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haha. tday was fun ! haha. hardly any lessons. during sci was watching this reproduction video thgy ? not disgusting only laa. they show all da processes ? haha. evn grow hair also come & show. LOL. not laughing there only laa. haha. cos reminds me of sth. mole in da forest ! :p haha. was crapping some shit with pauline till i didnt pay attention in class. haha. ohwells. was damn slack & funny laa :)
was supp ta have math afta tht. but ms rockey wasnt here agn ? yarrs. so stayed in class ta try ta complete my art ? yarrs. but in da end it also didnt help. so i went on ta complete my home econs worksheet. since i knew it cld be completed in time so .. haha. yeap ! got marks smmre so did it first lors ! :)
thn had PE. played mini tennis. not boring only laa. but was laughing like mad during one point of time. cos pauline hit da ball to mei's bottom part & it looked exactly like .. ! so i started laughing ! she also hit nat chia laa. haha. damn funny. i evn fell laa. agn lors. how clumsy can i get man :| hehe. ohwells.
had monitors meeting during recess. they said food wld be provided but in da end also dont have. luckily we got our food frm canteen first. haha. so we got ta eat so much earlier ! :p had spot check. yeap. they also checked our class kit. haha. not pathetic only laa. lol. had chi afta recess. was super slack too ! haha. had sm discussion thgy agn. bel started her stupid san bu thgy agn. haha. but only fer a short while laa. yeah. IPW afta tht. we didnt hafta present ! :) yay ! haha. at least got one mre week. plus my stupid art havent completed yet lors. argh. feeling so stressed now laa ! :/
dad fetched me home tday. it wasnt slack since i came home. have been either on da internet looking fer pictures fer da stupid art, or i was studying my work fer my chi tuition :| not tired only laa. haiis. working all day :p
had tuition thn dinner afta tht. yeap. was super late fer cath class. it was so darn quiet inside & i scared myself cos i thought da priest was giving da speech tday. haha. luckily not man ! :) was super boring laa tday's lesson ! -yawns. can slp man ! haha. im serious ! :/ oh i noticed tht ed & gillian's guitar tcher is playing fer us every friday ? haha. i not slow only laa. lol ;)
woah. im damn tired now man. think i beta go complete my stupid art. haha. feel so bad fer asking so many ppl ta help me print :/ ohwells. anw, THANKS ! :)
is all that we see or seem, but a dream within a dream ?
late at night when all the world is sleeping
i stay up late and think of you and i wish on a star
that somewhere you are thinking of me too
'cause i'm dreaming of you tonight
'til tomorrow i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
than here in my room dreaming about you and me
wonder if you ever see me and i wonder if you
know i'm there (am i there)
if you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
would you even care
i just wanna hold you close but so far
all i have are dreams of you
so i wait for the day and the courage to say
how much i love you
i'll dreaming of you tonight
'til tomorrow i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
than here in my room dreaming about you and me
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turn it inside out so i can see
the part of you that's drifting over me
and when i wake you're never there
but when i sleep you're everywhere
you're everywhere
just tell me how i got this far
just tell me why you're here and who you are
'cause every time i look
you're never there
and every time i sleep
you're always there
'cause you're everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes it's you i see
you're everything i know
that makes me believe
i'm not alone
i'm not alone
i recognize the way you make me feel
it's hard to think that
you might not be real
i sense it now, the water's getting deep
i try to wash the pain away from me
away from me
'cause you're everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes it's you i see
you're everything i know
that makes me believe
i'm not alone
i'm not alone
i am not alone
whoa, oh, oooh, oh
and when i touch your hand
it's then i understand
the beauty that's within
it's now that we begin
you always light my way
i hope there never comes a day
no matter where i go
i always feel you so
'cause you're everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes it's you i see
you're everything i know
that makes me believe
i'm not alone
'cause you're everywhere to me
and when i catch my breath
it's you i breathe
you're everything i know
that makes me believe
i'm not alone
you're in everyone i see
so tell me
do you see me?
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happy birthday ruobin ! :)
haha. tday's quite a fun day laa. yeap ! sch was slack. damn slack. its been quite awhile since we last had any lessons. haha. ohwells. anw, afta sch we had mapfa :) vrethg went well. luckily i wasnt discouraged by my first shuttle run timing. hehhs x) got all A. & now thanks to my STUPID 2.4 i cant get full marks. argh ! 2 bloody seconds ! damn ! :/
finally took my first meal afta napfa. yeap. had lunch with merisa, peiyu, pauline & bernice. was sorta with shuyu, sai & ed. yeap. cos they were sitting the other table behind us. yeah. so ate & talked. haha. peiyu was like kinda falling aslp ? lol. she was really tired. cld tell. haha. ohwells.
walked out with pauline, peiyu & bernice afta tht. was saying all those jokes agn. haha. or rather riddles. lol. was laughing laa ! :) went macs with pauline. ate so much afta tht. haha. da sweet taro pie ! :) super nice ! yeah. plus mash potato ? plus plus .. ? cant rmb alr. haha. waited fer sam low ta call me back cos we were supp ta go ta her haus ta do the stupid art work thgy which we needed ta hand in by tmrw. argh. mr foo was in a damn bloody fucking bad mood & he vented it on us :| -shurg. so unfair leh ! think sth happened ta his family ? he didnt evn shave .. ahwells. hope he'll be okay. he was so much nicer last year ..
in da end sam low said she had tuition so we cldnt go ta her haus. i went pauline's haus instead. haha. on our way there we talked. as in
talked. oh man. haha. cant believe it. its been quite awhile since we last did tht. haiis. found out sth. was damn funny laa. but it was also quite painful ? ahh nvm. haha. pauline you shld knw. but nvm. haha. ive learnt to live life da way it shld go ? aiyahhs duno wht im talking also. hahaha :p
reached her haus at ard 1830 ? yeah. started on our art. didnt complete it there of cos. pauline got her new phone. haha. its quite nice laa. but of cos da phone which i want is nicer ? as in i think its nice ! oh man. now i also want a new phone ! :/ haha. left at ard 2000 plus. yeah. walked out in da dark. not scary only laa. walked so fast out. haha. this time i was alone laa. not with mersa ? scary ! :|
went ta orchard afta tht. ta get jingyu & ruobin's bdae present ! :) yeap. walau. i spent a bomb i tell you. didnt check da price & i just paid. uhhuh. so now im broke ! totally broke ! :/ ohwells. ath fer my gdfriends laa :D well, left there at ard 2120 hrs. not late only laa. as in considering tht it was a sch day da nxt day ? took da wrong line. walau. was so damn tired i got onto da train which came first. how stupid can i get right ? in da end, had ta change ovr ta da other train & finally reached home at ard 2240 hrs ? yarrs. luckily my parents didnt suspect ath. or not im so dead ! :| haha. okies. i shall continue with my art now ! sigh. duno wht ta do ! rahhs ! so hard ! so stressful ! >|
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hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends (miss you miss you, miss you miss you)
where are you and i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as i stared i counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
(miss you miss you, miss you miss you, miss you miss you)
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mmhmmm. tday went quite well :) except fer da part where i still havent completed my art pieces ?! cant print !? ARGH ! stupid laa. whn i asked ard vreone refused ta help. rahhs. haiis. ahhwells.
sch was kinda slack tday. haha. hardly had lsns. only history, clit, chi & sci. all da other tchers didnt come. before recess had history followed by clit. history was kinda torturing. didnt understand wth ms keh was talking. abt source base. ohwells. thn clit. wahahahs. slack lsn laa. no one was listening. she was so pissed she walked out of class evn w/o us thanking her ? haha.
ran 2.4 km with estee & sas tday ! :) feel so accomplished. haha. i act ran 8 rds in total ? like my first time laa. was cheering them on in da first rnd. thn ltr on i ran with them in da second rnd. yeap. tht sas kept on stopping so i had ta hold her hands & run ? haha. ltr i was asked not ta run on da track so i went onto da field. so many ppl pushing & i tripped & fell. how nice laa :| my knees were damn painful laa. sorta scraped it. yeah. but anw, pushed grace on but in da end she still failed ? sigh. nvm. she can do it ! haha :))
had chi afta recess. caipok was damn slack. we were asked ta make a paragraph ? i was in bel, chew, jessica & koni's grp laa. thn i did all da work ? plus jess sm ? aiyoh ! tht bel & chew arh. damn funny laa. duno sitting there acting sth out. walau. make me laugh my ass off man. talked abt their "san bu". lol. thn ltr bel went crazy ! CRAZY ! she wore her shorts so damn bloody high & she pulled up her socks ! haha. she looked like a nerd laa ! totally man ! ahaha. was laughing like shit ! tht silly bel. alwis doing these kinda thgs. hahaha :)
went MPR cos ms rockey didnt come. yeap. so talked with jinghui, merisa, pauline, jae & ber. yeap. tht stupid chen xiu mei. damn asshole laa. ask me where ppl disappeared to i very knw laa. walau. thn started ta question & thn scold me. wtf. whts her fucking prob ?! argh. but tht didnt spoil my mood tht much laa.
went back ta class. had sci. the reproductive system. haha. wht an interesting topic man. walau. crapped alot of shit with pauline. haha. 100 metres race ! LOL. -grins at pauline, chew & bel ! hahaha. stupid chap laa. duno why da shit we hafta learn tht. haha. but anw, molly was scolding us agn .. as usual. haha. gave us hell loads of hw man. argh. stupid laa. havent done a single shit yet since i got home :|
went ta jing's haus afta sch. haha. her mom fetched us. was supp ta go out with kell but in da end .. still went with them laa. mersa & bernice also went. yeap ! haha. in da car was talking ta so many ppl laa. haha. was laughing like mad ! bet her mom thinks we're one hell of a crazy ppl ! lol. thn ber kept on making fun of jing's sis. haha. called her "cutie". lol. was damn funny.
went ta her haus. SUPER NICE ! esp her room ! walau. so lucky lors ! hurr. anw, had lunch while watching tv. haha. watched tv till 4 thn we decided ta start work. did da stupid art all da way till almost 8. me & mersa laa. bernice left at 6. yeap. thn not abit paiseh only laa. keep on making jing & her family do thgs fer us ? ahh ! so sorry ! :| left with mersa at ard 8. kept on scaring ourselves saying got ppl following us. as in "people" ? got so freaked out we started running. was damn freaky laa. i just cld feel smone. scary ! :| oh man. made mersa cab home first. cos she let me da last time. yeap ! ltr no taxis wanted ta stop fer me so i took a bus dwn ta bishan. yeap. waited fer 30 freaking long mins thn FINALLY i got a cab. there was this fucking fat lady who stood in front of me & she hailed a taxi & da taxi stopped in front of her & not me ? walau. wtf man. i rolled my eyes at her. asshole. come & cut my queue ? smmre i was having gastric pain laa. walau. whtevr ! :/
got home at ard 0845. yeap. ate my dinner & bathe. staright afta tht did my art till now. haha. how hard working am i ? very. hahaha. okies i not abit talking ta myself laa. now still finding ppl ta help me print .. but they all give da same reason. ARGH ! im so dead ! :| oh ! i just rmb ! napfa's 5 item's tmrw ?! oh man ! :/
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hey ! bad day fer me tday. started off pretty badly. was in a damn bad mood this morn. vented it on my idiotic bro. rahhs ! anw, sch was fun tday ! haha :) esp afta recess ! chew & bel were
SO crap ! lol. they were damn funny laa. bel was like sorta pissed with chew cos she used my bottle to squirt water at bel. thn ltr bel just kept on throwing tantrums laa. lol :) was super scary ! but she was damn cute laa. haha :) afta tht they started singing this song which is like stuck in my head now ? rahhs. haha :p they were just super funny laa. at least sth ta cheer me up :)
afta sch was super hyper. haha. went ta pauline's haus's lounge ta study. but pauline decided ta cut her hair so i went in with her. she's damn chio now ! but her tied up hair is like .. haha. pathetic :p no laa. just super short now laa her hair. hehs. i also cut my hair. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN ugly ! hate it like hell man ! wtf. didnt expect it ta turn out liddat laa ! wtf. hate it ! argh ! it looks horrible kay ?! damn it. i will NEVER ever cut my hair at any other place other thn my old hair dresser. rahhs ! damn it. regret it man ! whn will my hair grow back ?! >| & thanks to my mom, commeting on my hair, i hate it EVEN MORE. sucks laa. she said she dont like my hair. argh. whtevr laa ! damn fucking shit.
came back & studied laa. haha. supp ta be studying but no mood. ohwells. guess im off ta watch my tv ! haha. america's top model coming up nxt ! :) whee ! hope shannon wins ! she's super chio ! haha. among all of them laa. yeap !
if i could put into words how my heart feels when i see you, or when i think of you, i would be talking forever. mmhmmm. if only
he knew. sigh. ohwells :/
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