i don't know what to do now. on one hand, i don't want to lose you forever. but on the other, i need to know. it's getting into me. this horrible feeling.
& you leave me confused once again. sigh.
won't you just drop me a hint? to show me that you even care. a slightest bit.
yay i found out my last paper ends on the 12th so i have two extra, or maybe three days extra to shop for christmas! there goes my card, swipe swipe swipe like nobody's business. haha i still don't know what to get for you :(
there's a girl in my mirror, i wish i knew who she was.
i care, i always do. you just don't give me a chance to.
i'm feeling so fucking suicidal right now. it seems like the lack of sleep for the past two fucking weeks has finally taken effect on me. nothing i say seems to come out right. nothing i do is ever going the way it was planned. i might even fail my upcoming tests.
at this rate, we'd never be able to unstd each other like how we used to, anymore.
why do i have a feeling it's going to be all over, even before i know it?
maybe you just don't unstd me enough. just like all of them. they never did really unstd me enough too. or maybe it's just me. it's hard to explain how i'm feeling now. i just need to head down to a stationery shop.
now, tell me that's life bringing me back to years ago. i shall relive it. soon.
if i told you i miss you too, would you believe me?