! & ethen! :D
L is for LIVING arrangements:
; luxury! haha.
M is for MOM's name:
* joyce!
N is for NAME of your best friend(s):
;
LEE JINGYU! harhar. she must be overjoyed! well, many more larr. haha like qin, jing, peiyu & mersa! haha & many many more! :D
O is for OVERNIGHT hospital stay:
; i'll prolly get food poisoning! :/
P is for PHOBIA[s]:
; heights & bugs. EWWWW.
Q is for QUOTE you hate/like:
; don't tell me that it's over.
R is for RELATIONSHIP that lasted the longest:
; no comments.
S is for SINGER(s) you like most:
; too many! :)
T is for TIME you woke up today:
; got woken up by my stupid brother at 1230 :/ slept at 0500 this morning la! cos i was on the phone with someone! don't know which name she prefers me to use so, haha! yeah. stupid brother! :/
U is for UNIQUE habits
; ehhh, i don't know!
V is for VEGETABLE you love:
; haha i love most vegetables! :D
W is for WORST habit:
; SLACKER :)
X is for X-RAYS you've had:
; zero! haha i'm very healthy, NOT :i
Y is for YUMMY food you make/bake:
; haha cookies, brownies & many many more! :p
Z is for ZODIAC sign:
; huh, mine? pisces?
okay i'm off! LATERS! :D
14:23
20050619
i'm gonna make it happen, somehowwas at camp this whole entire week! gosh, i could've died & may hearts would be broken! awww. LOL.
training camp from monday to wednesday! piece of shit! so tiring! only eight of us from my squad went fer training camp! :i but anyway! we had fun! haha but it was DAMN TIRING I SWEAR! the first day especially! we did the normal cca stuff on the first day. i had to sign two extras? damn it man. so i didn't sleep at all the whole night! only two hours of sleep! gosh! cos we had changing parade at 0230 in the morning! the juniors are so slow okay! we ended only at 0400! by that time i could not sleep anymore cos i had sentry at 0430. so, i hardly got any sleep! :/
the next day was just as tiring. we had games though. haha fun :) yeap! saw mersa! oh yeah man. haha. anyway, it was really tiring la. the last day was slack! FINALLY met
jana! oh gosh i miss her like nuts okay! i miss my old church! but, i think i'm starting to like my new one like mad :)) we had area cleaning fer like one hour? my group got to clean the specs stand which didn't take much time! haha so we slacked fer an hour! well,
waner & i got the best group trainee. but seriously, waner if you're unhappy about it, it's all yours. um, then grandpa took me to my uncle's house! had lunch there! haha then came back! slept fer fifteen long hours! but the next day when i woke up, my eyes were STILL swollen :/ it had been swollen fer the whole week! gosh.
went fer cheer practise on thursday! it was damn tiring!
jess asked if i cried! haha i was like noooo! heh. we danced & danced alot of times okay!
kelly, sam & vanessa came to find us! :) went fer lunch with
mersa after that! was complaining to her like mad about some jack ass! haha. opps :i what a bitch i am. well, i'm sorry. just too bad. ha. went home & packed fer confirmation camp the next day! :D
okay confirmation camp rocked! like seriously! :D :D :D but many people were so annoying! LOL (inside joke!) like ewww. hahahaha. okay. we all met in church! had mass! then headed to fmm! :) it was kinda boring at first! especially when we got broken up into groups! i was like all alone okay! it sucked. but it got better :) well, i think alot of stuff happened during camp! i made many many new friends! & once again, i'm involved in a scandal which totally sucks okay! if dhab is reading this, she'll prolly laugh her heads off. so like, whatever! :( anyway! on the first night we gossiped alot ALOT! i could almost swear! haha alot! :p
cherylann, cherlyn, averil, dawn, andrea, bern & me! we were bitching about everyone! haha it was damn funny! slept like early in the morning.
next morning was more motivating! haha we had the stupid hula hula shit! hahaha i was laughing like mad okay! hahah. well, it was touching, at least fer me. cos i cried alot during the nigt :i it was so embarrassing okay! i hate crying in front of people. it sucks being stared at! :( anyway! at night i appointed my guardian angel! :p hahah this wonderful guy called
george! cos
nick kept bullying me! so since george was standing beside him, so just pull him in. hahahaha. yeah! but, i bet he's enjoying his post! :P okay this is the freaky part! when
cherlyn, averil & i were talking outside our dorms, i heard knocks coming from this metal cupboard & i screamed? i shocked everyone else! haha they all came running into the dorms too! but i was really scared! i went to sleep right after that! heh.
woke up with swollen eyes again this morning! okay this is the part when it really started to suck. i cried like mad when we did something in the morning. really! i couldn't stop. haha my darling george guardian angel had to keep passing me tissue! lol. i was kinda shocked myself :i but anyway! came back to church! oh did i mention ethen?! oh my gosh! he's like so damn cute okay! can't stand it! hahaha. daniel was being so irritating! he kept bullying me okay! :( haha but anyway! we had mass! cherlyn & i did the offerings! heh it was funny! hahahah. oh! i did the don't know what reading thing on the second day mass too! haha. okay i just love confirmation camp like mad! :D it totally rocked! well, guess there's only memories left behind! i thought our class is more bonded now! :D well, charles was being a total jerk! ha he screwed up the freaking projector thing! LOL. toooo bad! i was laughing like crap okay! hahahahahhaah hilarious.
went fer dinner with my parents cos it's my mom's birthday! yeap! hahah. that's all i guess! heh, i still have a huge crush on my crush! gosh, this sucks! :( alot of stuff has been happening! ahhhh. i don't know what to do! :( help! can't wait to see
jing or qin! :)
21:07