20041225
haha my only wish this year. -looks at xun & jing
can santa grant me this ?
actually there's another wish. to go ta the beach at night during christmas eve. but that didnt happen. ahwells. hope next year it'll happen.
last night i took a walk in the snow
couples holding hands, places to go
seems like everyone but me is in love
santa can you hear me?
i signed my letter that i sealed with a kiss
i sent it off, and just said this
i know exactly what i want this year
santa can you hear me?
i want my baby baby, yeah
i want someone to love me and someone to hold
and maybe maybe maybe
he'll be all my own in a big red bow
santa can you hear me?
i have been so good this year,
and all i want is one thing.
tell me my true love is near
he's all i want, just for me,
underneath my christmas tree
i'll be waiting here,
santa thats my only wish this year
christmas eve, i just can't sleep
would i be wrong for taking a peek?
cus i heard that your coming to town,
santa can you hear me?
i really hope that your on your way,
with something special, for me in your sleigh
oh please make my wish come true,
santa can you hear me?
i want my baby baby
i want someone to love me and someone to hold,
and maybe maybe maybe
we'll be all alone under the mistletoe
santa can you hear me?
i have been so good this year
and all i want is one thing,
tell me my true love is near
he's all i want, just for me,
underneath my christmas tree
i'll be waiting here
santa thats my only wish this year
i hope my letter reaches you in time.
bring me love, i can call all mine.
cus i have been so good, so good this year
can't be alone under the mistletoe,
he's all i want in a big red bow
santa can you hear me?
i have been so good this year
and all i want is one thing,
tell me my true love is near
he's all i want, just for me
underneath my christmas tree,
i'll be waiting here,
santa thats my only wish this year
he's all i want, just for me,
underneath my christmas tree
i'll be waiting here.
santa thats my only wish this year
santa thats my only wish this year
18:13
merry christmas ! :D
hey everyone ! merry christmas ! hope santa visits each & everyone of you tonight ! may all your dreams & wishes come true ! yeap ! LOVE ! :)
each of you are special in God's eyes :)
CHERYL
xmas 2004.
20041224
love this song. i dont think i'll get my christmas wish this year :(
i don't want a lot for Christmas
there is just one thing i need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the Christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for Christmas is you
i don't want a lot for Christmas
there is just one thing i need
and i don't care about the presents
underneath the Christmas tree
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa Claus won't make me happy
with a toy on Christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for Christmas is you
i won't ask for much this Christmas
i won't even wish for snow
and i, i just wanna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe
i won't make a list and send it
to the north pole for st. nick
i won't even stay awake
to hear those magic reindeer click
cause i just want you here tonight
holding onto me so tight
what more can i do
oh baby, all i want for Christmas is you
all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of childrens'
laughter fills the air
and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me
the one i really need
won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly
i don't want a lot for Christmas
this is all i'm asking for
i just wanna see my baby
standing right outside my door
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby, all i want for Christmas is you
all i want for Christmas is you, baby
01:16
20041223
i was only thinking of you,
hoping you were thinking of me,
two hearts beating just like one,
against the world .. baby ..
i am always dreaming of you,
hoping you are dreaming of me,
i could never live,
one day without your love.
you kept appearing in my mind, somehow :)
anyway i had a horrible day today. mom kept yelling at me today. fuck la. dontknow what the hell's her problem ! damnit. before leaving the haus she scolded me like fuck. what the hell ?! was damn pissed so jus slammed the door behind me & left.
off ta meet
jingyu & danfong ! haha. was late. super late ! finally met up with them ! in like 1247163456813495134967109867105 years !! miss them like hell ! okay so we shopped around aimlessly. haha. talked & stuff. saw so many hundred ppl today ! :D
jinghui teresa amanda jessalyn were some of them ! i miss my pile of RUBBISH ! :(
wanted ta catch a movie but the time slots were not suitable so ended up walked around instead. haha. from wisma to taka, then cine to heeren, then back to wisma, taka then to fareast, lastly, back to wisma. HAHA. we were kinda tired so jus sat at macs doing nothing at all. haha. took a picture with danfong ! we were wearing santa's hat ! :p super cute !! hahahahah. before we all left, jingyu gave me my christmas present ! that billabong skirt ! OH MY GOSH ! i love her ! i was super touched ! as in seriously ! thanks ALOT dear ! I LOVE YOU !! :D super touched ! didnt expect it at all. she also gave me this damn cute toy sweet thing. haha super cute ! x)
after the both of them left, went to meet
mich & tricia. haha. walked around the same places again. yeah. then came home. kinda quarrelled with my mom again. i dontknow what ta do now man. jus hope she listen to what i hafta say. hurr. whatever la. anything. i jus have the sudden urge ta say this. haha. I LOVE MY SISTER ! :D :D
okay im miss last night like HELL. someone, please turn back time ? :(
11:59
20041222
on this perfect day,
nothing's standing in my way.
on this perfect day,
when nothing can go wrong.
it's the perfect day,
tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
i could stay,
forever as i am
on this perfect day !
in a super good mood now !! :D havent been so happy in AGES. well, shant put too much info in. heh. the beach part was definately the best of all. oh my gosh. the stars tonight are so pretty !! :)) the picture of the whole scene cant stop flashing back. just damn perfect. the view especially ! :D
thanks ! fer bringing me there, fer the damn expensive dinner ! aiyah thanks fer everything !! :))) almost done with all my homework. haha almost :p halfway through it already la. haha. hope i'll be able ta complete it in time. anyway,
im so caught up in the moment, i think im crazy ! as in seriously ! haha. oh wells. that's kinda good. LOL :p
monday
HAHA. out with
suhui xun & some owl & elephant ppl. yeap. went escape. i was like super late. sorry ! anyway, had a great day la. haha. all the rides. hilarious. sat & sat & sat. then i went insane. so laughed throughout all the rides. lol. we were like all sliding from one place to another. hahahaha. bet you wont understand what im saying. ignore it then. hahaha.
after that, walked to the interchange then went fer dinner with xun. yeap. then headed home. hahaha. funny. all the crapping. lol. come to think of it, i didnt really feel left out. haha. wonder why. ahwells :)
tuesday
oh my gosh. what a horrible morning i had. woke up at six so that i could meet
merisa peiyu & jen in time fer some revision before the assessment. hurr. but anyway, we DID revise. haha. so much some more. come to think of it, all those revision fer first aid didnt help at all. hurr. but nvm. at least now i know. HAHA.
re-assessment was crap. i screwed everything like shit. seriously la. i screwed up everything. sigh. dontknow la. maybe cos we were under quite alot of pressure. like alot of the seniors were looking la ? after it, i was feeling damn demoralized can ? like .. all those studying till late at night didnt help at all. ahwells. after the assessment went macs with them. had lunch. burnt my finger with the boiling hot water can ? my heart was like not there already la. too disappointed i guess.
we were damn bored so headed back ta school. HAHA. jus sat in the canteen & started talking. hahaha. super funny. xun joined us later on. jus crapped & crapped till six plus ? then jen left. followed by peiyu & merisa. so me & xun jus sat there & talked. kinda saw the sunset la. haha. halfway i suggested that we should leave. went fer dinner cos i was hungry :/ haha. yeap. after that headed home. was super shagged so i jus fell asleep on the sofa after bathing. lol. anything la. heh :)
i want an iPod !! :(
the perfect day, a picture perfect memory.
another perfect day and all my troubles go away :)
11:57
20041219
wipe each tear away with sand paper,
tonight i'm not alone.
i just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head.
woke up SUPER early today. was up at six thirty but fell asleep again. so i kinda overslept :/ but luckily i got a cab the minute i was down. heh. met the rest at mr bean :) listened ta them study & i was like thinking to myself 'wtf. i dontknow anything they're talking about !' but i jus sat there & stoned. haha.
fell in at the headquarter's carpark. damn bloody hot sia ! was like dying. lol. then later they come & tell us that our papers are not ready yet ? so we wasted a trip there ? but it'll be ready by one. so we were like kjfrekfnqlerwerbfgeqhghjre !! haha. so went fer lunch at army market. of all places :/ didnt eat anything actually. jus sat there & started chit chatting away. LOL :p
then
dhabitha & pris were like teasing me !! :/ dhabitha even went to the extend of strangling me ! rah ! :( okay so she jus came to my table, sat down on an empty seat & started talking & teasing. hurr. anyway then she tested us on some stuff fer the exam. yeap. headed back ta headquarters & we jus sat around stonning. was damn tired so fell asleep a couple of times :/ caught dhabitha wanting to take photos of me sleeping. hurr :/ what so interesting ? i dont get it !
took the paper. it was super easy. i mean maybe cos i read through so it kinda sounded familar ta me. yeah. after that went city link mall ta eat. haha crapped alot.
peiyu's super funny ! hahahaha hilarious ! that girl ! haha :D after she left,
shu jen mersa & i headed fer bugis. sent shu off then we jus walked around aimlessly. haha. then sent jen off followed by mersa. then i left.
was making one HUGE round cos i thought no one was going to be at home. took a bus home & alighted at the stop before my stop. then walked home. haha was wasting time you see. then came home, everyone was home. hurr. wth. waste my time. in the end they didnt go out fer dinner or something ? hurhur. ahwells. at least i exercised. lol.
came home, bathed then here i am. re-assessment is in two days time & im so unprepared ? i better get started. im so fucking stressed ! :( i wanna get in zone com but i doubt i will cos .. im so unprepared. aiyah whatever. im off :)
im frozen stuck in the past.
20:52