mmhmmm. nothing much today ? woke up & waited fer my sista ta come home before going out fer lunch ? mom alighted fer her class then we went old airport road ta lunch :) the food there damn yummy ! haha. afta that left fer da kallang macs ? heh sat there & rot fer about one hour or so ? then me & my sista went fer youth mass at st annes :) haha. it was PATHETIC i tell you. like so few ppl there ! haha. we were late so stepped into church & like could feel everyone staring at us la ! wth. haha. but anyways, it was already quite embarassing then later they invited da youths up on stage & like we didnt move la. then father pointed us out & asked us ta go forward also ? so darn paiseh la ! :/ heh. like no where ta hide my face. haha.
but anyhows, didnt stay fer da food ? cos i thought my sista wasnt in da mood ta do so ? yeh. went west plaza ta get our dinner & came home. yeap. we were darn bored at home la ! so my sista started using our digi cam ta take photos ! LOL. we did some crazy stuff man ! hahahhaha. especially our videos ! hahaha laughed so hard till my stomach was aching ! heh :) i jus love going crazy with my sista cos once we do, we jus go crazy ! :) haha. get it ? doesnt make any sense but never mind ! heh ;)
jus completed all my science worksheets ! left a couple of them blank though. i feel stupid :/ ahwells. tmw's agi. dontknow what time they're meeting yet. they havent told me. sigh. im dreading it ! :( never mind. arsenal's playing now ! :D hope they'll win ! yeh ! alrights ! im off ! laters ! :))
love this lyrics :)))
beauty queen of only eighteen
she had some trouble with herself
he was always there to help her
she always belonged to someone else
i drove for miles and miles
and wound up at your door
i've had you so many times but somehow
i want more
i don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
she will be loved
tap on my window knock on my door
i want to make you feel beautiful
i know i tend to get so insecure
it doesn't matter anymore
it's not always rainbows and butterflies
it's compromise that moves us along
my heart is full and my door's always open
you can come anytime you want
i don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
she will be loved
i know where you hide
alone in your car
know all of the things that make you who you are
i know that goodbye means nothing at all
comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
tap on my window knock on my door
i want to make you feel beautiful
i don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
and she will be loved
and she will be loved
and she will be loved
please don't try so hard to say goodbye
please don't try so hard to say goodbye
yeah
i don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
try so hard to say goodbye
my love for you will never end, you'll always be my baby boy.
at this rate that im thinking, i dont think i can live past today ! sigh. not in da mood ta blog but i guess il jus talk about my day. went ta meet
estee at her tutor's haus. her driver fetched us ta school afta that. met
bel and
qin ! studied ? heh ate ALOT ! at about 330 bel & estee left so me & qin decided ta stop work too. had a great time talking ta her about stuff ! :) i love you qin ! :D talked all da way till 710 cos my daddy came ta fetch me. went fer another round of dinner ?! :/ i seriously need a diet ! came home, bathed & watched singapore idol ? continued watching da chinese show afta that. heh then here i am !
the curious me jus went ta read something again ? got me upset all over again ? sigh. this is jus life man. fine im outta here before i see something unpleasant ta my eyes ? sigh. oh yes ! thanks
jingyu fer hearing me out all these while ! heh sorry i alwis rant at you. but seriously, i think there's only 0.1% chance left now. ahwells. im off ! laters !
lazy ta change all da capital letters ta small ones ? but anyways, this is a damn nice song ! heh love it ! :)
Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your sigh?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
You'll say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
I need to know
Will you still love me tomorrow?
a little late for all the things you didn't say
i'm not sad for you
but i'm sad for all the time i had to waste
'cause i learned the truth
your heart is in a place i no longer wanna be
i knew there'd come a day
i'd set you free
no warning of such a sad song
of broken hearts
my dreams of fairy tales and fantasy,
were torn apart
i lost my peace of mind
somewhere along the way
i knew there's come a time
you'd hear me say
i'm sick and tired
of always being sick and tired
i jus typed out a whole damn chunk & da stupid internet jus had ta crash on me ! WTH ! hurr. anyways i shall blog it all over again then. yeap !
today was fun :) in da morning, woke up & went fer breakfast with my family :) had a great time ! :DD came home, did a lil' work & took a nap ? lol. got yingfen's message then went ta meet her at da park ! did a lil' catching up i guess ? yeh. then later she came ta my haus ? used da computer & surfed around :)) heh. i really miss her man ! she didnt change a single bit ! she's still da person i knew :) but her hair changed ! hahaha :)) she left at 517 ? haha. hope il get ta meet up with her again ! SOON !
anyways, had dinner & here i am ? yeh. hahaha. shall blog about my other days !
monday
went with my sista & got my hair cut. super short now ! ahhh ! my poor hair ! :( but anws, was supposed ta meet
kell at thomson plaza but apparently she was half an hour late. so called
jingyu & she, being sucha wonderful girl, accompanied me :) thanks ! :D finally she came. went ntuc & shopped fer our bbq stuff. took a bus down ta jae's haus ? was at da bus stop when it started ta pour damn heavily ! so decided ta cab down ta her haus.
siggy was alr there.
qin &
bel joined us shortly afta. then
cris came. played bball.
pauline ziwei &
jeryle joined us too. got wacked twice by kell. once on my back & da other on my arm. it went numb ? :( ahwells. went back jae's haus & got ready fer da bbq ! cris bel & i started da fire. 'feasted' on sausages crabsticks popcorn marshmellows & bee hoon ! haha. how pathetic. but we enjoyed ourselves ! :) had a long walk with my woman ! haha. i wish, i wish :) anyhows, left her place at around 2220 ? yeh. thats about it all.
tuesday
went back school fer science extra lessons. heh im good at chemistry man ! it rocks ! lol. i hope ? anyhows, it ended late. afta that went bishan ta watch
anacondas with
jing &
pauline ! took neos. heh. bel wanted ta join us but i guess she was jus not in da mood ? heh. da show was NICE ! GREAT ! haha. i screamed a couple of times ! lol. recomemded ta watch :) jing left later on ? towned with pauline ! she got a pair of jeans which i intend ta get another day. heh. left & came home afta that. had tuition. talked with my teacher ! heh she's nice actually ? :) got ta watch my tv ! hahahah. ahwells.
okies. ive blogged. haha off ta watch tv ! laters ! :)
but i know it may be too soon to ask what you like
but i wanna know what you've been through and what you want from life
it’s the real way i feel for you and been so hard to find
but i know how you feel for me too and you’re the only girl on my mind
glory of love's playing on radio now :)
anyways, feeling damn down now. fer some reason. sigh. i wish but there's like a 0.00000000000000000000000000000000..1% ? :(( hurr. jus so .. fucked up. ahwells.
feeling damn tired now. dontknow if its like jus my body or what. feel sick & tired of my life too. like ? sigh. i dontknow. what's the point of living man ? like its so pointless ? ahwells. im outta point. forget it.
out da whole day. went fer mass. got a total shock ? it was him but not HIM ! :/ never mind -stares at my sis
but anyways ! heh that ass's getting cuter & cuter ! hahaha. okay crap. lunched with my family. towned with my sister later on. got tickets fer
a cinderella story AGAIN fer da 1510 one AGAIN. heh. had alot of time ta throw so jus walked around aimlessly. went heeren ? looked at stuff la. spore's boring man. met laura twice ! :) bought alot of food ta snack ? lol.
left fer cine & sat in da cinema waiting fer da show ta start. anyhows, da show was still as great ! though my sista said it was okay ? dontknow her la. haha. but i cried again :/ what's this man. hahaha. but chad michael murray's DARN CUTE ! :))) haha. movie ended. sista jus got her pay so she treated me ta phin's steakhouse :) food was quite okay la. but not very worth it cos da portion they give is like PATHETIC. heh. ahwells. afta that went back ta heeren. walked around looking fer a present fer my sista's friend ? yeh. walked & walked & finally got something. yeap !
headed down ta fareast afta that. made alot of rounds ? lol. got this damn nice black skirt ! oh man. haha. i jus love my darling sista cos .. she has good taste, jus like ME :D hahaha. okays crap.
jus trying ta make myself happy here. ahwells. went ta zara afta that. by that time, my legs were aching like some shit already. haha. luckily i didnt trip & fall down da stairs man. heh. took da train home. bathed & here i am ? yeap !
da reason why im feeling so down now is cos i jus read something & its like really totally impossible ? guess my hopes are dashed huh ? sigh. was jus talking about it ta my darling sis in da bus jus now. guess its all over ? sigh.
im like living in a fantasy without meaning ? sigh. ahwells. hope il be able ta get my hair cut tmw. cant wait. jaime's party's tmw too ! haiis. off ta surf again i guess ? maybe coming online wasnt sucha good idea afta all. never mind. im off ! laters ! :)