thoughts of you ran through my mind just. & why am i torturing myself so bad when i know you're happy? not thinking of me too. but well, whatever, so long as you're happy, i should be happy for you, right? it seems like everything's alright when it's fucking not. we're okay but we're not okay. i know i ain't making much sense here but, ask yourself, do you have any fucking clue about my life right now? let me know the answer as soon as you realise it. ha.
okay shutting off that whole part, my week has been the most awesome week in many months! zomg. haha, fun-filled with so many activities to keed my mind from wandering into stupid thoughts. haha yay :)
rewind baby.
monday - amerie's place
tuesday - awesome madness with bestie & amerie
wednesday.
clubbing with sexbomb & richie was SO THE BOMB :) it was one of the best clubbing experience ever! no one can beat that! haha but we forgot to bring our cameras so we didn't have any pictures :( it is such a waste alright! so disappointed! the music was great! thank you dj for playing those great songs!
before clubbing richie came to meet me at far east cause i was doing my nails (which has already been destroyed :( ) hahahah. the person thought he was my boyfriend. it was so hilarious! sexbomb came slightly later & we had sakura for dinner! talked about alot of shit stuff. haha. he's retarded, we were arguing about soccer as usual. haha!
drank at balcony before heading to zouk! missed 16 so we decided to cab. there were like two groups of people behind us trying to get cabs too. so i suppose we got a little high & like started to go mad, jay walking all. hahaha! walking back to somerset mrt to flag a cab in the middle of the road, opening the taxi's door so he can't drive away. thank god he didn't! if he did, phyllis would have experienced flying. hahaha!
it was the most stupid ladies' night ever cause the ladies had to pay. what the fuck right? dumb ass people. they should so not call it ladies' night if this is going to be a frequent occurance. oh well! met phyllis's ex classmates & while we were dancing we met them again. so we just partied together :) drank flamming lambo again. haha made sure the person did not burn my hair again! we had two jugs of vodka lime & some other thing i can't remember. haha. headed to mambo around 2am. met garrett, the bitch. haha i was like dancing & he called me a mambo noob, what the hell. asshole. forever bullying me. haha saw debbie too!
ended the party back at phuture :) had breakfast after clubbing! haha we're damn retarded i swear. we cabbed to mos macs like omg what were we thinking right? hahaha! oh oh! we saw fiona xie & jacy chan at zouk! she is so HOT! & so is he! haha. richie was being a total ass, complaining like shit about us cause we didn't bring our cameras so it's our fault he couldn't take a picture with her to make his friends jealous. tsk. haha he's the world's biggest noob! haha he's so silly i swear!
cabbed home & stayed up till 0750 for someone to finish his project. haha i swear i was half asleep while texting you. but i managed to send you a good morning message before crashing! i'm the best luh :) decided not to call you cause you might get too blown away by my voice HAHAHAHAHAHA!
thursday.
woke up damn fucking early. barely even slept alright! but i had to do it, for my best friend. lee jingyu, see how much i sacrificed for you? haha, but then again, how often do i meet you right? so never mind! we headed back to st nicks for orange bowl! haha it was awesome! she got me royce white chocolate for my birthday & even made her own ice for me. awwwwww, how sweet. hahaha! met mrs soh & a few other teachers back there. i so miss st nicks, how you can feel at home at any part of the school. sometimes i think to myself, screw ngee ann. it's like so fucking huge. oh well, not like st nicks is that small but i guess time's a factor too. 10 fucking years in st nicks, it's no wonder huh.
anyway, went to look for teachers! crapped with mrs soh the most. she hasn't changed one single bit i swear. hahaha but no one's afraid of her! cause she is so retarded. she was telling us how different the sec4s are from the sec1s. haha like hilarious please. i miss her! she's the greatest math teacher on earth! :)
oh we bumped into esther too! & i finally saw attachment in the longest time! :)
had soya bean after school! we ate so much! best friend brought chicken rice too luh! that pig. we finally had iced milo, hoho. i miss the food. i'm a greedy monster, i don't deny it! haha. then she had to leave for work. so i went to kovan to visit the doctor. haha good luck to my knee, it's like screwed to the max. doctor said so. he said i would suffer when i'm old, how how how! :( have been going back everyday except today for follow up & a bandaged knee. hurr.
met the family for dinner & went back homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
lets go back for more food best friend. i miss you!
friday.
woke up super early cause i had a doctor's appointment & i had to accompany the bitch to send her phone for servicing! she was supposed to accompany me to the doctor but she's a freaking pig so she couldn't wake up hahaha. anyway, we headed to town & she made the poor little crippled girl wait for her! horrible right? haha.
we were the earliest to reach town alright. so we went to grab a bite at burger king! haha all the admin people are late comers i swear! when they come, they come as one whole big group. haha we had fun doing some bitching before deciding to watch untraceable. got tickets & we were like some tour group splitting up cause we wanted to get lunch into the cinema. haha it's damn funny i tell you. got subway! :)
the movie was only starting to get really exciting. then it ended. dumb ass show. don't watch it, it's a total waste of money. enough said.
headed to level 9 to book a room. stupid tommy said this show (oh shit i forgot the title) was nice so we decided to listen to him. turned out the show sucked. but the lead actress is so pretty! haha some miller girl. can't remember her name either! oh well. had dinner at hong kong cafe after that! but we all weren't hungry so xuan, bitch & i shared a bowl of porridge. haha along with tommy's kaya toast & rebecca's french toast.
we were being major cheapos cause we went to the food court to catch the last episode of that 9pm show. haha so funny! we were so engrossed in the show & so were the other people around us. zomg retarded show but it's so sweet! i like :)
anyway! left for s club after that! opened a bottle of vodka & we played card games. haha tommy's friend joined us halfway, shortly after we left! cabbed, i was the last to alight once again. this sucks, to stay at the far end of singapore. hurr. i didn't like the trip back, cause i just didn't like it. don't ask.
saturday.
today was awesome shit i swear. like it's the most fruitful day of the week or something! haha :) met pei xuan at vivo, 10am. we were both on the same train & we didn't realise. haha we trained to sentosa, siloso beach! we took lots of retarded photos i tell you! so retarded the ang mohs around were laughing at how stupid we looked. haha she's so funny! halfway my battery went flat. stupid camera hurr. so we used her phone instead! took hell alot of photos yo! i like :D
the heat was too immense, we went to bathe early! some people took super long to shower & were hogging the bathing rooms. but then again, two rooms were flooded. it was so disgusting. so we took quite long in the showers! like boring. haha trained back to vivo & did some shopping! haha seng came to join us after that! the three of us (gangsters) bought the same shirt but in different colours & slightly different patterns! it's damn cute & not forgetting, gangster. haha they're damn annoying. "buy buy buy, just buy." bloody hell, bully me only!
shopped shopped shopped. then rushed to dhoby cause the chairperson can't be late! but hey, we were 2 minutes late & guess what? attendance at 1602 were the three of us. haha so we went to macs & had a small bite! three of us shared a nuggets meal! i love curry sauce. haha. some weird guy sat beside us when we obviously had our bags on the chairs. weirdo. jumped over to ljs cause they didn't have enough seats. the committee were pretty much all late. heh but it was quite a productive meeting cause we cleared quite a bit! now i have to do all the sending of emails which kinda sucks. thank god seng's helping me! meeting ended pretty late! so the three of us headed for dinner :)
dinner was alright. we played five ten fifteen & scissors paper stone to determine who were to eat the last friend dumpling. guess who lost? :/
we headed to the singapore flyer after that! with much laughter, fun & non-stop nonsense crapping all the way. taking turns to bully each other, to make things fair, talking about how HOT we'll look. hahahah they're so retarded but i love them so much.
sat the flyer! like fucking high, fucking scary. i didn't know how it worked so i thought we'll go upside down. hahaha so stupid right? but it didn't anyway. it's pretty up there but scary. i was so afraid we'd get stuck up there or the whole cabin will suddenly detach from the fine strings holding onto it! like, my life is in the hands of a wheel, cool. but it was fun. cam whores! took many many many pretty pictures :) but it's quite a waste of money to go up there just to see singapore. haha but it was fun making fun of all the people below us. haha! & some stupid person kept laughing & making fun of me. asking me why i'm going up the flyer when i'm scared of heights. haha silly boy :)
oh a great tip: if you go there, please do make sure you have cash cause they do not have any atms there, neither do they accpet nets or credit cards to purchase souvenirs. so yes, cash. haha. dumb ass shit. anyhow, we bought the photo! the very very very expensive photo! haha. but it's really pretty! :) i really love the both of them cause they never fail to be there for me, catch me when i fall & help me in everything i do! guiding me along too! thank you folks, ya'll are oldies. hahahahha. i can't believe we are going on a genting trip together! i'm so excited! :D haha hope we'll get enough people though! really looking forward to it!
we had ice cream after that! it was really yummy! by the time we were done with everything, it was about 2200! they were supposed to come over to my place but it was too late & they have their own activities on tomorrow so we decided not to! haha we went to raffles city to draw money then we headed back!
i love today. all my favourite people doing our favourite things! :)
i'll try to upload pictures if i get them! haha but till then, it's going to be another busy week next week! lots of programme on & i need more rest! aaahhhhhh!
well, i'm tired. so i'm going to crash! there's btt e-trail tomorrow afternoon! oh boy, i'm so not prepared! haha good luck, cheryl.
Every little thing that you have said and done,
Feels like it's deep within me.
WHY? :(