Tell me baby cause I need to know.

last night was fun to the max yo! went to bestie's house to get her ic then watched the 9 0'clock show there! her stupid dog was being horny as usual. it kept smelling my butt all, i think it's attracted to me! HAHA. talked to bestie. i miss the times we spent at her place talking about nothing at all. three of us hit off so well together! now, that's never going to happen again. oh well! i'm not sad :)

haha never had so much fun clubbing before! & when you're high, you should always leave your phone aside cause you'd never know what you'll do with it. lost my favourite pair of ear rings at zouk last night too :( saw jordus & kenneth thete too! haha & that actor ben! sorry for troubling you, kenneth!

i used to hate zouk like crazy! thought it was damn boring all. well, yesterday totally changed my impression of it! it was damn fun! or prolly what shi said was true, it's the company that matters :D like the more retarded they are, the more fun it'll be. plus drinking two full glasses of flamming lambo added to much excitement, or rather, it made us all high! HAHA.

i didn't know what i did last night, who i called, what i said. i hope i didn't spout nonsense to anyone. oh well! sufferring from a hang over sucks. my head hurts :(

i'm having a terrible toothache! i'm heading to marina south later for steamboat/bbq! but i'm not hungry at all. there goes my money! & i thought i was rich, yesterday. HAHA!

When will my reflection show,
who I am, inside.

happy children's day! :D i wanna be a kid all over again, no worries, no troubles. i don't wanna grow up!

POC is finally over. 29 september 2007. have been long awaiting that day & it passed so quickly. it was supposed to be a happy occasion, someone just had to spoil my mood. if not for shuyu, i think i'd have cried a whole river full! she still knows me the best, my character all. sometimes i just don't understand. haha she asked me not to use a rose to decide my fate but, maybe i should! haha.

so 11/12 juliet members passed. we didn't meet our group goal but it's fine i guess. what matters is that we put in our efforts & we know we did our best. there's always next year anyway! the results for the best trainees were kinda shocking! still disappointed but there's nothing much i can do anyway. i still want to rant about that jerk, how can he make personal judgement on people? it's just so unfair & i don't like people who sterotype. you don't even set an example yourself & you still dare to comment on people. ugh, whatever. so be it. it's over!

we reached mt faber at 140pm! shuyu's mom drove valarie & i up. we got lost! haha but we still found our way in the end. ate at ya kun toast with charles sir & gina ma'am! haha she's damn cute :) rehearsed for the big thing at night a couple of times. i'm sure because of this, the whole course knows who pan hong yi is now. HAHA! poor guy. can't believe benjamin mistook him for fang yu! omg, totally don't look alike luhhhhh!

wasn't feeling that well during the rehearsal. felt faint. luckily there was valarie to take care of me. haha if not i think i'd have fainted or something. did ushering! haha ushered all the big shots into the room for the ceremony. spoke with ming jie & lai yong too. haha she took so long in the toilet we thought something happened to her or something!

when the ceremony started, we just stood there like robots can. haha & the speeches, my god, they were all frigging long! talk about summarizing. haha my ass luh! i think i can totally cut their speech by half. haha. we almost died! halfway during the speech, valarie & i had a sudden urge to visit the toilet! but we did, duh! but it was funny. haha.

got our certificates. was so happy for my entire group! :) when i saw the sir putting on the rank for valarie beside me, i almost cried. we worked so hard for it & now we're finally getting what we've been waiting for. but i still don't feel like an officer. i still feel like a normal nco! i guess i must start adjusting myself!

the food wasn't good, at all :/ so much for all our money we paid for. & they kept clearing the less than half eaten dishes away. i bet no one had much to eat. haha. performances was good! i think juliet's performance was awesome! everyone was joining in, singing the songs together & watching the video. it made me so proud that so many people actually appreciated the video :) all our hard work & effort paid off! :D i'll always remember this cheer: G double-O-D-J-O-B Good job, good job! it's like, alot of memories came running through my mind, especially the hike where we were all mentally challenged. but we did it! congratulations to our whole course :)

it was funny how oscar also did a video clip! haha like bravo division all did videos. good job guys :) this is why we're in one division together! two groups thinking as ONE :D i didn't cry, not cause i wasn't happy/sad. i just couldn't. was damn high. haha i kept screaming & cheering, i have officially lost my voice now. i choose to believe that i sound sexy. HAHA!

gave out the cds which i made for my whole group, including my instructors & SI. after which my mood had a 180 degrees turn! was talking to shuyu all the while. i really miss her & i hope we'll go out soon! together with peiyu & ying ying too alright :)

i don't like people who don't reply to reply-able messages. hurr. it's damn annoying & if you wanted to do it on purpose, congrats yo. you succeeded in making me upset.

after POC, some of the zone 1 & 2 officers headed to vivo for macs! we talking non-stop about the funny things that happened in nco course! haha we had a good laugh indeed! cabbed home with chub, fida & zi peng. the cab fare was super expensive! omg, night light robbery yo! reached home at one!

haven't been able to sleep well recently, STILL. i don't know why! my stupid eyes are swollen for no reason! it's making me sad :( i've been a good girl the whole of last week! staying home & helping my mummy with the housework. i'm guessing this week too?

last friday, i enjoyed myself very much :) i love ben & we're going to get married at age 25 if we're still single. HAHA! bestie bestie, hurry get over & done with your As so we can go out together! the three of us, i miss you so! & cheer up okay? always here for you, this i promise you :) alright, i'm feeling tired. down with cough, flu & sore throat. i need a doctor. hurr.

Missin' your love.

here are some photos! :)


jun hao with his two pretty trainees :D haha!


zone one, all for one, one for all :) congrats guys!


JULIET! thanks for everything. we did it, together! :D keep the cd for memory! love you guys!


i love you both so much! thanks for accompanying me throughout everything, from day one :)


i think this picture is a nice picture :) it's the first time i have such neat hair! omg. haha! & i just realised, the three of us are so tanned!