Are you ready?
You call me on the phone
I act like nothings going on
We're drivng in my car
I pretend that you don't turn me on
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it yeah
Ah ah ah you move around now you show it
I'm not in love
It's just a faze that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away
It's almost 3am
I'm hoping that you don't let go
You're moving in so close
I'm trying not to lose control
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it yeah
Ah ah ah
You move around now you show it (come on)
I'm not in love
It's just a faze that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
Don't go running away
Oh i'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how i feel tonight
So don't go running away yeah
Im not in love (yeah yeah)
I'm not in love
I'm not in love (give it to me now)
I'm not in love (break it down)
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it ah ah ah
You move around yeah you show it
dontknw why thgs are turning out like this.
didnt evn have the slightest idea abt all these.
can smone just tell me why ?
i really dont unstd.
maybe its just meant to end this way.
so be it. sighh.
feeling so damn .. ??
helpless, stupid, fucked up, sad & vrethg's bottled inside me.
dontknw how im supp to feel now.
its all my bloody fault laa.
fcuk :/
quite a happy day tday ! :)
anws, i knw i crapped alot !
esp with chew & bel in class justnow.
hahas. so lamee ! ;)
topic : FRUIT PLUS ! :)
talked ta merisa on da phone justnow.
fer like 1½ hrs laa. hahas :))
she MY heart talker now ! -winks
hahas. thnks fer hearing me out !
not abit talk till my phone no battery laa.
lol. well, a load off my back ! :)
here's a lil' sth fer you dear ! XD
im sorry i don't have the words to make you feel better,
cos im not that good in words.
BUT i do have the arms to give you a hug,
ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about,
and i have a heart ;
a heart that's aching to see you smile again.
smile no matter wht kkays ?
il alwis be here fer you whnevr you need me :)
I LOVE YOU ! :D
okies. gta go fer tuition soon.
duno why my tcher's not here yet.
so unlike her man !
see. start talking abt her only thn she come alr.
ltr got incredible tales ! :)
gna watch ! hahas. scare myself !
okies think id beta go now !
study fer chi earlier ?
so tht i wont be so stressed up during ber's party.
can have fun ! :) hahas. exciting ! :))
to vreone out there ! :)
i wish i could see through your eyes so i would know what you like to see. i wish i knew your wishes, so i could give you everything you want. i wish i dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. i wish i knew what makes you happy, so i could make you the happiest person in the whole world. and lastly, i wish i were a cell in your blood, so i would be sure i was somewhere in your heart :)
feeling confusedd ! :/
anws, thnks
merisa fer cheering me up ! :)
really helped alot kkayys ?
dont worry laa.
hahas. il just let nature take its course ! :)
yeahh. I LOVE YOU ! :)
if sth is not meant to be yours,
thn so be it. il just take thgs as it it ?
rahhs. bahhs. bleahh.
went svdp tday fer mass.
cos was super late fer st anne's.
yupp. so cabbed dwn laa.
woke up late thts why.
haiis. didnt get ta see
him rahh.
ohwells. ath laa.
saw auggie serving mass.
hahas. he looked at me & turned away.
so funny. lol.
thn waited fer my dad ta fetch us.
went ta compass point ta fetch my mom.
went fer lunch at hougang central i think ?
yeap. thn came home.
managed ta beg my dad fer da internet password.
stupid laa. dont let me use. hurr.
anws shall blog abt ystd ! :))
ystd
had cca. woah super tough man.
cldnt take it.
ran 4 rnds. timing was like super lousy laa.
9 min 33 secs ? haiis. ohwells.
thn had ta change into half u in 5 mins ?
forgot ta bring hair net so borrowed.
thn ran back & we had to be in pumping position :/
was so tired ! hands abt ta break alr.
we ran back & forth abt 3 - 4 times ?
cldnt take it alr so i got called out.
took a rest with peiyu & wanxin.
yupp. thn went specs stand.
slackedd. hahas. cos we were like worn out !
did new timing fer fd & cca ended shortly afta.
went out with peiyu & merisa fer awhile.
went orchard cos NC2 wanted ta take neos.
talked & crapped on da way laa.
was damn crap. lol.
left at ard 1540 ?
came home & bathed.
changed fer da concert ?
met merisa, bernice & pauline at PS.
cabbed dwn ta vjc.
the concert was quite boring laa.
but we entertained ourselves of cos.
hahahahaas. i pity those acsi guys in front of us.
lol. they were like damn poorthg.
but there was this damn cute guy in front of us.
hahahahahaahhahahahas ;)
thn
sth happened.
so embarassing ! :/
but ohwells. nvm.
dont wanta announce it here.
concerrt ended at ard 2300 ?
cabbed home.
yeap thts all :)
super fun day i guess.
laughed ALOT ! XD
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talking ta merisa now !
ahhas :p
if you like someone, tell him, because you might find out that he likes you too.
shld i ? act im also not sure.
of how im feeling now.
rahh :/ helpp !