you've got to make your move,
you've got to make it soon,
cos you're dying inside.
hello! i'm finally back to blogging again! well, it's kinda been awhile since i last did blog! but oh wells! life's been pretty much the same! just that next week is gonna be hell! yes & i know that! seems like everyone's gonna have so much tests & all! :/ i still hate school alright!
but YES, i still do have my crush & bestfriend! haha although sometimes i really hate them very much! haha :/
realise i have been kinda involved in church activities nowadays! after confirmation camp! haha! went back to church last night fer novena! shouldn't have! now i'm like so famous in church! like the priest totally embarrassed me in front of the whole church! :/ cos the youths were supposed to go on stage! then he saw me still in school uniform so he called me outta the whole crowd! then he asked me what time i woke up! so i said six! then he looked at his watch & saw the time was about nine something! so he said to the whole church that i deserved a round of applause & everyone was like clapping fer me?! so embarrassing okay! :/ goodness me! -hides!
anyway! today woke up kinda late! haha though i like HAD to wake up to go to church fer the reahrsal thingy! yeah. met cherlyn & averil. so we went to find anthony! oh yes! haha talked to george! yeap! okay um, anthony said the rest of the guys weren't there yet so we just slacked around & talked! haha. took lunch then we went to find bern! but, she was nowhere to be seen! haha. met her after that la. that girl, she went home! haha went compass to get our clothes fer tmw! yeah cos of the dress code thingy. yeap! found out that the stupid rehearsal thing was postponed cos apparently the guys didn't turn up! what jerks! as usual! hurrrrr :/
mm, then shopped around till about 1545 hrs! yeah! cherlyn followed me home to put my stuff! :) thanks darling! haha then we left fer cath class, back to church Again! haha. we had some discussions in class then we helped to decorate the stall that we're holding tmw fer the funfair! :) yeap! hahaha nick totally has a crush on me la! he's my crush wannabe! LOL. cos last week he asked fer my number, then this week he wanted to trip me & he told us this quote! 'i tripped you cos i wanted you to fall fer me.' LOL! hahahahahahhahahahah! we were all making fun of him like shit la! hahaha! he's sucha joker! :D nick, haha you still owe us a treat at marche! I DON'T CARE. haha it's a must! fer making us wait like that! :)
after that we headed to compass point again! haha the usual four, without ben this time! yeap! had dinner then shopped around! haha. we seriously did alot of shopping cos we wanted to bore the guys out! well, kinda la. hehhhh. then we headed to heartland mall! haha shopped again! lol. was kinda fun hanging out with them! :D haha funny people! had a super good laugh at what sudi did to cherlyn! hahahahah! okay i'm so sorry! but it was funny! heh. headed home after that la. yeah!
nothing much, just feeling super crappy & hyper now! hahaha but, i still have some things going through my mind. i don't know if what i'm doing is right, but i think i should just follow my heart. in the end, we'll see what the outcome is. sometimes i feel i'm giving out too much but i don't get anything back in return. & i thought you were someone to me :i
oh wells! nights world! :D