20040320
tday wasnt tht bad.
just tht i was rotting away during sector trg.
hehhs. nth ta do mah.
but da 3 stewards were there :)
kinda had fun joking & playing arnd lah.
so tmrw's da day ! :/
anws,
jiayou snsj ! :)
knw we can do it ! :))
yeap ! we'll laugh tgt, cry tgt kkayys ?
(like wht anna msged me)
yeahh.
JIAYOU ! :D
loveyaaa all ! :))))
left sector trg early.
cause had ta go fer mass.
sis's friend came too.
nicholas i think ? hahas.
yeap. but i didnt enjoy mass tday as much.
aiyah. its pretty obv why rightt ?
-stares at sis, shuyu & womann.
ohwells. went fer dinner at hougang mall.
met my dad & we came home afta dinner.
yeap. thts abt it all lah.
just trg, sector trg, church & home !
how boring huh ? lol.
anws, was all tensed up justnow !
washed my uniform & i made it worse ! :|
hopefully da small lil' stain cant be seen !
ahhhhh ! -screams & pulls hair ! :/
HELPPP ! someone save me ! :(
-
bahh. feeling so shitified now :|
haiis. i cant see
eyecandy tmrw !?
why why WHY ? bleahh.
-BIGGsighh :(
when the world wasn't upside down, i could take all the time i had, but im not going to wait when a moment can vanish so fast.
23:16
20040319
OMG ! this is
damn sweet ! :)
read it. hahas. once
agn i got this frm my sis. hehhs.
its nice ! awwwwww :)))
a girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
he said .. no.
she asked him if he would want to be with her forever ..
and he said no.
she then asked him if she were to leave would he cry ?
and once again he replied with a no.
she had heard enough.
as she walked away,
tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said ..
you're not pretty, you're beautiful.
i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever.
and i wouldnt cry if you walked away .. i'd die ..
sweet rightt ? haiis.
-biggFATsighh :/
-
:((((((
i cant go fer mass this sunday !
-whines ! :/
cause ive got zone com :|
scaryy ! helpp.
i also cant see
eyecandy ?! :(
anyhows, tday sucked.
was having mood swing da whole day i think ?
vented it on my bro as usual.
but tday he was being super irritating.
trust me man ! :/
went seletar ta eat lunch.
thn sent my bro ta da doc.
off ta amk central ta get my new sch shoes :)
finally man. hahas :)
met aunt rosa [?!] there.
she was so blurr ! hahas.
she cldnt recognise us ! lol.
off ta fetch my bro afta tht.
got m&ms ! they have this new egg one ?
not very nice thou.
mini eggs are still da best ! x)
righttt
estee aka husband ? hehe :p
came home. watched liu xing hua yuan 2 ! :)
had chi tuition afta tht.
afta tution had many calls.
made many calls too.
im sry
huiwen !
my dad didnt allow me ta stay. yeap.
sry ! :/
completed my hw, bathed & came online agn.
talked ta
jingyu on da phone fer awhile justnow.
hahas. cheerup kkayys ? it aint tht bad lah.
yeap ! SMILE dear ! :D
okies im boredd ! plus hungry too !
havent had my dinner yet ! :/
sighh. fat fat FAT :/
loving someone who doesn't love you back is like reaching for the stars; you know you'll never get there but you just keep on trying.
22:44
there's something 'bout the way you look tonight,
there's something 'bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
there's something 'bout the way your lips invite,
maybe it's the way that i get nervous when you're around.
and i want you to be mine
and if you need a reason why,
[chorus:]
it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me
the way that i want you tonight,
it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say,
you feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.
there's something 'bout how you stay on my mind,
there's something 'bout the way that i whisper your name when im asleep
oh no.
maybe it's the look you get in your eyes.
oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
and the reasons they may change but what im feeling stays the same.
[chorus]
i can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
so don't ask me to describe,
i get all choked up inside, just thinking 'bout the way.
[chorus]
20040318
will i always be there for you?
when you need someone, will i be that one you need?
will i do all my best to, to protect you?
when the tears get near your eyes
will i be the one that’s by your side?
will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will
will i take tender tender care of you?
take your darkest night and make it bright for you
will i be there to make you strong and to lean on?
when this world has turned so cold
will i be the one that’s there to hold?
will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will
will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will
yeah
and i love you more every day
and nothing will take that love away
when you need someone
i promise i’ll be there for you (there for you)
i promise
will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will
and i promise (and i promise)
i promise (oh i promise you)
i will be there when you call me (when you call me)
i promise (i promise)
i promise i will
21:54
went fer sector tday.
8
LONG hours ! :/
but ohwells. had fun lahh. i supp.
met peiyu at 0945 at cityhall.
was late. sry dear ! :|
talked ta her abt some stuff.
lol. was laughing all da way.
thn we saw bus 100 so we started chasing afta it.
but we didnt get it in da end :/
sat dwn & waited fer another bus.
we were running late alr by thn.
so whn a bus came we just asked if they wld pass HQ.
luckily it cld ! :)
reached there like 1 min late. lol.
they havent started yet.
so just stood out there & started crapping arnd.
with peiyu mostly lahh.
passed suhui her bdae pres :)
hope she likes it. hehhs :D
had a 'lecture' in da nursing room.
was damn boring lah. so just sat arnd talking.
a grp of scouts ppl came ovr ta da other side.
thn they kept on leaning ovr ?
so da plastic is like coming ovr ta our side ?
so irritating ! so i just kept on pushing & hitting !
damn ass lahh they all.
still dare ta complain ta their tcher ?
tht stupid fucking tcher came ovr & scolded us ?
well, sorta lah.
he said smth like "there's ppl sitting opp also. so pls stop pushing ? esp ppl ovr there (points ta my direction)"
like wtf man ! walau.
ask his damn scouts ppl ta move lah ! :/
ANWS ! had lunch at BK with peiyu.
hahas. suhui they all were there.
just kept laughing & laughing.
fer no reason at all ! lol.
came back early & told ghost stories ! :)
was damn fun ! lol.
we freaked ourselves out. lol.
so darn fun man ! XD
thn went back fer footdrills.
did nth at all. NTH !
just be judge only.
talked ta peiyu & sqdmates.
had fun lahh.
val dont get so stressed up kkayys ? :)
your drills are FINE ! :)
thn went back ta da zone 1 & 2 room.
walau. stinks like HELL.
lol. okay im mean. hehhs.
charles spoke ta us fer a long time. hahas.
was crapping all da way. lol.
thn left fer tp.
got dinner & came home.
yeap. thts abt it all lah.
kinda love tday ! :)
hahas. had loads of fun ! :)
except
one part. yeahh.
ohwells. guess il just hafta face it ..
bleahh :/
they say true love hides behind every corner ..
then i must be walking in circles 'cause i can't seem to find it.
20040317
all i know
is everything is not as it's sold
but the more i grow the less i know
and i have lived so many lives
though im not old
and the more i see, the less i grow
the fewer the seeds the more i sow
then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
i wish i hadn't seen all of the realness
and all the real people are really not real at all
the more i learn the more i cry
as i say goodbye to the way of life
i thought i had designed for me
then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
then i see you standing there
im all i'll ever be
but all i can do is try
try
all of the moments that already passed
we'll try to go back and make them last
all of the things we want each other to be
we never will be
and that's wonderful, and that's life
and that's you, baby
this is me, baby
and we are, we are, we are, we are
free
in our love
we are free in our love
this is my correction for the song below these words:
all i know
is everything is not as it's sold
but the more i grow the less i know
and i have lived so many lives
though im not old
and the more i see, the less i grow
the fewer the seeds the more i sow
then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
i wish i hadn't seen all of the realness
and all the real people are really not real at all
the more i learn [x2] the more i cry [x2]
as i say goodbye to the way of life
i thought i had designed for me
then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
then i see you standing there
im all i'll ever be
but all i can do is try
try
all of the moments that already passed
we'll try to go back and make them last
all of the things we want each other to be
we never will be [x2]
and that's wonderful, and that's life
that's you, baby
this is me, baby
and we are, we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
free
in our love
we are free in our love
22:55
tday's boring lah.
duno why but mood has been swingging :/
just vented it on my
stupid bro.
he was being such an ass ! :|
anws woke up & started studying.
have no idea why either.
hahas. im being so weird lately ..
mmhmmmm o_O
anws thn ltr waited fer my dad ta come home.
had lunch, watched a lil' tv.
thn left haus fer tm.
as usual, my bro was such a
freak !
cant stand him alr !
fuck man. bleahhh !
watched
haunted mansion ! :)
super nice ! you HAFTA go watch it !
i highly recomend it ! :D
it was damn nice lah.
esp da ending ! :)))
happy ending ! lalalalalalas.
may be going ta watch it agn :)
ate dinner at pastamania.
yeap. walked arnd there fer awhile thn left.
reached home at arnd 2140.
bathed & here im ! :)
tmrw there's sector trg at HQ :|
dont wanta go ! gna be so damn boring.
but luckily ive got peiyu :)
hahas. meeting her at 0930 at cityhall mrt.
hope vrethg will go smoothly.
okies im off. ta surf fer lyrics. hehhs.
byes world !
i was blinded by your halo,
so i never noticed the horns.
20040316
happy birthday meixian ! :)
at MY womann's haus now ! :)
hahas. supp ta be doing hw.
just finished doing ALL my math sums x)
hahas. so proud of myself. mmhmmm.
still have .. duno how many more sub ta go.
shall write dwn my hw list ltr. hehhs.
had fun talking ta her & all tday :)
hahas. hope youre feeling beta now womann ! :)
yeap ! cheerup kkayy ?
yeahh. loveyaaa loads ! :D
okies i shall blog abt ystd ! XD
superrrr fun ! hahahahas. lol.
ystd
went out with
GRASS plus few of peiqi's friends.
went ice skating ! :)))
hahas. was damn fun.
cause i didnt knw how ta skate so they helped me along da way :)
yeap :D
delene was 30 mins late ! :/
anws, there was this damn irritating guy.
cause me & peiqi were screaming away ..
thn he was like saying duno wht
"scream & scream. ahhh !"
smth liddat lahh. damn ass lahh he.
wth. so afta we sorta learned how ta skate w/o help,
we went afta him.
hahas. he kept going outta da ring.
thought it was pretty obv tht we were afta him.
lol. damn funny lahh.
pauline was like "PUSH ME !"
thn she pushed herself ?
was laughing like HELL LOADS man !
lol. she was damn funny lahh.
pushing herself ?
cause she wanted ta push tht guy dwn mah.
she was da PRO thn :)))
but in the end we didnt mnage ta get him lahh.
there was also anr guy lah.
he was like saying abt us.
cause we were joining hands mah.
he said "woah push one dwn the others also will fall tgt."
me & pauline heard him lahh.
we were like so pissed ! :/
so we hit him.
but he only lost balance.
he didnt fall :|
in da end left at 3 plus.
cause some of da friends wanted ta leave.
we were like so bu4 fu2 qi4 !
went pizza hut fer lunch.
ate so much ! as in
SO MUCH.
bleahh. fat fat fat :/
afta tht walked arnd fer awhile.
thn left with womann cause da others wanted ta walk smmre.
on da train talked ta her abt
some stuff.
yeap. was damn fun lahh.
afta she left, met my family at ps.
ate d' creeps :)
thn had dinner which i didnt eat.
hahas. ate fried ice cream instead !
damn gd man ! -licks lips ! :p
watched
butterfly effects with my sista.
it was kinda boring lah.
but the ending was damn sad :(
they didnt end up tgt.
dont like these type of endings. hehhs.
before da show started,
my sista said smone looked like
eyecandy ?!
pls lahh ! WHERE GOT ? WORLDS APART MAN !
aiyohh ! got me so excited fer nth. lol.
afta da movie met my mom thn we went home.
reached home at arnd 2230.
was damn tired.
but still stayed up till 1am ta do my chi hw.
hahas. im so guai. this is not me man. lol.
okies think il list all my hw now. hahas :)
holiday homework
1.
zuo wen
2. zhou ji
3.
chi compre & close passage
4.
chi bao zhang
5. speech
6. reading record
7.
2 math worksheets
8. artpiece
9. IPW
10. elit game
last night i matched each star with a reason for loving you. i was doing great until i ran out of stars.
17:31
it's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
picking up the pieces, walking back into the light
into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
there's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes ..
my dreams came true, when i found you
i found you, my miracle ..
[chorus]
if you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
and if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here ..
standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name ..
my dreams came true, right here in front of you
my miracle ..
[chorus]
if you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
and if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here ..
brought me here to be with you,
i'll be forever grateful (oh forever faithful)
my dreams came true
when i found you
my miracle ..
[chorus]
if you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
and if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here ..
yes they brought me here ..
if you could feel, the tenderness i feel ..
you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here ..
20040314
i saw
eyecandy tday agn ! x)
lalalas. -jumps arnd !
anws had lunch at hougang central.
havent been arnd hougang fer a long² time.
just found out tht they painted hougang mall orange ?!
eeyers ! :/ it doesnt suit the layout ?
bahh. wht am i talking man. lol.
came home & did math agn.
oh man. still have like 10 plus mre questions ta go.
plus so much hw left.
haiis. hope i can complete them in time.
did art halfway also.
had no inspration afta tht.
think im gna do my work afta blogging.
tmrw going out with
grass plus few other ppl.
ice-skating ! :D
thn il be watching a movie with my sista ! :)
anws, dont feel like blogging alr.
so BYE.
each and every end is always written in the stars.
if only i could stop the world,
i'd make this last.
22:09
as i sail with you across the finest oceans
on our way to find the key to our emotions
together we will move the clouds to brighter days
some people question what i say, try to break up you & me
but i know this love between us is growing stronger
you can call me whenever, from wherever just remember that
i'll be there trought all the stormy weather
us break up never, no, we'll be together forever
chorus
you dont miss your water till the well runs dry
but i believe so strongly in you&i
cant somebody answer me the question why
you dont miss you water till the well runs dry
as is ylose my eyes sir back while reminiscing
of when we used to fuss&fight but end up kissing
there may be sad & painful times along the way
but in my heart you'll always be, everything and more to me
chorus
for you are always on my mind, you are always on my mind
girl you know that you
you are always on my mind
you are always forever
chorus (x2)
if you ever get the feeling
you wanna play around srart cheating
remember you dont miss your water till the well runs dry
a tear stained pillow,
a half-broken heart.
a box of old notes,
all torn apart.
a single tear rolling down my face,
a memory we shared that no one can replace.
a few little words that were left unsaid,
a memory of your voice still stuck in my head.
that song on the radio still reminds me of you,
a river of tears and no one to turn to.
the smile in your eyes still leaves me confused,
a realization of being used.
a dream of being held tight in your arms.
a strong grip that comforts and warms.
a phone call that i still wait to get,
a feeling of letting go that my heart just won't let.
a half-hearted smile everyone gives to me,
a pain inside that no one can see.
a hug or maybe a sweet smile would let me know you still care,
a feeling inside tells me that you're not there.
a fear that i've held inside for so long,
a fear that i know i've done something wrong.
a question in my mind asks me is the end near?
a broken heart denying that it's really here.
a single tear rolling down my face,
it's that memory we shared that no one can replace.