20031031
feeling so damn freaking tired.
so not in the mood to blog.
since i went out the whole day.
shall blog tmr la. yupps.
haiis. nvm. saw my gb and ..
just wanted to say this ..
annonymous :
heyy ! like HELLO ?!
i told you i didnt steal it ok !
and pls. you cant evn see my template !
how you knw tht its the same ?
unless you did
smethg thn i duno la.
and its really not the same lors !
its uploaded by my sis btw !
and besides there is such thg as
coincidence ?
if you dontknw. im telling you.
we cld have taken it frm the same website ?!
and besides,
i dont evn knw who the hell you are.
once agn just get lost ! wth.
mind your own bussiness la !
or rather fuck off !
i say i didnt and i really didnt.
there is nthg i can do if you dont wanta believe !
and like you said .. GOODBYE !
stop bothering ! |:
22:07
20031030
you dont see thgs the way i do.
nthg much today.
had sch which we did nthg ?
i mean we didnt have any activities ?
and thn we were doing this thg in com lab.
wit the unity pple ?
and guess wht ? fatty was there !
hahas. cos half of unity was wit us la.
but now act, i dont really hate her but ..
somehow i do also ? aiyahh.
dontknw la. just dont feel like hating anyone.
but i guess now i just cant seem to forgive
you.
i dontknw why but it just seems too hard ..
too hard fer me to do so.
cos i trusted you so damn much !
told you hundreds of thgs !
and its all just gone liddat ?
haiis. nvm. i shall not get personal here.
anws, aft sch had training fer cca thg.
was qt fun la.
cos my seniors were damn nice ?
hahas. they damn funny !
kept on making us laugh ? :D
hahas. and tht valerie.
vretime she laughs or smile,
she wld make me smile or laugh too !
duno why but i just find her damn funny !
hahas. she's nice la.
at first i thought she was those like ..
not friendly type ? cos she looks serious ?
now i think she's nice ! hahas.
thn we did the bandaging thg tgt ?
hahas. damn funny !
i must rem to bring a cam the nxt time !
hehe. alright.
nthg much to blog alr la.
just tht i duno how im feeling ?
duno wht to say anymre ! ):
ohh ! hahas. dev is damn funny !
hahahahas. tell you,
walk wit her !! can laugh like crap !
hehe. kkae. think ill stop la.
eyes getting tired ! -yawns.
shall go slp alr ! hehe. nites ! (:
amanda :
heyy dear ! (:
mms. you dont be too sad too k ?
cheerup la. like wht kate and teresa said,
no matter wht your decision is,
we'll alwis support you kkae ?
yupps. so right now dontthink too much k ?
yupps. cheerup dear !
tkcaree and iloveyou ! :D
-hugs tightly !
yingfen :
heyy ! (:
dontthink you'll evr read this ..
but anws. i really dontknw !
as in i really dontknw wht to do !
shld i or shld i not ?
sighh. so confused !
like wht i said ovr the phone justnow,
i really DONTKNW ! |:
she cant expect me to trust her anymre ?
cos somehow it takes
alot of time ?
aiyahh ! dontknw la !
forget it. im thinking too much !
headache alr ! :/
sighh. anws,
you also dontthink too much kkae ?
yupps. and ive got smethg to tell you !
seeyou tmr ! tkcaree dear ! :D
kate :
heyy dear ! :D
ehhs. now come to think of it ..
wht you said this afternoon qt true lehh !
haiis. but i dontknw lehh.
sighh. its like she's nice ?
but she's also not nice ?
hahas. dontknw wht im talking.
but .. yahh. you knw ?
tht feeling ? like sometimes this and tht ?
so shite lors ! |:
nvm. anyhows, you tkcaree k ?
yupps. loveyou plentyy darl !
-hug ! (:
22:34
20031029
21:06
trapedd in a world of my own.
today was a fun day ! :D
aft sch went jeight.
had fun there la.
took neos agn ! hahas.
9 pple in one neoprint ?
hahas. nicee ! but ..
i got the uglier one.
cos i took the first one.
thn the second one is nicer ?
duno la. but anyhows,
its still nicee ! (:
hahas. yupps.
thn aft tht went to christ the king.
fer our sch's 70th anniversary mass.
was qt ok la.
i was qt serious though ?
duno how come. haiis.
maybe cos i was irritated ?
and i was like praying to God ?
hoping tht he wld help me survive.
i mean survive all these ?
i cant handle them on my own.
anws. we were cheering loudly.
hahas. fer the tchers tht we liked ?
but not really la.
cheered real loudly fer ms quek ?
but we dont like her la |:
yupps. hehe :p
aft mass
walked to jeight.
went wit ..
yingfen.nat.chew.rui.sui.jenn.wx.char.
yupps. had fun on the way !
hahas. sui.rui.chew. were singing ?
hahas. so funny ! ;)
was laughing like crap !
hahas. esp whn yingfen told me tht thg ?
and we made fun of sui ?
hahas. kkae.
thn bought dinner.
went to macs to eat.
left shortly aft.
went 37d wit nat.yingfen.sui.
also had fun la.
choosing clothes and stuff ?
but i guess i wasnt in such a gd mood today ?
haiis. ohwells. so many thgs happened !
on this
perfect day ! sighh.
didnt expect
you to be such a person ?
nvr in my dreams wld i evr dream of this day !
cant believe it ! i still cant !
finefine. dont listen to us.
sooner or ltr you'll knw.
maybe this is so true ?
you nvr knw anythg till you have experienced it yourself.
annonymous :
hello ! pls lors ! i
didnt steal it kkae !
2 pple can have the same pic right ?
and besides i wasnt the one who did this blog !
dont accuse pple ok !
your friend
might be the one.
who took the pic frm me !
this pic is taken frm this website.
anyone can take it kkae !
and besides i dontknw who you are.
go mind your own bussiness !
jingyu :
heyy ! :D so long nvr talk alr !
im so .. back-dated ! haiis !
nvm. we'll find one day ..
soon i suppose ? hahas.
and hols are coming soon !
i dontwant ! ):
hafta be stuckk at home ?
siann lors ! ill simply DIE !
ohwells. anws,
one day whn
you are finally free,
can come tell me la.
yupps. alrights.
you tkcaree kkae pandaaa ?
loveyou loadies ! (:
-hug. ;)
20031028
19:49
20031027
have you ever loved someone,
and known they didnt love you ?
have you ever wanted to cry,
and wondered what they'd do ?
have you ever looked into their eyes,
and known they didnt care ?
have you ever looked into their heart,
and wished that you were there ?
never fall in love my friend,
you'll see it doesnt pay,
it isn't worth the heartache,
it causes on the way.
again i say dont fall in love,
and all i say is true.
you see my friend i ought to know,
cos i fell in love with you.
mms. the paragraph up there's so true !
havent been blogging fer the past few days.
well, i didnt feel like ?
no mood to blog now a days.
haiis. dontknw la.
very confussedd and stuff ?
i really dontknw la.
stupidd me. sighh.
how dao3mei2 can i get ?
friday
went to teresa's hse to do the dance thg.
thn found out smethg and started crying ?
cldnt control anymre ? sighh.
thn ltr i went to the toilet.
didnt knw tht the lock was spoilt ! x|
thn i got stuck in there la.
wth. cried agn ? felt so stupidd thn.
aiyahh duno la. so dao3mei2.
thn ltr on went fer lunch at j8.
amanda's 2 friends joined us ?
they were frm RI la.
thn they follwed us behind like some bodyguard ?
hahas. damn funny.
aft tht mood was fine alr.
went bek teresa's hse.
crapped alot abt the pple on tv.
thn watched tv. talked.
went home arnd 6 plus. yupps.
sat
went fer cca.
qt slack la. hahas.
enjoyed cca. esp during first aid.
did CPR on this dummy thg ?
waliew ! so scary lors !
hahas. it looks so
real !
was so freaked out.
thn so sway me, shuyu and jenn got choosen ?
to do the demo first ?
thn i had to be the one who start it ?
like wth la ! hahas.
was qt scared at first ?
like it looked so .. scary ! :|
but in the end still did it la.
hahas. qt fun la.
but i think i pressed the wrong place la.
now hand's swollen ?
as in got a bruise there now ?
sighh. so painful ! x|
nvm abt tht shite la.
thn aft cca went macs to eat.
was wit dev.shuyu.
ate so much ! i really hafta go on a diet !
im getting real fat alr ! sighh.
nvm. ill work on it ! hehe.
alrights. thn ltr dev asked me out.
to go orchard wit her ?
cos she wanted to get comics ?
yupps. thn of course ..
me being such a sweet and thoughtful darling,
said ok la ! hahahs. ok so lamee ! :p
anws went to taka at first la.
bought a highlighter ?
nicee colour la.
thn dev bought her books ?
yea. thn went ovr to wisma.
bought a ripcurl pencil case ?
like finally got a new one ?
cos the other one is stained ?
dont really think its very nice but ..
its ok la. redd in colour though ..
kinda odd. but ohwells.
thts abt it all la.
going fer kayaking course nxt week.
so exciting but ..
will i stink aft tht ?
hahas. nvm la.
sunday
nthg much happened la.
just tht went out wit my parents.
to fareast.
bought an anklet (??) ?
yupps. came home.
slpt awhile.
went fer dinner.
thts all la.
monday
went to sch.
had this mini drama thg.
thought our class wld win ?
but in the end didnt evn win a fucking thg ?
we acted well lors !
it was so touching tht ms santha,
said tht she teared ?
like wth la. didnt win anythg just cos ..
of tht fucking b i a s tcher !
she said we didnt deserve anythg.
just cos we were noisy ?
and we put so much effort into it ?
like wth la.
thn stayed bek aft sch.
vreone was in a bad mood ?
like durh.
thn practised the dance la.
qt fun la. cos we were cursing ?
the stupidd fatty la !
hahahahahaahs ! :D
thn went home at arnd 5 ?
yupps. thts abt all la.
today
today was qt ok la.
did the dance ?
we changed it so much !
at the last min right ..
we didnt have enough pple.
so we just pulled pple in ?
hahas. thn yingfen.noelle.karina.
woah. best lors !
30 mins of practise knw alr !
pro mann ! hahas.
but anws. it went qt well la.
it is sorta like a story ?
like gang fight liddat ?
but i sure knw tht i was so nervous !
but
kate was GREAT !
really ! woah. her dancing ..
damn gd ! -nods head !
veryveryVERY gd !
but anws i thought we did ok la.
given the amount of time ?
one day plus ?
hahas. very gd alr la ! hahas. (:
sch ended at arnd 3 ?
stayed bek fer awhile wit
yingfen.char.kell.siggy.
yupps. ate. talked.
talked alot la. duno whts happening.
but fer one thg i knw.
ihateyou !
fucking asshole !
i really hateyou !
and i guess there are 2 'you' tht i hate ?
i really dontknw la. sighh.
i hate the both of you !
i really do ! why do i alwis hafta ?
haiis. i really dont wanta !
but your are really forcing me to !
i really cant help it.
ihateyou fer vrethg tht youve done !
and ihateyou ..
frm taking tht one person frm me !
sighh. dontknw la.
guess its really meant to be ..
why do i keep going right back to the one thing that i need to walk away from ?
jinghui
heyy ! mms.
guess youve alr had the operation ?
well, hope to seeyou soon kkae ?
yupps. you tkcaree kkae ?
loveyou ! :D
19:02