FIRSTLY, i absolutely hate it when people take my stuff without asking & that irritates me ALOT. i'll swear if i could! imagine that happens each time you try to find something. hell, that absolutely sucks!
SECONDLY, i don't think i deserved to be treated like i'm invisible. i regret saying all those stuff which i've said before. i thought we were fine, until that day. i finally found out, the 'thing' we have between each other, could never be resolved. i just know it. so i think, just fuck it. stop all your pretense. stop all the lies. i've had enough. i wonder why, i suddenly realise how much i hate your.
THIRDLY, i'm not some kinda toy. take me whenever you need me & throw me aside when you don't. i can't tolerate these kind of shit. you can just jolly well go to hell. HAHA.
FOURTHLY, stop interfering with my life! i know what i'm doing! stop trying to change me to a person i'm NOT. be happy with who i am. just stop complaining about how imperfect i am, cos i know i'll never be the perfect person you guys want me to be.
aiyah whatever it is, just fuck it. i swear i'm on the verge of breaking down. sometimes, i just feel like my whole life's crashing down on me. i feel like cutting, very badly. but i just can't. i've made promises. but i guess promises are made to be broken huh? you did the very same thing to me too, but you don't even give a fucking damn. but guess what? i'm a person who keep to my word. yes, trust me. all of a sudden, i feel so alone, alone in this world. there seems to be no one i can trust. & i mean no one. rahhhhh! no one's ever here when i need them. one day, i'll just run away from all these, & when the day comes, there's no turning back & i know it.
HAHA, guess what. i'm driving myself crazy thinking about all these stuff. fuck.