& it may take some time to
patch me up inside.
But I can't take it,
so I run away and hide.
this week passed so quickly! got my prelim time table last friday. it made me realise how time is running short. prelim is in less than two months time! & it's really a mad rush. but until now, i still don't feel the need to actually get started on serious preparation. don't ask me why. i have no idea. i just don't feel it yet. haha. doesn't anyone wanna save me? help me change this mind set please!
nothing much have been happening lately. just been thinking alot. since last sunday. about many stuff. & now i still wonder why you can't just accept who i really am. i know you love me, but why can't you respect me? maybe you do. maybe i'm just thinking too much. i don't know! aaahhhh :(
right leg's hurting like fuck. i have absolutely no idea why too. it's really killing me! :( i feel like just getting rid of it! HURR >:( just chop it off or something! it's been giving me so much trouble lately. hurr.
xuan's an idiot. cause she stole my honey stars! :/ greedy pig! & i repeat, i am NOT zhong chen! RAH. asshole. haha i feel like just smacking you! hurr. oh i still have your clothed name tag! hahaha, it's MINE :D
feeling really shagged lately. been sleeping through everything too. slept through that stupid australian math quiz thing. slept through assembly too. hahahah! germaine was damn funny. met her in the canteen & the whole conversation went something like this:
germaine: were you the one sleeping during assembly?
me: yeah, why?
germaine: it's damn obvious la. i look in front, everyone's hair's black then got one red pony tail sticking out.
HAHA. my dye's still there? how come i don't see it? rah. caught the lakehouse on friday evening. it's a darn slow movie. no doubt i loved the happy ending, the movie was kinda boring. expected more of it i guess. yeah.
last cca today. was kinda fun i guess. attempted learning an jing on the piano :) MY FTS taught me how to. she was so patient with me! haha. i learnt SUPER SLOWLY la! shit. hahaha. rah. i feel dumb. i doubt i can still remember :(
i'll miss the greys of snsj :(
oh wells! don't feel like blogging anymore. gonna try getting some rest now. st anne feast day tomorrow! :D exciting? i don't know. haha. night world :)
What was it you wanted?
Could it be I'm haunted?