20030704
the love is fading away
mms. just came home from cathetism. whee. haha. today's lesson was quite nicee lehs (: haha. at least better than before lah. haha laughed alot. yepps. good lah. since now i have to cheer up a little. haha. kkaes. mms. went for cat class. saw this person in the walk way like ghost liddat cos never tie hair then somemore so dark so i could not see lah then when i went closer, it was cami! haha long time never see her liao. haha. she sure got bf one loh. everytime see me only ask me if i have stead or not. haha (: she damn funny and nicee. haha and no one is to read the messages in my inbox except pauline! haha. only pauline .. cos she's special (: whee. haha she should be honoured! hurr. haha. kkaes. whatever. anw we were discussing on a very very extremely gross topic today. haha. its about erm .. eros or something of that sort. waliew. dont know the meaning then too bad. haha dont think its in the dictionary cos its a greek word. waliew. damn gross loh. was laughing when the tcher was explaining! haha |: eeyer.
then we had to be put into grps. haha. damn funny lehs. then all the 1's together and all the 2's together and so on lah. then i sway sway got one and i was wit this other gal and 2 other boys. waliew. then one of the boys think his name is mervin damn .. what lehs. hurr. keep on like saying that he dont believe that girls are so quiet just cos we werent talking. haha then i was argue-ing wit him. cos he all the bad points all put girls one then all the good points put guys one. waliew. haha. then he talk to us we dont answer then he keep on saying "walao eh i like talking to wall liddat!" then i was thinking "who wants to listen to you?!" haha damn funny lah if you were there. (: then ltr we had to read out all the solutions we had to the problems. then the other boy was writing it down lah. then he took up only the place got hole that part. you know something like our school table lah cos opp him was the other girl. ahhas. was laughing like siao! hehe. then this grp's one was damn funny. cos the topic we were discussing on was this : if you fin someone very irritating and she/he keeps on following you everywhere you go what should you tell him/her w/o hurting them? then they were like "i will get close to her then after a while when we get sick and tired of all her naggings then i will break up wit her!" waliew. and it was a boy reading it! waliew. haha the whole class burst into laughter loh! haha. kkaes. maybe not to your lah but to me is lah cos i was there. haha. kkaes.
mms school was okay today lah just that got back my dnt and guess what i did chao
well loh. fail leh! very can leh! hurr. always failing for dnt. haha but i did not expect myself to fail until so high. haha whatever lah. i am so crap! eeks :/ mms. anw celebrated youth day today. waliew. damn funny! and now i know .. mr phee is a pervert! waliew. cos we had to vote for the most courteous girl or something then they had to stand in front of the judges and write "i love sngs" wit their butt. haha then the first girl's butt was facing us. then the second person when she ran down the aile right? mr phee went over to her and asked her to turn her butt facing them! waliew. so .. what loh. hurr. stupid tcher lah. haha. was laughing like siao today! whee. happy day. mms but not as happy as
that day lah. haii forget it.
anw jingyu gave me loads of huggs today! whee (: haha so happy. mms. tmr going to see all the sec 1's again and im gonna be out the whole day! whee. haha going to be so damn fun! yay. haha. anw me so excited. mms. jana begging me to wear
that shirt. haha she wearing tangtop lehs! waliew. haha sexy babe (: haha. see how lah. dunno. mms but me wld be wearing a skirt. yepps. jeans skirt lah. kkaes. me have to go sign guestbooks cos my time going to be up liao |: hurr. stupid lah. anw haha going to get my huggs tmr! whee. (: cant wait! haha. oh yah .. cca starts at 10 tmr! whee. haha can sleep late! yay. mms. hope my mum let me take her phone. haha (: lighter mah then can stuff into my wallet. haha whatever. oh another thing .. dunno how the hockey girls did for their competition ..
23:04
20030703
hurr. waliew. i cant get onto some of the guestbooks! waliew. hurr only signed like 5?! sorry kkaes? aiyah got to run now! pass my time limit liao. haha. mms. sorry kkaes. to those guestbook either got the opps or whatever problems |:
19:29
i waited and waited. in the end? you never came back
mms. last night wanted to wish jenn happy bdae again at 12 midnight and then i forgot all abt it when i was lying on my bed. waliew. haii. sorry jenn! okay the lyrics i posted below is err like sorta talking abt one small part of my life. yepps. damn nicee and meaningful lah the lyrics. haii |: anw today's school was horrible! haha. first in the morning i walked out of my dad's car without my bag! waliew. did not know that until my sister told me. haha. waliew. so embarassing can?! waliew. hurr. then my dad off his hp loh. wth. could not get him! then luckily he went to the petrol station and saw my bag then he called me back! or not i would have no bag! ahhas. waliew. 2nd time liao! eeks :/ haha.
okay had pe today. waliew. mrs tan cut her hair look so .. weird. i mean she cut long ago lah but then .. yah now then comment i think?! yah. haha. mms. now i run one roumd around the field tired liao. haha. then played rugby. damn fun lehs! so funny. haha esp wit my grp and charlene's grp! haha. damn funny. cos this rugby game we cannot be touched by the opponent then all of us dont dare to take the ball the everytime the ball kena thrown towards us we would be like screaming? haha and avoiding the ball waiting for someone else to get it! ahhas. damn funny. then at one time i was the one who start the ball. then i pretended that i wanted to throw the ball and when they all never see then i just ran towards the line there. ahhas. we were laughing like siao can? ahhas. mms. aiyah my grp and charlene's group knows lah. ritee? haha. kkaes. whatever.
anw
stupid jingyu dont wna tell me who. waliew. mms. so mean loh. hurr |: wth. what kind of sister are you? mms. haha joking lah. forget it. anw stefan is going to be on the chinese newspaper! oh my goodness! ahhas. then today he had competition. mms. he qualified! haha tmr is the finals. good luck my dearest kor! mms. -huggs. (: yepps. mms. anw then had chinese. waliew. did so badly! got a1 lah but then the low part loh. haii. stupid chloe lah get so high still not happy?! wtf. haha. you did well lah chloe! at least better than me?! hurr. haha. kkaes. then was begging that zhong to give me marks and she so stingy! dont want to give me 2 more marks. waliew. hurr was cursing her! ahhas. whatever. anw mms. found out that i did the worst for english. i mean so many pple got higher than me for compre. waliew. hurr. stupid lah. going to die. havent even told my parents a single mark yet loh! hurr. dont dare. ahhas.
anw had ipw after that. mms. me and jenn just ran out of class without miss quek going. cos it was so boring. some of the grps were presenting their presentation lah. then me and jenn just ran out of class. ahhas. went to kaypoh for the sing to the dawn tickets lah. haha. (: think i got quite good seats. mms from D13 onwards to D20. all my good friends. i mean close lah. yepps. lets see .. mms. D13 jiaming, D14 deb chiu, D15 Victoria, D16 deb tan, D17 reen, D18 jenn, D19 me, D20 chloe. yepps. mms. kkaes. then went out wit jenn without asking my parents! haha cos they surely dont allow me one loh. hehe. (:
took off my name tag and all the tags i have. haha. then finally saw celestia wit her new hair cut! haha look okay lah. quite nicee what. dunno why everyone like so shocked liddat. mms. then met cc and dev on the bus too and on the mrt again. haha yepps. then talked to them lah (: haha they damn nicee lehs. haha. then me and jenn went to wisma cos wanted to get wallet and some clothes for sat (: yepps. then we finally got the wallets we want! ahhas. but my wallet a bit funny lehs! mms. jenn! tmr i show you my wallet got something wrong! hurr. haha but it looks okay lah. mms. yepps. then jenn got the wallet almost the same as tab's one but then jenn's one is blue. yepps. damn nicee but then aiyah so many pple have the same one is like so .. and then quite ex also. so did not buy lah (: haha. kkaes.
then walked around for a while. haha. went into many shops ive never been before ritee jenn? haha cos all the expensive one lah. hehe. anw saw this shoe! oh my goodness! iloveit! ahhh. not fair! hurr. asking my parents to get for me! haha kkaes. jenn likes it too. haha. ohwells. we have good taste (: hehe. im very bhb hor? haha who cares. then we went back to orchard mrt cos we wanted to go to somerset mah. then when we were about to tap our cards guess what? someone tapped my head. waliew. scared the hell out mf me loh! i thought it was my mother lehs! waliew. in the end. i was sooooo surprised! waliew. it was mrs lye lehs! ahhh. waliew. then why tap my head? not jenn's one? waliew. haha anw she said this "aiyoh. both of your. what your doing? going to meet your boyfriend arh?" waliew. anyhow say! hurr. siao. haha. luckily i was not wit any guys or not .. die! haha. (: waliew. almost died of heart attack! eeks :/
anyhow, we went to this fashion. haha jenn bought a skirt. oh my goodness! this is the first skirt she has bought for so long and she looks damn nicee and it! seriously jenn. you look nice! (: haha. decided on what bottoms im going to wear liao. jenn wants me to pei ta wear skirt. okay lah. i'll wear the skirt that i bought when i went shopping wit pauline (: whee. haha love it! mms. kkaes. anw jenn's skirt quite nicee lehs. wanted to get this other skirt very nice one. but then .. looks so weird the cutting, so did not get lah. haha. yepps. anw then walked around. haha.
met my dad at amk mrt station. then i forgot all about my nametag then he asked me. waliew. was giving him some lame excuses! haha. luckily he did not scold. hehe. just had kfc. now so damn full can? feeling so sick now. like got no energy liddat. haii. have been so weak nowadays. aiyah. i very weak one lah. die better |: anw cant wait for sat! haha going to be out the whole day starting from 7am! cools huh. then coming home around erm 10 liddat. haha (: yay. mms. kkaes. gtg now. only have 1 hour on the internet a day! waliew. stupid lah. fuck. |:
the long goodbye
i know they say if you love somebody
you should set them free (so they say)
but it sure is hard to do
yeah, it sure is hard to do
and i know they say if they don't come back again
then it's meant to be (so they say)
but those words ain't pulling me through
cos i'm still in love with you
i spend each day here waiting for a miracle
but it's just you and me going through the mill
(climbin' up a hill)
[Chorus]
this is the long goodbye
somebody tell me why
two lovers in love can't make it
just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
no matter how hard i try
you're gonna make me cry
come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
all that's happening here is a long goodbye
sometimes i ask my heart did we really
give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and i know without a doubt
i turned it inside out
and if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
but it tears me up inside
just to think we still could try
how long must we keep riding on a carousel
going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)
[Chorus]
this is the long goodbye
somebody tell me why
two lovers in love can't make it
just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
no matter how hard i try
you're gonna make me cry
come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
all that's happening here is the long goodbye
[Chorus x2]
the long goodbye
the long goodbye
this is the long goodbye
someone please tell me why
are you ever coming back again
are you ever coming back again
are you ever coming back again
guess I'm never coming back again
20030702
15:44
id rather tell you iloveyou and let you think im lying than say i dont loveyou and know for sure im lying
mms. kkaes. this is the first time im online. havent been to epebble yet. haha. damn late loh. i mean lessons zao jiu end liao. mms. woke up at 9.10 liddat. haha had a shock of my life. supposed to be online at 8 but i was sleeping! haha. kkaes. then my sister went to use the computer. waliew. hurr. cos she said yesterday i use so today she use. waliew. then until like she leave then i get to use the computer. hurr. then halfway while im doing things my dad keep on wanting to use. now
finally he had left to go dunno where. haha (: peace! at last. haha no lah.
anw now is 3.22. finally i got logged into epebble. haha going to print out all the homework. hope theres not alot. havent even finished my june holidays math yet! hehe (: mms going to do ltr. have to hand in by tmr. anw just now when i came online i went to see all the blogs. mms. all the blogs which i did all got problem! haha. mms. made a new blog for jingyu liao. just waiting for her to come online. think me going to change the design of my blog again. haha. now jingyu's one (if she's using lah) will be the same as mine except wit some changes lah. yepps. haha. cos dunno how come just decided to do it for her. mms. my dearest dear and mei what. haha. kkaes. will help the others ltr kkaes? when i have time. ahhas. oh yah! chloe's archives! mms. dunno how come cant appear. haii. see lah. another problem for me to handle. mms. let me see still got peiyu, shar, jenn and tab's blogs to do. haii. tou tong! eeks :/ will try to get it done as soon as possible lah. kkaes? sorry yah?
ate porridge for lunch just now. damn nicee. then was watching tvthen they were showing all the food on tv. waliew. now i feel like eating the you tiao! haha. looked so nicee. hehe. then last night had tuition. woah. my tcher damn poor thing lehs. the last time her hand got problem. now her throat got infection. mms. if was like 2 weeks ago when she got infection then she might be a probable sars case! haha. but she dont have sars lah. at least i think so. or not i zhong sars then .. i die lah. then better. no more sufferings. haii. |: who cares.
anw me having conference now. stupid jeff got new friends liao then forget the old. idiot loh. mms. so bad. at least now he can remember us! hehe. aiyah now i going to do homework liao. hope ltr can see jingyu online! jingyu! hurry come online lah then i show you the blog! haha kkaes.
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stupid jeff! waliew. fine lah dont let me in then dont let lah! waliew. hurr. irritating! stupid lah. mms. anw me got headache now. pain loh. nowadays have been having headace. haii. dunno lah. anw me so sad! stupid pauline lah. follow jeff one. waliew. im not loh. stupid lah. so mean! mms. anw maybe going to sleep now. not going to get any better :|
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mms. me now a little crazy! haha. my sister and me are goin crazy esp my sister! ahhas! siaoz! my sister damn funny loh. she was acting like a lunatic! scratching her head like a bai chi! waliew. haha was laughing like siao! mms. maybe its cos of her chinese o's tmr. haha dunno lah. haha but she's going nuts! waliew. mans. haha. anw just now was being such a nerd. completed math except for one worksheet i dunno how to do and dnt. mms. so happy wit myself. havent been liddat for a very long time liao. ahhas. (: ltr going to complete the science and whatever that i have left lah. anyhow wna wish all theose pple who are taking their chinese oral for their o's a very good luck! esp to my dearest sister (: yepps. mms ltr she say i so mean never wish her. ahhas. mms.
anw now jingyu is online but then she is away! waliew. mms. hurry come back lah! hehe. whatever. ltr shall come back to check if she's online .. haha im so nicee! oh my goodness. haha im very bhb lehs. :/ haha ohwells. what to do? mms (: anw just read my sister's new profile! oh my goodness! im so touched! my name is actually one of them up there. *sobs* haha. im so dramatic. eeyer. okay shall be myself now! hehe kkaes. but seriously i did not think my name would be there. mms. (: well what to do? haha. im her dearest sister! hehe. whatever lah. im so full of crap now .. off to bathe liao. oh yah .. just changed the layout of my archives. go check it out (: yepps. it was my sister's old one. ahhas. since she did another one which is almost the same i decided to take her old one. haha but i like it. told her that i wanted it when she did not want it. ohwells. haha. (:
mms. just showed jingyu her blog! ahhas. go to her blog then you can see lah. yepps. anw now 98.7 playing the SAR-vivor rap! ahhas. me wna buy the cd lehs! know a little crazy lah but i am! haha can ask my dear how crazy i was! eeks :/ haha. anw this few days have been changing my layouts huh. haha kkaes. whatever. mum asking or rather nagging me to sleep liao. ahhas. byee. nites!
20030701
enough chances given
mms finally i can finish all my h/w. haii. so sian can? it took me like dunno how many hours to finish this whole elearning thing. so irritating! hurr. anw mms. who's peach. mms. i know my layout looks like mengrui's. thats what everyone says. haii. maybe i go think of another layout to change loh. mms. yepps. sorry. shall change it as soon as possible kkaes? sorry again. and err even if its copyrighted, i didnt copy it so .. yah.
anw my brother is so irritating! and my mother too. waliew. once i came home from lunch she just started nagging and nagging at me. saying dunno what "see education is very important!" waliew. then she say dunno what must read books and everything? waliew. i hate reading. hurr. and my stupid brother! hurr. such a pest. he got this exam or rather ting xie and he got like 80 words to study by today and my mother ask me to give him the ting xie. waliew. i dont even have enough time to do my school homework can? ask me to do this kind of stuff. then i said i got alot of work to do and i cant help then my mother started scolding me again. wtf loh. i mean i very nicee dont argue wit her liao loh. hurr. so sick! then i started arguing back cos i could not take it any longer and she went to complain to my dad. like whatever! who cares. go complain lah .. like theres anything he can do liddat. mms. im so mean but .. haii dunno lah. just hate staying at home and being nagged at and im suffering! argh!
anw now have to think of another template. ask my sister to help me again. haha she helped me design the background for this. yepps. mms. maybe i should just put my blog and my profile together cos you know my profile right? got this huge big empty space? yeah maybe can just put my blog there loh. mms. see how first lah. |: cracking my brains now. have to think so of many new designs! cos shar's, jingyu's and tab's one got problem. haii. kkaes. time to get cracking. haha. anw only did finish one pathetic math h/w. waliew. dunno how im supposed to finish all my h/w. my june holiday h/w still havent finish yet lehs! eeks. better go liao. byee. (:
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mms. kkaes. done wit my new blog. okay not really new but .. yah. at least now it dont look like anyone else's blog. at least i dont think so. haha. kkaes. whatever. but then the links part there like cannot see liddat. haii dunno lah. nvm. anw mms my internet has been on for 10hrs and 39 minutes liao. haha so long right? mms. longest time lah. anw ltr got tuition! sian can? i mean like so .. haii havent even started on any of my studying yet. damn sian can? hurr. feel like cancelling lehs. haii. dunno lah. doubt i can. |: sad sad me. mms. kkaes. whatever.
16:30
Too Serious Too Soon
i wonder where you were
i wonder what your thinking about tonight
i wonder
maybe your alone
maybe you've been crying just like me
i wonder
i don't know why i lost your touch
maybe i wanted to be loved too much
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
it's been a rainy afternoon
now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious, too soon
i told you every day
i told you every night in every way
i love you
maybe you got scared
maybe i have nothing else to say
but i love you
so baby now my life's a mess
cause I'm
cos i couldn't love you any less
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
it's been a rainy afternoon
now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious, too soon
too soon
it's not right
it's not fair
it's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
we got too serious to soon
i wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious, too soon
i wanted you to love me
it's been a rainy afternoon
now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious, too soon
dont want to ever let go
mms. now at home doing this stupid ilearn thingy. waliew. keep on signing me out loh. and i did not close the window! waliew. i am getting so pissed off wit this stupid thing. this is so lame. wonder why our school even asked us to pay for this shit thing which dont even work well! waliew. damn.
anw i forgot to say that yesterday was so happy to see nat. haha cos got someone to go home wit on the bus mah then at least got someone to talk to. well, she looked really tired and she fell asleep on the bus too. ahhas. kkaes. rest well nat (: yepps. anw this morning did not want to wake up but had to so .. yah. stupid ilearn. think go school better loh. at least can see my friends and then still can get huggs. waliew. haii.
then now epebble just signed me out again! waliew. hurr. fuck lah. forget it. mms. oh yah jessie's coming back on the 13th! haha mms. wonder which class is she going to be in like so long never see her liao. dunno how she looks like. haha maybe she wld be slang-ing. mms. will be so weird? haha kkaes. now sending email to her. haha think cos she's online over at texas too? yepps. haha 2nd time liao. mms kkaes. shall blog ltr (: ltr//
20030630
crying in the rain
i'll never let you see
the way my broken heart is hurting me
i've got my pride and I know how to hide
all my sorrow and pain
i'll do my crying in the rain
if I wait for stormy skies
you won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
you'll never know that I still love you so
though the heartaches remain
i'll do my crying in the rain
raindrops falling from heaven
could never take away my misery
but since we're not together
i pray for stormy weather
to hide these tears I hope you'll never see
someday when my crying's done
i'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
i may be a fool
but till then, darling,
you'll never see me complain
i'll do my crying in the rain
20:02
i want to be hurt by love no more
mms. today was quite a nicee day cos got all my huggs! hehe. so happy! in the morning came to school then gave amanda a hugg. haha. mms. she's a great partner! haha. sitting beside her damn nicee (: love her loads! hehe. kkaes. then went to family lounge to take the new timetable. saw jingyu and finally got my hugg! yay. haha. kkaes. then when i reached the family lounge i remembered that i have forgotten to take the attendance then had to run all the way back to class! eeks. :/ then stupid zhong. dont think she's changing monitors! ahh. help! me going to be stuck as monitor! hurr. then still .. err. nvm forget it.
anw, then had lessons. not really lah but then during c lit we got to rest (: cai lao shi let us. mms. once in a lifetime chance. haha. replied danfong's letter (: so damn fast loh. hehe. cos bored and did not want to go and talk so .. yah. anw then had english! waliew. hurr. hate my results! failed english loh! waliew. and it was like one of my better subjects?! waliew. haii. me so stupid! then for geog just pass loh! waliew. haii think my results are most likely going to drop drop and drop next term again. haii but me and danfong going to work extra hard! yepps. cos we all want colour phone right danfong? yepps. hehe. kkaes.
anw recess was okay lah just that did not have appitite. haii. then went to hall. damn boring loh. just because this tcher leaving then have to do all those shit? waliew. haii then was feeling dwn dwn dwn then :| haii. dunno lah. always have mood swings nowadays. ohwells.
then stayed back today wit jingyu and jenn (: yepps. studied a litte. hehe. then practised my handwriting. hehe. kkaes. very bo liao lah but then did not want to study in macs so yah went a little crazy. hehe. ohwells. then came back lah. had a headache on the way while walking out. then went to cheers to get chocolate. then i opened it in the shop then almost all the chocolates fell out loh! waliew. so malu loh! somemore inside got so many pple! waliew. -hides face- haha. who cares. then had mood swing again cos got headache lah. yepps. anw then slept a little on the bus. too tired lah. anw off to sign guestbook. today was quite a nicee day (: yepps. hehs. kkaes. byee. blogging shorter and shorter nowadays. haii dunno lah. feel like killing myself. |:
oh yah made a deal wit my sister liao. she going to just sign in tmr online for the online lesson thingy, and then go back to sleep. ahhas. kkaes. then i can use the computer! hehe she's so nicee. except when she lose her temper that time .. damn scary! hehe like just now. oh yah anw last night slept quite late cos was talking to my sister a little abt my life. ahhas. kkaes. (: she's nicee to talk to. just not tell her everything lah. hehe :p kkaes. whatever. anw going to bathe liao. haii. so dwn :/
20030629
now talking to
stupid jeffrey wong. waliew! you stupid sotong! whatever lah. so pervertic! hurr. cannot love pple as in friendly one mehs? you so .. ! hurr. no words to describe you lah! waliew. anw you damn stupid loh! so .. just because im winning then dont want to play wit me. fine lah. whatever loh. |: so xiao qi. STUPID SOTONG!
anw mms now guestbook moving so slow. haii where's pauline. wanted to talk to her online then dunno where she is. haii stupid girl. always dont come online when im online! hurr. anw now watching the show going to announce the winner! oh my goodness! haha .. kkaes. wait arh. mms. yay!!! haha F6 won! hehehe. damn happy! and haii M4 did not win. wasted mans! haii. he so cutee. i mean quite lah. hehe kkaes. whatever lah.
anw neighbours making such a din in my house! so irritating! hurr. i going to scold them liao. hurr! mms. tmr got sch. sian. dont wna wake up but wna get all my huggs! hehe kkaes. must sleep early. haii. dont think i can loh. |: nvm lah. heck.
pauline: ehh tell me tmr kkaes! havent talked to you for a long time. |: love you (:
jingyu: heyys! yah think of the happy past! hehe. me too. haii anyhow, smile kkaes? cheer up. i will always be here for you whenever you need me kkaes? (: iloveyou loads! see you tmr. get my big fat hugg. haha.
jenn: heyys! ehh you know that day at sj hq's right? the boy was pointing at you! haha. pauline say that her friend frm pierce sec say one. haha. chio bu (: see you tmr! love you.
22:05
i cant ask for more .. can i?
waliew. so pissed off. stupid blogger! i published this long entry and it dont want to appear! wtf. hurr hate blogger like siao! hurr. always happening! so pissed! wtf.
anw just changed the layout of my guestbook. like it. i mean at least its nicer than all those that i have changed before. had a hard time changing it cos change this thing then some other thing changes. but anw now done wit it. made changes to it from last night and now its nicer. hehe. kkaes. i like it. so happy. finally able to change my guestbook layout. its like last minute. hehe. then my sister got pissed off cos i was hogging the computer. but she last time hog mah so now my turn! hehe. complain abt me in her blog! waliew. ltr me helping her take out her earrings! -widegrin- hehe. kkaes. me not so mean one lah. i very nicee one lehs. haha bhb. who cares lah. but just hope that it wont hurt when she takes it off and put the earsticks in. see im so nicee (: haha. whatever.
anw, last night slept at 1am. cos was busy doing my guestbook layout lah. then this morning woke up quite early. had to go for mass. there was a jam then had to wait so long. then half way it started raining heavily. waliew. then somemore my dad had to park at the carpark then have to walk in the open. then my mum and bro dropped first lah. and my mum took the bigger umbrella! waliew. then i had to walk in the rain. waliew. was all wet and shivering in church but luckily me smart enough to bring jacket. hehe. i know very bhb but aiyah me liddat one. hehe. kkaes.
mass was damn boring today! waliew. father luke no more in st anne's liao. haii. he so nicee can? hurr. then today this priest from another church came and preach (??). waliew. damn boring! almost fell asleep! but could not lah. of course. then the new priest that is coming to preach (??) in our church is damn boring! eeyer. why do all the good priests have to leave? wtf. haii but what to do lehs? wish father luke was here then at least the preaching wld not be that boring cos he always joke one. :| haii. nvm lah.
anw after church dad wanted to eat subway. haha like suddenly liddat lehs. long time never eat there liao then suddenly he want to eat there. went to tampanis telecom centre or something liddat? there damn cold lehs. was freezing! shared wit my mother this err seafood thingy. okay lah but i think delifrance nicer. just my opinion only lah. then there the door damn cool one lehs. haha swing open by itself one. damn cool. haha. kkaes. whatever.
then came home and made changes to my guestbook again cos last night's one was not exactly what i wanted so yah lah. now its perfect! haha at least to me lah. (: yepps. kkaes. then when i came home i scolded my brother a "loser" then my mother heard and started scolding me. like whatever loh. my brother IS a loser! hurr. always bring the stupid neighbours over. then mess up the whole damn place then have to clear. waliew. damn it. stupid lah he. brainless. :|
anw now going to eat some food again. if you see someone who looks like me but fatter its me lah. hehe cos im sure i put on weight! :/ eeks. haha but nvm lah. sister said that i was underweight? siao lehs. me so fat! haha. kkaes. whatever lah. sister wna use computer liao. byee. oh yah school starts tmr and i havent finished my math yet :| oh who cares. looking forward to getting all my huggs (: iloveeyou guys. hehe.