oh my gosh. i LOVE this song. haiis :(
didn't they say that i would make a mistake
didn't they say you were going to be trouble.
people told me you were too much to take
i couldn't see it
i didn't wanna know.
i let you in and you let me down
you messed me up and you turned my life around
you left me feeling i had nowhere to go
i was alone
how was i to know that
you'd be there
when i needed somebody.
you'd be there
the only one who could help me
i had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong.
why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along
who'd believe that after all we've been through
i'd be able to put my trust in you
goes to show you can forgive and forget
looking back
i have no regrets 'cos
you'd be there
when i needed somebody.
you'd be there
the only one who could help me
i had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong.
why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along
you'd be there
when i needed somebody.
you'd be there
the only one who could help me
i had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong.
why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along
(repeat to fade)
happy birthday dad ! :)
haha today was okay. except the fights we had at home earlier on. anyways, out with my family ta celebrate my dad's birthday :D it was kinda okay. went suntec ? me & my sister shopped around while my mom happily went ta look at her jewellery ? haha then my dad & brother went fer da car show thingy. yeap ! went quite a number of shops. mom got me this two books which im reading right now. heh i cant believe myself either so, dont ask. HAHA :D
wanna get so much stuff ! but kinda broke right now. left da haus without my wallet ? how great. then this guy approached us & asked us ta get this THREE bottles of perfume ? like ?! so he jus talked & talked then he said he will sell it ta us fer thirty bucks. but we didnt have any money ! so we jus told him but he kinda didnt believe us :/ well, except fer da fifty bucks which my mom gave us, other than that, we're dead broke. but we werent supposed ta use it so .. ?
went fer dinner at this restaurant. met my relatives there ?! totally didnt expect it. had like so much fer dinner ? oh my gosh. haha. then when we wanted ta pay, the person told us that our bill has already been settled by my uncle ? we were like 'HUH ?!' haha. so we got a free meal :D :D
came home & gave my dad a surprise with the ice cream cake we got him earlier on in the morning when he sent me ta school. heh. aint we such wonderful kids ? :D :D my dad must love us. he alighted us downstairs then we rushed up ta prepare this surprise fer him ! we switched off ALL da lights so it was like pitched black. heh. then when he walked in, we sang him a birthday song :)) bet he got a surprise. hehhh. the ice cream cake was super good ! haha. yeap. wish my birthday were like this too. oh wells. haha. my dad must LOVE us :)))
my mood's swinging so dont talk to me :l at least it's best not to. dont say i didnt warn you. haha ? crap shit. i hate feeling this way :(
i still got so many unsaid things that i wanna say, and i just can't wait another day, i wish she knew. i still wait up wondering if she will remember me, but there's no way for me to know.
OH GOD. why pick me out of so many others out there ? im not strong enough :( feels as though im picking up all the broken pieces of my heart & im sure this time it cant be fixed. it never was anyways. ugh. someone tell me, what's the meaning of life when you have absolutely nothing left ? :/
HAHA ?
save me.
broken this fragile thing now
and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
and i've thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason
i feel so broken up (so broken up)
and i give up (i give up)
i just want to tell you so you know
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one
made my mistakes, let you down
and i can't, i can't hold on for too long
ran my whole life in the ground
and i can't, i can't get up when you're gone
and something's breaking up (breaking up)
i feel like giving up (like giving up)
i won't walk out until you know
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
you are my only my only one
here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one, no one like you
you are my only, my only one
my only one
my only one
my only one
you are my only, my only one
great song by
yellow card, only one :)
towned with
jing today ! it's been such a long time since i last saw that girl ! haha she's still as funneh :D well, what can i say since she's
MY pile of rubbish ;) headed down ta heeren. she got this paul frank top. damn cute. then we went in & tried many clothes but in the end, we didnt get it. hehhh opps :x
had lunch there. we talked :D boy, i really miss that girl. cant imagine all of us are gonna get seperated. well, maybe not jae & pau. jing may be in the same class as mersa too. haiis. im left all alone. tell me my life rocks. eeps :l
took neos after that ! oh my gosh. the poses we took are like ! i look stupid & retarded in every single pose ! hurr :/ ahwells. but had a good laugh though. hehhh. walked around, went wisma then pacific plaza. got a ripcurl shirt :D far east after that ! finally got my belt ! :) anyhows, headed home after that cos jing & i had tuition.
tuition was alright. the champions was nice but what a pity it's such a short series ? oh wells. toro's so CUTE ! hehhh :D anyways, wanted ta change my blog layout cos i dont really like it. but obviously i cant cos i jus cant get it right ! :/ changed my guestbook layout though. love it :D did it til three last night ? i mean this morning. okays, im off :)
take my hand and come with me, because you look so fine that i really wanna make you mine.
great song :D
time stands still in my heart
i don't know where you are
longing for what i denied
can we just turn it around tonight ?
(chorus x2)
and do you know without you i just go crazy?
and do you know that all i think about is where you are ?
and do you know that only you can save me baby ?
from going through this life all alone
when will missing you stop
seems we lost before the start
holding back on what was inside
can we just let it all out tonight ?
and do you know ?
and do you know ?
and do you know ?
and do you know ?
(chorus x2)
and do you know without you i just go crazy?
and do you know that all i think about is where you are ?
and do you know that only you can save me baby ?
from going through this life all alone
do you know
don't look back on yesterday
i believe we can find a way
don't let hopes and dreams fade
don't hesitate it's not too late
i go crazy
i go crazy
and do you know ?
and do you know ?
and do you know ?
and do you know ?
(chorus x2)
and do you know without you i just go crazy?
and do you know that all i think about is where you are ?
and do you know that only you can save me baby ?
from going through this life all alone
FIRST & most important,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEARTTALKER ! :D
may all your dreams & wishes come true !
I LOVE YOU DEAR ! :))
okays lets see. today went pretty well, except fer that part which totally spoilt everything :l
woke up at twelve. packed the haus like crazy ! my dad made me keep that whole CHUNK of clothes piled up fer dontknow how long ? :/ then tidied the haus cos
jingyu was coming over.
went ta da bus stop ta fetch her but, she alighted at the wrong stop so she had ta walk back. sorry ! but anyhows, she came ta my haus ta bathe. after that we were in the bedroom READING ? haha can you believe it ? ME ? reading ? not in a million years ! heh kinda shocked myself too. but anyhows, had a HARD time finding clothes ta lend her ? im sorry dear ! finally left haus at around two ?
headed down ta town. wanted ta catch
the incredibles BUT there were no seats left so, caught
ladder49 instead. glad i FINALLY caught it :) damn good show. at least i was crying half the time :/ so it's a successful show ! HAHA :D anyhows, shopping after that. yeap. met quite a number of ppl. ugh.
finally decided ta head home at around eight ? didnt make it in time fer my show though. oh wells. enjoyed myself ! haha felt so crappy today ! have no idea why. ahwells. i feel weird :l
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love's so hard to find. so make up your mind. do you know what you want ? one minute you're with me, the next one you are all over her. she talks behind your back. you know i'll stay on track, something she wouldn't for sure. how can i help you to make up your mind ? boy you're running out of time. (know what you want) so which one will you choose ?
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okays im off. nights world :)
help me understand
why i'm not a part of your plan
and you dont need me anymore ?
help me understand
why i still wanna be where you are
even though i know in my heart
that you dont love me anymore ?
oh my gosh. today totally suck ! everything didnt go well right from the start :/ sis & i overslept so we had ta go ta
nativity instead. father tay was being so nonsensical as usual ? dont even know what he was talking about ? he's nuts ! haha. saw
david. til now, he hasnt cleared the so called 'misunderstanding' ? hahaha. i also saw
them ! jana ! oh my gawd ! i actually saw them ! can you believe it ? i saw them ! :D :D :D
anyhows, we were worrying if our parents could make it in time fer their seminar ? so called them ta ask la. was so damn pissed off with my mom. it's not our fault that we didnt go st annes fer mass ? we were like almost twenty minutes late ? :l she started screaming at me through the phone. how great >:| so much fer worrying ? :l
my parents left my stupid bro in st annes so we had ta go get him after mass. waited so long fer him ta finish his stupid plate of rice while we had NONE. headed straight home after that cos i thought i could get lunch a lil' later. lazed around ? watched fashion rocks on tv ? then
jingyu messaged me at around 1630hrs, telling me that she was already at the bbq. i was supposed ta meet her. so i left with the sleeping bag. i looked like some freak la ? haha. in the end, we didnt know howta meet & so we didnt. walked all the way home & didnt feel like getting lunch anymore. im way too lazy ta go all the way to dontknow where ta get lunch anyways. maybe it's not considered lunch but .. ohwells. was feeling hungry so i thought the mini mart at my basement should sell some stuff, plus it was on the way. tried my luck but sorry ! went there, nothing left. everything finished. HURR ! too pissed to be hungry already :/ so, here i am.
what a good way of going on a major diet. havent eaten anything all day :) okays, im off ! i absolutely HATE today :lll
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jingyu;
BOOS ! hello my darling idiot ! i know you're reading this :) my computer has some problem so i cant sign your guestbook ! sorrys ! okay here goes :D hope i managed ta cheer you up last night :D anyhows, you're not a lousy friend OKAY ! thanks fer helping me speak up also. yeap. hahah i saw my
BIG beautiful name in your entry ! :D :D :D i know you miss me right ? admit it :) but what a pity i didnt get ta meet you today :( which means i didnt get my hug :( never mind. i'll be seeing you tmw,
yes ? :D you better not tell me you cant make it. hahaha. anyhows, whatever it is, you'll alwis be my
best friend too :) dont worry. hehhh. okays hope you're having fun at the bbq now :) yeap ! see you soon okay ? cheerups ! :) I LOVE YOU :D miss me ;)