Do you feel the same about your flirt with love,
& your certainty?
You would fall fast to denial.PASSING OUT PARADE TWO THOUSAND AND SIX.
what can i say?
it was damn good :)
to my dearest red badge! :) i think your were the greatest! heh, the whole planning was awesome! though you guys made me look so stupidddddddd in one of the photos, but your mu ji forgives you la :) work hard & bring snsj to greater heights yeah? no matter what post your got, just be happy cause each & every one of you have potential & your are all equal to all of us :) i'll definately miss your squad. especially the squad hug :(
it's just good night & not good bye.
uh huh. yesterday was not so good? was having a terrible headache for the whole day & everything was just so hectic. didn't like being in that kinda situation. hurr. after school was a total mess. rushed down to get the roses & THAT SPECIAL DAISY for my darling squadmates :) then hurried back to school again for extra lessons which i walked into class fifteen minutes late. very good. haha.
got dismissed slightly earlier & we had to rush to take photos for the connexio. dragged it for like a week or so already. so couldn't push it any further. then rushed down to the st john's room to change into full uniform. hurr it was so hectic i swear. & i was so irritable.
the parade was sad. the juniors stood in the blazing sun for like about two hours i heard. poor things! now that we've passed out, everything just feels different. but oh well.
the whole performance thing in the ava room was great. sigh. i'll miss everything la. everything went well except time was a little constrained. yeap! headed down to macs for dinner. didn't have much appetite though. so just had soya milk. uh huh. rah.
we start as a clique, & we end as a clique :)oh well. nothing much about today. don't wanna be too detailed. yeah.
the more you are,
the more you need,
the more you understand,
the more you know,
the more you feel.went for catechism! it was alright though the yacs were all kinda not prepared at all. haha but it went well thanks to our darling catechists who planned it all for us :) heh. was just telling maureen how tough it is to be a catechist. it seems easy but it ain't easy at all. rahhhh. finally got to see nick! missed him so much. he's working now. haha everyone was like making fun of his outfit cause his shirt looked like some priest top? hahaha! BOYFRIEND! :D inside joke. haha! met amerie in church after lessons :) yeap! then headed straight home.
i'm tired. -sulks.
seriously, what the fuck.
you're damn hardcore.
Sometimes, I get the feeling that
I'm stranded in the wrong time,
where love is just a lyric in children's rhyme,
a soundbite.one sentence: I LOVE MY BESTIES! :D
these two days have been absolutely GREAT! :D 'besties makan session rocks! :)' quotes cherlyn! haha. i love both my besties to bits! & i don't know what i'd ever do without either one of them! :D :D :D what an honour for these words to be coming from me! besties! feel honoured pleaseeee! haha :)
was home for half a day on saturday. attempted the few additional math tys questions but i soon got restless & tired. haha. so i decided to slack instead of continuing with it. rah. haha. changed & headed to church! :D
met cherlyn! caught up a little? i guess, all i can say now is that i'm sorry. yeap. anyway, had catechism which was kinda alright. haha chris made me take attendance la! i swear he was totally sabo-ing me la. like hello, i don't know the names of more than half the people in my class! haha bloody hell. oh well. i managed to guess & i got the right attendance anyway! :D so clever!
then the oh-so-very smart chris found out that he used the wrong marker to write on the white board. haha he used the permanent ink. how clever. he was rushing for mass so ben, cherlyn & i helped to clean up the mess. haha. then uncle sly came! was crapping with him all the way. & cherlyn was a total bitch. haha kidding. but how could you say to him 'father-in-law'?! you ought to be shot! haha.
headed to compass point after that :D like the besties only! finally got to spend time together after sucha long, long, LONG time! it's been ages since we three last sat down & had a good talk :) & so we did! heh. decided on yoshinoya instead of burger king cause, neither of us felt like eating that. heh. so yeah, caught up & stuff like that. gossiped a little bit too la. haha. i think? & i just learned that day that people who gossip will head for purgatory right away. haha rightttttttt. shit. oh! i remembered us saying that we were the three little pigs! haha & i happen to be the most dumb one cause i stole alot of straws from the counter & they claimed that i wanted to use them to build my house of straws. haha. idiots.
it was still kinda early. so the smart me suggested that we walked to cherlyn's place though my thigh muscles were hurting like fuck. haha i didn't think they'll agree to my nonsense but they did. like goodness me. haha. so we headed over to her place by foot! haha what the hell. but it was a great walk la. haha wasn't that bad actually. cause we were all talking about stuffs & all. rah. heh. & we found a new cool hang out place! haha got me feeling like i was damn old or something. never seen a playground with such high technology before. haha so we started playing with all the stuffs they had there. haha it's like the ultimate! SUPER FUN! :D heh. we were all laughing & joking with each other. oh gosh, i miss them already! :(
then continued walking to her place & ben was a total idiot. haha jerk to be exact. it was getting dark. so he suggested telling us a ghost story. haha bloody hell. he faked it & we fell for it. what the fuck. haha cherlyn & i both screamed like two mad women la! haha. but it was fun la. haha i just remember laughing all the time :))
got to cherlyn's place & we left kinda early cause my dad came to fetch us. haha sent ben home & headed home. awwwww, home sweet home :/
didn't my day just sound totally awesome? haha :D i love, love, LOVE the besties :D
today was awesome too! haha like yesterday, the three besties headed outttttt! :D mass first though. heh. then went over to cherlyn's first cause ben wanted to borrow her textbook. but in the end, she couldn't find it. haha what the hell. managed to get it from his friend living nearby though. yeap! so we finally headed to town. carl's junior! :D heh. planned on it since last week! haha.
took photos with them while waiting to change train! haha. it was funny. great laughter! finally got to marina square & we had our meal :D studied after that for a few hours before doing some shopping. haha. yeap! then we all went our separate ways! i had an awesome time with them today too! being with the both of them just simply rock! they never fail to make my day :)
headed down to junction eight. uh huh. got stuff & then headed back home. yeap. haha long week ahead. fuck. i can't stand school. i hate the fact that i'm still schooling. what the fuck la. i feel like quitting school! hurr.
friday's like coming soon & i'm like so dreading it. internal passing out parade. sigh. it's been four years & it made me wonder how much i've been through with my squadmates & juniors. sigh. i suddenly don't feel like passing out anymore. i wanna be part of snsj sill :(
oh well. i guess all good things have to come to an end somehow. so yeah. alright! i think i've done a longgggggggg entry today! haha i'm off! :D
XOXO!
Please don't shut me out.