poc is finally over. & it was all my fault. i spoilt everything. fuck.
it was kind of hectic, the entire day. was so caught up with decorations in the hall, i barely spent half an hour with my group. i am so happy yan kai & chong bing came. it made my entire day :)
the night before, pei xuan & davin stayed over my place. did the presents till about 4 in the morning! was so frigging tired. but i can proudly say it's all worthwhile :) cause i love sparta! & i'd do anything for them! hope all of you liked the presents! & hope my cookies were yummy!
anyway back to the 26th january 2008. the worst, most cursed day of my life!
programme was running so tight. everyone was rushing for time. finally did the decorations, table arrangement was screwed up too. can't believe some of the cadets. just stood at one corner pretending to do something. tsk, i got scolded for that.
& i can't believe you actually said that to me. fucking insulting. i think, i still hate you. maybe hate's too strong a word. i dislike you :(
anyhow, was so busy running up & down in my fucking heels! to get the advanced video to work. transferring all the data into different laptops. hurr it was horrible! so tiring! we had so little time till we skipped parade!
awards presentation went well. it was so fun! but i don't know why, i was made the usherer. i didn't even know what to do alright! mdm low nagged at me :( haha then dinner! buffet style. it was alright i guess. same food as poc. haha i still love the fish. then nco awards. congrats to all who got something! those who didn't, it doesn't mean you are any worse! :) everyone's equal & good in their own different ways :)
so hui xuan got overall best, & jia hui got it for basic. seng got best instructor! you deserve it babe! :D
night programme. i think i owe everyone an apology. sorry i screwed things up. everything was messed up when i realised my phone was gone. the person who stole my phone, definitely someone within us. it's fucked up. i don't know why he/she did that, but now that i lost all my contacts, my messages. those were so dear to me. what i used to have with you is now gone forever. & i know now that since everything is changing, it won't be the same again. fucking hell, what i used to share with you, is gone. i just broke down into a million thousand frigging tears of pain, hurt & hate. of course, you came to my mind first thing. i really miss us, thankfully we're okay now.
but the fact is, some mother fucker stole my phone. & this is my message to you, you will burn in hell. suffer for eternity! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T!
but before my phone got missing, the programme was SO fun, touching. i felt the love, warmth & especially the bond. i'll really miss my group. spartans will live forever! haha when we were singing those songs, there was a serious rush of emotions! haha. when they asked the cadets to give their instructors a hug, oh my god, i hugged each & everyone of them so tight. i just didn't want to let go. it's the first year i'm so damn attached to my group. you guys have been the bestest group ever & i really hope we'll stay this way :) that's why, hugs are so important! they mean so much to me, how about you?
so yes, sorry for conducting a body search. i didn't suspect anyone actually. i was so prepared to lose my phone forever. & yes, i can now say it's gone. sigh, i miss it. but daddy got me a new phone on sunday. i love my parents so much. sometimes they can be really nice & sweet! but despite all the quarrels & everything else, i know i love them so dearly. haha. okay, shit i'm going too in depth! anyway i got motorola v9. fucking sexy, hot & everything. just like me HAHA. it cost $738! thanks parents love!
grandpa is in hospital. don't know what's wrong with him but i hope all's well! get well soon my cute grandfather :)
so right now, i'm currently trying to get back on track to studying. getting used to the new phone. trying to retrieve all my contacts slowly. haha i feel like a noop. i don't even know what functions it has! stupid, yes. & i stupidly accidentally deleted all the photos taken during poc from kai's camera. i'm fucking stupid. so now i have no more photos left. can't fucking hell retrieve it cause i permanantly deleted it :( i was so upset i ranted at so many people. i'm so sorry. but i cried, 26th january 2008 is a cursed day for me! please, shirley, tell me you have that photo! that chia chia chia's cute photo we took. sigh, i wish i have special powers like heroes, then i could turn back time like hiro! hurr.
alright, bca is useless. no correction, school is useless! waste of time, we're doing NOTHING. bloody hell. going out with xuan later :)
this is a sad but happy post. poc 2007 was fun! but sorry for messing it up. the phone stealer has to take all this blame. you just had to be greedy, earn your own money, bitch/bastard. whatever. i'm out!
i miss my bestie loves :(