i don't know what i want.
i don't know what i'm thinking.
i don't know anything.
never did, never will.
just what exactly is god trying to tell me?
to know or not to know.
fuck.
i need you here with me now.
it's one of those nights where i just need you to cuddle up beside me & tell me everything's gonna be alright.
hell yeah, i miss you too.
& i'm sorry for hurting you.